118. The happiness of core love
What kind of dad do you want? Su Xueyun paused.
She was an orphan in her first life, without any relatives, and later crossed over, and she experienced more things, but she was relatively close to the role of mother, and she didn't seem to have any father-daughter relationship with her father.
At that time, she was dressed as a Chinese zheng, and she was the daughter of Genghis Khan Temujin, who was proud of her everywhere after she became the princess of the god of war, and also considered passing on the throne to her. But if she didn't know how to fight, Temujin wouldn't look at her differently, and would only send her to marriage in the end. This kind of fatherly love is conditional and insincere, she feels more like a relationship between superiors and subordinates, and at that time she also regarded Temujin as a leader.
Later, she dressed as a knife Baifeng, although the father of the knife Baifeng was very good to his daughter and had always firmly supported his daughter, but it was ancient times, and the ancient fathers and daughters always seemed to be separated by something because they couldn't get too close, especially when her son Duan Yu had grown up, and she didn't have the opportunity to get close to her father. After Lin Daiyu, the rules of that world were stricter, men and women were seven years old, and his father Lin Ruhai was a court official with heavier rules, and he rarely met except for school exams and meals.
And in other worlds, Su Xueyun said that the characters who crossed over all had no fathers, and she hadn't noticed it before, so she seemed to really have a very shallow father-daughter relationship, and for hundreds of years, she had only experienced the love of a loving mother. But if she has any expectations for her father, it should be like Dao Baifeng's father, right?
Su Xueyun recalled the scene many years ago, a nostalgic smile appeared on her face, and she slowly spoke: "If I had a father, I hope he would coax me to play when I was young, care about me when I grow up, and be the navigation light of my life." My imaginary father should be like an unshakable mountain, unswervingly protecting me, patiently guiding me when I am confused, scolding me harshly when I make mistakes, and standing in front of me without hesitation when I am wronged. I don't need him to have much accomplishment or status, I just want my dad to be a man who stands up to the sky, keeps his promises, and values love and righteousness. It's a pity that imagination is all illusory, I don't have such a father, so I can only make myself strong, but fortunately, my life is just as happy now. ”
Su Xueyun didn't look back at Father Yin's expression, like an irrelevant passerby, and slowly walked out of Father Yin's sight. She can feel that Yin's father wants to recognize his daughter's heart, and she can also feel Yin's father's distress and apology for his daughter, but so what? Xin Ai has never been able to live with Yin's father and Yin's mother, but after Yin's father revealed all the things, he chose to ignore Xinai because of the pain of Eun-hee's return to Cui's house and Yin's mother and Yoon Jun-hee. Why didn't he turn a blind eye? It was he who exposed this qiē, because he couldn't convince his wife, and he couldn't help but always care about Xinai, and the director was beaten by Cui's mother and kicked out of the house.
At that age, even if Xin Ai really wanted to go back to her biological parents and be a princess, how could she have no feelings for her adoptive mother? It's all because of that inexplicable beating, which inspired a child's greatest rejection of his adoptive mother. And the cause of that violent beating was that Yin's father gave a big doll bear to Xin Ai without any reason.
Xin Ai cherished the doll bear so much, and Father Yin turned around and bought one for Eun Hee as well. The father who Xin Ai was looking forward to so much, after she recognized it, looked at the cold violence she received, and there was no warmth anymore. Didn't you say that you had to make up for it for fourteen years? Could it be that because Eun-hee went to Cui's house, there is no need to make up for Xin Ai? When Yin's father wanted to change back to the child, didn't he know that Eun-hee would go to Cui's house? Since you can't protect your daughter, why do you always interrupt Xinai's life again and again? is simply a man who has no sense of responsibility and responsibility, and Xinai stepped into hell like a moth to a fire for that fleeting father's love, and the culprit is Yin's father!
Especially later, Xin'ai was in pain and Eun-hee was in pain, and Yin's father adopted an attitude of watching from a distance and not interfering and not acting. But after Yoon Jun-hee's martyrdom, this man vented his anger at the loss of his only son on Xin Ai, did he still remember that he had to compensate Xin Ai at that time?
So Su Xueyun felt particularly annoying when she saw Father Yin, who was eager to compensate her now, Mother Yin and Yin Junxi hated it, but they hated it from the beginning and didn't give Xinai any hope, but Father Yin gave hope and ruthlessly took it back, although he didn't do anything on purpose, he was more annoying than Mother Yin and Yin Junxi, like a hypocrite.
Su Xueyun felt that Xin Ai should have thought like this at the beginning, the father in Xin Ai's mind was the gentle and caring person she saw when she first met Yin's father, and today since Yin's father was embarrassed to ask, Su Xueyun told him what a good father is, if Yin's father is still a little ashamed, he probably won't have the face to come to her in the future.
When Yin's mother couldn't wait for Yin's father for a long time and found the conference room, she only saw Yin's father squatting on the ground in frustration, holding his head and crying. Yin's mother covered her mouth with a handkerchief, staggered over and knelt down beside Yin's father, hugged him and cried and asked, "What's wrong with you?" What happened? Did she say something? Don't be like this, husband, don't scare me! ”
Father Yin raised his head in a trance, opened his mouth to say something, and suddenly remembered Su Xueyun's cold tone and detached eyes, Su Xueyun asked him to keep it a secret, not wanting to recognize anyone in their family.
Father Yin took a deep breath, wiped the tears on his face, and helped Mother Yin to stand up.
Mother Yin looked at him straight and asked anxiously, "Did she say something?" Isn't it? ”
Father Yin shook his head and said without any energy: "Don't say it again, I will be asked again if I am heard by others." By the way, what about Joon-hee? ”
Mother Yin wiped her tears and replied: "Junxi went to class, taking care of Eun-hee has delayed a lot of homework in the past few days, and he happened to come to school, he said that he was going to borrow notes from his classmates, and he also had to go to Eun-hee's class to borrow notes for Eun-hee to copy." ”
Father Yin suddenly, "Junxi...... He's really nice to Eun-hee. ”
"Jun-hee is an older brother, of course you have to be good to Eun-hee, what's wrong with you, husband?" Mother Yin looked at him worriedly.
Father Yin smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head, and said, "Okay, let's go, it's ugly to stay at school like this, let's go home first." ”
Mother Yin also knows that this is not the place to speak, she is the most reluctant person to be found out that the child is holding the wrong person, once everyone knows the secret, then if she doesn't recognize Xinai, won't she be blamed by everyone? Maybe it will affect my husband's future. And Eun-hee, Eun-hee is so kind, how sad would she be if she knew about it?
The two husbands and wives were silently thinking about their hearts, driving slowly out of the school, and when they were waiting for the red light on the road, Yin's father, who had been silent for a long time, sighed and said, "We said before that we didn't change the core love to come back, and we have already hurt the child." I hadn't taken care of her for fourteen years, and let her ...... in that kind of place I've been feeling guilty for suffering so much, and I really want to recognize her and make amends to her. ”
Mother Yin felt guilty and repulsed when she saw Su Xueyun, so she reflexively straightened up and said anxiously: "What about Eun Xi?" What about our Eun-hee? Are you going to make her suffer? How can you be so cruel? ”
When Father Yin saw her like this, he remembered Su Xueyun's mocking gaze, and said bitterly: "Wife, Xinai is the daughter you gave birth to in October!" She has our blood in her body, she is an extension of our life, our own daughter! Can you bear to see her suffer? She's been suffering for fourteen years! ”
Mother Yin covered her ears with her hands again, closed her eyes tightly and cried and shook her head, "I don't listen!" I don't want to listen! Eun-hee is our daughter, I can't let her suffer, I can't! ”
Yin's father saw the green light and drove on the road again, but he stepped on the accelerator in a trance, almost rear-ended with the car in front of him, and suddenly broke out in a cold sweat. Mother Yin was also so frightened that she didn't dare to cry anymore, she looked at Father Yin in disbelief, she couldn't believe that he was so deeply affected, wouldn't they have a normal life in the future?
Yin's father parked the car on the side of the road, lay on the steering wheel and gasped for breath, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "Yes, you don't have to listen, and you don't have to let Eun-hee suffer." Because Xinai doesn't recognize us at all, he doesn't recognize you as a mother, he doesn't recognize me as a father, and he doesn't want Junxi to be his brother, she wishes she had never seen us, she said let me never bother her again. Hehe, I want to compensate her, but it has added a lot of trouble to her life, and the child is probably very bored, right? You're afraid that she will take away Eun-hee's position and Eun-hee's life, but have you forgotten? Xinai is our daughter, these are hers! It's hers! ”
Father Yin grew louder and louder, and suddenly raised his head to stare at Mother Yin, "How can you say something that you can't change?" Are you happy that your daughter doesn't recognize us now? You can only have one daughter forever, aren't you happy? ”
Yin's mother subconsciously hugged the bag to her chest, leaned against the car door and hid away from Yin's father, her face was full of frightened expressions. They have been married for so long, and Father Yin has always been the most gentle and caring husband, and he has never spoken to her so loudly, and now he ...... Now it's because of this......
Yin's mother couldn't stop crying, and said aggrieved and scared: "I can't help it, I've been in love with Eunxi for fourteen years, she is our daughter, I can't ......help it"
Father Yin wiped his face with such annoyance, and said to himself: "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood, I shouldn't treat you like this." After a pause, he added, "We don't have to quarrel anymore, Xinai has made a decision, and she wants to ...... That's the end of the matter, so let's take it as ...... Think no one knows about it. ”
Yin's mother looked at him with some fear, and suddenly thought of the invitation letter from the American university, her eyes lit up, and she grabbed Yin's father's arm and said, "Husband, are you going to the United States to be an exchange professor?" We accepted the invitation and went to the United States together as a family, and we could live back to the old days, and the family of four was happy and happy all the time, okay? ”
Father Yin turned his head very slowly, looked at Mother Yin in disbelief, and looked at Mother Yin's expectant gaze, he suddenly realized that Su Xueyun's dislike for them was justified. He just said that he owes his biological daughter, and Yin's mother can say that she wants to live in the United States for the stability of her own life, so what about Xinai? Xinai stayed in the Cui family to suffer, and their family went to the United States to live a happy life? It turns out that Yin's mother really doesn't regard Xinai as her daughter?
If Yin's mother proposed to go to the United States when she just found out that she was holding the wrong child, maybe Yin's father would agree in a tangled way, after all, Eun Hee, who has been with him for 14 years, and his biological daughter who has almost never seen him, he also has a bias in his heart. But not now, he has seen Su Xueyun several times, and every time he is overwhelmed by guilt, remorse and self-blame, Su Xueyun's mocking gaze, resistant love and so many years of experience make him more and more unable to let go of this daughter.
Especially after Su Xueyun just told him what kind of father he wanted, Father Yin felt that he couldn't give up Su Xueyun and couldn't let her be completely disappointed in himself, so even he would look down on himself.
Father Yin looked at Yin's mother for a long time, shook his head and said: "You don't want to recognize Xinai, and Xinai won't recognize our parents, but I know that she is my daughter, we lost her fourteen years ago, this time, I won't leave her again, absolutely not." I'm not going to leave here. ”
Mother Yin felt a great panic at the same time as she was disappointed, because she saw in Father Yin's eyes that he was disappointed in herself, which she had never felt in so many years. They have a good relationship and have been living happily, but now her husband is disappointed in her, what should she do? What should she do?
After Father Yin finished speaking, the whole person calmed down, as if he had made a final decision, he would not disturb Su Xueyun's life, but he would secretly pay attention, watch Su Xueyun grow up, and try to become her father.
After that, the atmosphere between the two husbands and wives was very dull, something gradually changed under Su Xueyun's butterfly wings, and some things happened and they could never go back, and the Yin family was no longer a happy family. How can a family of a person who tries to abandon his own daughter be happy? In the original play, if Cui's mother hadn't said that she had leaked her mouth, the Yin family would have left Xinai and gone abroad, and they didn't plan to give Xinai a little warmth, nor did they plan to give Xinai a little money, the couple's so-called guilt for their daughter is really too cheap.
Su Xueyun didn't know that her attitude had caused internal conflicts in the Yin family, she took class seriously, and she didn't care when she felt the head teacher's gaze, she didn't think that the head teacher could hinder her. At the end of school, Su Xueyun slowly packed her schoolbag, and Li Ailin went downstairs first, but she quickly ran up, panting and grabbing her: "Core love!" Core Love! ”
Su Xueyun looked surprised when she saw her, and hurriedly said with concern: "Erin, what's wrong with you?" ”
Li Ailin pulled her and walked out, lowered her voice, and vaguely smiled, "Xin Ai, come with me to see, the teacher actually punished Jiang Hui!" Right at the door! ”
Su Xueyun followed her with her schoolbag, a little surprised, "Jiang Hui? ”
"Yes, yes, I really didn't expect it, the teacher didn't say it before, this time I'm really angry, see if she dares to talk nonsense in the future." Li Ailin was angry when she thought of Jiang Hui's appearance, and she did something wrong as if someone owed her, where did the problem come from?
Su Xueyun followed Li Ailin downstairs in confusion, and at the door of the teaching building, the girl who made the mistake and Li Ailin were both kneeling on the ground holding wooden signs, and the wooden signs said their mistakes. One is a bad trick on a classmate, and the other is a wronged classmate. It's just that the mistake of the girl who made the mistake is stricter, so whenever you see a person walking by, you have to say loudly: "I'm a bad girl who hurts my classmates!" ”
Jiang Hui only needed to lower her head and say nothing, but even so, Jiang Hui burst into tears, feeling embarrassed, and when she saw Su Xueyun coming, a look of resentment flashed in her eyes, and she actually blamed Su Xueyun for everything.
Su Xueyun glanced at her and pulled Li Ailin out. Some of the teachers who came and went would deliberately look at what was written on the wooden sign, and Su Xueyun also heard them whispering, "It was the student who hurt Enxi that day." ”
Yoon Eun-hee, the granddaughter of the school director, they all know each other. Su Xueyun smiled faintly, this kind of aura is too empty, looking at it ten or twenty years later, what is the use of such a simple relationship network? Cui Xinai in this life is destined to shine!
The Yin family retreated, and Su Xueyun's life returned to peace, even calmer than when she first crossed over. Because she already knows her life experience, Cui's mother will always be very awkward after subconsciously scolding her, and she will no longer shout at her to work, of course, she will not be able to fight every time she unconsciously raises her hand. Leaving the eldest lady of a rich family to be her own daughter is already sorry for her, how can she beat and scold again?
After Su Xueyun knew about her life experience, Cui's mother had some gains and losses, and she was worried about Yin Enxi, her biological one, but she was more afraid of losing Su Xueyun's daughter, looking at her every day, and if she lost it all at once, it was really like losing half her life, so her attitude towards Su Xueyun began to be awkward. She can't be a loving mother, her temperament of being short-tempered and sensitive and inferior for more than ten years has long been set, and she doesn't know what attitude to use to treat Su Xueyun for a while.
Su Xueyun doesn't care about doing this kind of work at all, she is much more tired from practicing every day than working, the house is so small, she just washes dishes, mops the floor, and has the right to move her body every day. So Su Xueyun got up early every day without Cui's mother calling, opened a store with Cui's mother, cleaned the house, and cleaned up inside and out.
After a few days, Cui's mother finally couldn't stand it anymore, she dropped the rag and yelled: "Enough! Don't do that anymore! ”
Su Xueyun stopped her movements and turned to look at her. Cui Mu already had tears in her eyes, frowned, and said, "Don't do this!" You know that you are the eldest lady of a rich family, why don't you go to your biological parents? Why stay in this little place? Don't you often complain that I don't buy you dolls and new clothes? Don't you hate it when I make you work? Why don't you go back to your biological parents? Go find them! You don't have to work anymore when you go back! ”
Su Xueyun slowly approached her and whispered in disappointment, "Mom, don't you want me?" ”
Cui's mother covered her mouth and didn't speak, she was reluctant, but why did she let her daughter stay and suffer?
Su Xueyun continued: "Mom, you work every day to raise my brother and me, do you feel very annoyed and don't want to see us? ”
Cui Mu's eyes widened inexplicably, "What did you say?" You are my children, of course I will raise you! ”
Su Xueyun looked at her and said, "That's it, we are a family, and our family has debts, so we need to work hard to pay off our debts." You didn't dislike life being too hard and abandoning us, how could I dislike life being too hard and abandon you? What does the rich family have to do with me? They didn't raise me for a day, they didn't give me a bite to eat, although we lived a hard life, but I know that it was your mother who raised me, because you didn't leave me, I can live safely until now, because you make me sad, I can get the first place in the school, because you agree with me to learn to paint, I can go to the competition. Mom, don't drive me away, this is my home, you are my only mother, if you drive me away, I will be an orphan. ”
Cui's mother was greatly touched, she sat on the stool on the side, turned her back to support her forehead and wept, and choked up: "How can you be an orphan?" That rich couple is your parents, they are coming to you, and they will compensate you. ”
Su Xueyun shook her head and said: "I don't need their compensation, and I don't need to recognize their relatives, they are just strangers to me, mother, and they are not as good as nurturing them." Mom's kindness was given to me by you, and that couple, you also saw it that day, that Mrs. Yin said she didn't want me, Mom, can you bear to let me go to Yin's house to be treated coldly? Isn't that more bitter than the present days? ”
Cui's mother hesitated when she heard this, and hesitated painfully, "But you still have a father, an elder brother, and a sound family, they will give you a better life......
Su Xueyun patted her on the back lightly and said, "Mom, our family's debts will be paid off soon, my brother has an interest, and I will have an interest, and my brother and I will take good care of you in the future, and our family's life will get better and better, right?" Family affection can't be bought with money, and I can't bear my mother. ”
Cui's mother turned around and hugged Su Xueyun and cried loudly, she was extremely conflicted in her heart, but after listening to Su Xueyun's words, she suddenly felt very relieved, there was a feeling that her daughter had finally grown up, and there was a feeling that the burden on her body had finally become lighter, as if she really saw the picture of her family getting better and better, and she was even more reluctant to let go, reluctant to let this daughter leave.
Su Xueyun quietly let Cui's mother hug her, looked at the dilapidated house and closed her eyes. These words were said for Xinai, if there was anything that Xinai regretted in her previous life, then it was the fact that she resolutely left Cui's mother and returned to the Yin family. If this were not the case, then everything that would have happened would not have happened, and she had never had any place to live with Yin's father and Yin's mother, but for Cui's mother, she had a little regret buried in her heart. Because she was beaten by Cui's mother at that time, because she was too happy to be able to return to the rich family at that time, she resolutely stopped recognizing this adoptive mother, and she regretted it later.
Although Cui's mother is not a good mother, she is also working very hard to raise Xinai, working very hard for Xinai to study, and even letting Xinai learn to paint. The things used in painting are not something that the poor can afford. Although she didn't notice the psychology of core love because of her character, she made the little core hobby strong and inferior, and she was particularly sensitive, but she didn't have a heart, compared to a mother like Yin's mother who deliberately didn't recognize the core love and didn't love the core, she was good.
So Xin Ai resolutely refused to admit her and turned around and left, always with such a layer of guilt in her heart, especially after seeing Yin's mother's indifference, Xin Ai knew that even if she beat and scolded, as long as she cared, it was much better than Yin's mother's cold and violent. It's a pity that Eun-hee had already cultivated a relationship with Cui's mother at that time, and Yiqiē couldn't go back for a long time, and Xinai completely lost her two mothers.
Su Xueyun once thought that if she left, far away from everyone in the Cui family and the Yin family, she could return to China, these people would definitely not find her for the rest of their lives, and her world would be completely quiet. She can go to school and work step by step, and live a happy life in a familiar environment. Although her age, household register, and guardianship are all troublesome problems, as long as she cultivates for a while and has cultivation, nothing is impossible.
But even if she is happy, it is only the happiness of her Su Xueyun alone, and it has nothing to do with Cui Xinai. Leaving here, as if leaving this world, is that still Cui Xinai's happiness? If that's okay, why did Cui Xinai prefer to die of depression in his previous life than leave these people? Why are you reluctant to be reincarnated after death? As long as you forget this qiē and start a new life, can't you go and find happiness?
But Xinai didn't do this, there is only one reason, Xinai's obsession is this family affection.
Su Xueyun has been figuring out what Xinai's happiness is these days, and how to complete this task and fulfill Xinai's wishes. Later, after seeing Cui's mother's hard mouth and soft heart and hidden pain, she realized that even though Xin Ai had thought about being an orphan, the most important thing in her life was family affection, because she couldn't ask for it, because she cared too much, she would rather face Yin's mother's indifference than leave, and would rather be depressed and stay by their side in the end.
Core love is no worse than others, why can't you get family affection? Why do you have the reputation of abandoning your adoptive mother?
So Su Xueyun decided to stay, in this life, Cui Xinai will be a filial daughter who regards glory and wealth as dung and resolutely does not leave her adoptive mother, she will be loved by her mother, taken care of by her brother, and will have an enviable job. The happiness obtained in this way is the real happiness, the happiness that Cui Xinai is looking forward to.
And herself, in fact, really doesn't care what these people are messing with, compared with the harem and rivers and lakes, they have nothing else but to move their mouths, especially when they talk about her, for her, the lethality is too low, really.
Su Xueyun's acting skills are outstanding, when she wants to be a good and filial daughter, it is impossible for Cui's mother not to be moved. And the biggest advantage of this is that Su Xueyun has a lot of autonomy over the meals, and uses the vegetables bought at home to make a little bit of food to take to school, and Cui's mother not only didn't scold her, but also subconsciously brought back two fresh vegetables when she bought vegetables. The child is diligent, and Cui's mother is much more relaxed every day, and she doesn't feel troublesome at all about this kind of thing that doesn't cost much money. Because Su Xueyun started cooking, Cui Yingying combined his taste and began to eat well, and he was developing in a good direction.
Yoon Eun-hee's injury healed quickly, she and Yoon Jun-hee didn't know that they were being held wrong, and as soon as they got home from the hospital, they happily prepared to celebrate, smiling and playing at home. Mother Yin was also very happy to see them happy, but when she turned her head and saw Father Yin's somewhat stunned expression, she was in no good mood. Yin's father refused to go to the United States, and he was much colder to her, often such a person was in a daze when he thought about something, she knew that Yin's father must be thinking about Su Xueyun, the loving couple became like this, and she couldn't help but complain about Su Xueyun in her heart. That kid is indifferent to them except for ridicule, where is Eun-hee so cute and well-behaved? But it's just such a child with a bad temperament, but it has caused their husband and wife to become like this, is it difficult to tear down their home?
Mother Yin couldn't help crying when she thought about it, she didn't want to be seen by the child, she hurriedly got up and went back to the room. But Yoon Jun-hee and Yoon Eun-hee still keenly felt that something was wrong with her love, and then Yoon's father also sighed and went to the study, looking at them with complicated eyes before leaving, I don't know what it means, but it's certainly not joy. The two brothers and sisters looked at each other, and Yin Eunxi asked suspiciously, "Brother, has anything bad happened at home in the past few days?" Why do mom and dad seem to be unhappy? ”
Yin Junxi rubbed her hair and comforted her with a smile: "It's nothing, you just got out of the hospital, don't think about it so much, how can your parents be unhappy when they see you well?" They're definitely trying to figure out how to celebrate and surprise you. ”
Yoon Eun-hee's eyes lit up, "Really? Will there be surprises? ”
"Yes, you can go back to your room and sleep now, maybe we can celebrate together at dinner in the evening." Yoon Jun-hee said affirmatively, urging Yoon Eun-hee to go and rest first.
Yoon Eun-hee thought about it, and also felt that if there was a surprise, it was better not to see it first, so he ran back to the room excitedly, waiting for the arrival of the evening expectantly.
After she left, Yoon Jun-hee put away his smile and frowned, thinking about Yoon's father and Yin's mother's strange appearance since Yoon Eun-hee was hospitalized, and he couldn't figure it out. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong with Yoon Eun-hee's body, otherwise why would their faces be so ugly in the hospital that day?
Yin Junxi thought of this and knocked on the door of the study in a hurry, and when he saw Yin's father, he asked extremely worriedly, "Dad, what's wrong with you and your mother?" Eun-hee was discharged from the hospital today, and she is still waiting for us to celebrate her and prepare a surprise for her. But you and your mother seem to be very unhappy, is there something that I don't know? Is there something wrong with Eun-hee's body? ”
Father Yin would think of Su Xueyun's words when he saw Yin Junxi caring about Eunxi like this, and at the same time realized that if it continued like this, it would definitely not be able to hide it, and when the time came, it would be chaotic again, which they didn't want to see, and he also promised Su Xueyun that he would keep it secret. Father Yin closed his eyes, nodded, and said, "Actually, it's not a big deal, but I just learned about it, so I'm a little worried." Eun-hee she ...... One of her elders had died of leukemia, so ...... Your mom and I are a little worried. But don't be too nervous, Eun-hee doesn't have anything to do now, as long as he checks regularly in the future. ”
Yoon Junxi's eyes widened, "Leukemia? Who has ever had leukemia? What else is Eun-hee's elder? What about me? ”
Father Yin lowered his eyes, was silent for a while, and said: "You are relatively healthy, the doctor said that the chance of getting sick is very small, but Eun Hee is relatively weak, and this car accident and surgery hurt her body a little, so you should pay special attention to it." Actually, it's fine, it doesn't matter. By the way, in order to bless Eun-hee with eternal health, I think our family has to do more good deeds, Jun-hee, no matter where you are in the future, you remember not to conflict with people, sometimes it's okay to back down at all, remember? ”
Yin Junxi didn't doubt him, and nodded again and again, "I remember my father, I will take good care of Eun-hee, she will definitely be fine." ”
"Well, then you can go and rest too, and I'll go talk to your mother about how to celebrate Eun-hee." Father Yin breathed a sigh of relief when he saw him agree, so that there would be no conflict between the children and Su Xueyun at school, right? On his wife's side, he should also talk about it, and if he doesn't control his feelings like this, he can't hide anything.
After Yin's father and Yin's mother talked about it that day, Yin's mother ordered a cake and rag dolls, made a table of dishes, and did give Yin Eunxi a surprise at dinner, Yin Eunxi was very happy, and did not find the forced smile of his parents and the faint worry in his brother's eyes, still like a little princess, enjoying warm happiness.
Then Yoon Eun-hee went back to school, and when she saw the girl who made the mistake again, the girl apologized to her very seriously, and Eun-hee also heard about the school's punishment of the girl, and felt that everything was over, so she smiled and forgave the other party. Yoon Eun-hee and the girl "laughed and grudged", but Jiang Hui, who witnessed this scene on the side, felt that her heart was blocked, because of this incident, Jiang Hui's friends around her were a little estranged from her, not as close as before, and she also lost so much face in front of the whole school, but Yoon Eun-hee not only did not comfort her, but also forgave the culprit as if nothing had happened. Everyone says Eun-hee is kind, so what is she? Vicious tablemates?
Jiang Hui was uncomfortable lying on the table, Yin Eunxi sat down and looked at her a little strangely, and asked with concern, "Jiang Hui, what's wrong with you?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
Jiang Hui was silent, and she was a little depressed about her reaction, Eun-hee was originally a kind girl, and it was natural that she would forgive the other party, isn't she always unconsciously trying to protect Eun-hee because Eun-hee is too kind? What are you angry with Eun-hee now?
Jiang Hui took a deep breath, sat up and laughed, and said, "It's nothing, I just didn't have a good rest last night, so I want to take a break." ”
"Oh, then you can rest quickly." Yin Enxi smiled, and then thought that Jiang Hui was also punished by the school, and said apologetically, "Jiang Hui, I'm sorry, it was because of my business that you were punished by the teacher, will you blame me?" ”
Jiang Hui's face stiffened, and she smiled: "No, it's not your fault, how can I blame you?" We're good friends. ”
Yoon Eun-hee immediately laughed, took her hand and said, "Yes, we are best friends." By the way, my brother didn't have a good attitude towards you that day, but he really didn't have any malicious intentions, he was just too worried about me being too anxious, don't blame him, okay? Let him treat us to ice cream after school! ”
Jiang Hui still felt uncomfortable when she thought of Yin Junxi's accusation, but when she thought that Yin Junxi would invite her to eat ice cream, she couldn't help but look forward to it, and couldn't help but nod and said, "I won't blame him, he is our prince." ”
Yoon Eun-hee felt that everything was the same as in the past, nothing had changed, and chatted happily with Jiang Hui. And Jiang Hui also convinced herself in her heart that Eun Hee was so kind, and her grievances had nothing to do with Eun Hee.
However, once the friendship can only be continued by convincing oneself, then it is no longer a pure friendship.
After Su Xueyun signed up for the national painting competition, she has already participated in the competition in the city and the upper level, and just after the results were out, she won the first place in the district league and has been shortlisted for the finals, and this time she needs to go to Seoul to participate in the finals. Because it was a final, only 10 contestants were shortlisted, so it was necessary to draw on the spot to prevent anyone from cheating. The timing of the painting and the reaction on the spot are also a key point in this final.
Cui's mother has never paid much attention to her children's studies, and now she suddenly heard that Su Xueyun really won the first place in painting and had to go to the finals in Seoul, and suddenly became nervous, "How can this work?" Seoul is so far away, and we haven't been to it before, so it's a long time to take a car ride, so where do we stay? This...... That's not going to work. ”
Su Xueyun said with a smile: "No, Mom, this time because I am representing our city in the competition, so a teacher will take me there, and the cost is free, Mom, don't worry, the teacher will take care of me." ”
Cui's mother was a little relieved when she heard this, "Teacher? Is that the teacher in your class? ”
Su Xueyun shook her head, "No, it's a teacher in the city, it seems to be some kind of director, in short, it's very advanced." Just in time for the weekend, I just need to take a day off. ”
Cui's mother frowned and hesitated, got up and took out the money from her pocket, "I'd better go visit that teacher, and ask her to take good care of you, but we can't afford to buy any good things, will she dislike our family's shabby?" ”
"No, Mom, if you're going to visit her, it's good that your heart arrives, and the teacher is very kind. Besides, I also won glory for the city in the competition, and they would have been happy, rest assured. Su Xueyun was very happy to see Cui Mu's transformation, which shows that her efforts are very effective.
Cui's mother went out to buy gifts in a nervous mood, and Su Xueyun went back to the room to pack her things. Cui Yingying knocked on her door and asked, "You really got the first place?" ”
Su Xueyun turned around and smiled at him, "Yes, brother, it's a pity that you are just too old, otherwise we can go to Seoul together, so that my mother will be more relieved." ”
Cui Yingying looked at her silently, as if he knew her for the first time, and only said for a while, "Come on." Then he turned and walked away.
After Cui's mother visited the teacher in a restrained manner, Su Xueyun went to Seoul by car with the teacher. Through the car window, Su Xueyun could see that Cui Mu on the platform had been watching their car go away, refusing to leave for a long time, thinking of Cui Mu's endless words when she got on the train, Su Xueyun curled the corners of her lips, although she was still far from her mother, but as long as she was willing to care, sooner or later they would be able to find a balance point to get along.
After arriving in Seoul, Su Xueyun shared a room with the teacher, and while the teacher was napping, she ordered the teacher's sleeping hole. Then he hung a "Do Not Disturb" sign at the door and left the hotel to walk around. She is not bored wandering, but looking for a place where she can pawn or sell things, her identity in this life is very poor, and the poor may not be hungry at any time, although she has food in the space, she is not afraid, but she can't really ignore the two people in the family. The quickest way to make your life better is to make your whole family better.
Su Xueyun walked and walked, and suddenly found that there was a commotion in front of him, and then people surrounded and pointed at the middle. She curiously walked over and looked through the gap in the crowd, only to see a middle-aged man fainting on the ground with an ugly face, and a beautiful woman pushed him a few times in a panic, and then pushed away from the crowd in a panic and ran away.
Su Xueyun frowned, squeezed in to check the man's situation, was so angry that he passed out, it was not a big deal. However, if the treatment is delayed, the man will probably have to stay in bed for three or two months. She looked around and saw that someone had already started calling the police and calling an ambulance, but it was clear that there would be a wait. She simply pressed the acupuncture points on the man's arm with one hand vaguely, and pressed the man's middle with the other hand.
Su Xueyun used spiritual stimulation, the effect was the same as using a golden needle to puncture the acupoint, the man woke up immediately, he slowly opened his eyes, looked around blankly, and wondered: "Little girl, what happened?" ”