This "place that only the two of us know" also appeared in the original text.,At that time, Nan Jiu was already devoted to Ye Rushuang.,And with the other male protagonists, they began to compete with each other to attract the attention of Ye Rushuang.,Deliberately took Ye Rushuang to that place.。

A maple forest under a high mountain, that is the most beautiful memory of Nanjiu.

There he confessed to the night like frost, and hugged each other and talked to each other.

Now, in his mind, what is worth bringing is summer cuteness.

"Gurgle......"

The carriage drove slowly along the quiet mountain road, and the sound of horses' hooves and wheels was heard from time to time.

Nan Jiu looked at Xia Meng, who was sitting opposite and slowly making tea, coughed, and couldn't help but explain when she saw her white dress and elegant posture: "The second brother and Prime Minister Zuo said that they wanted to relax together, not because I invited them." Otherwise, according to his thoughts, he just can't wait for Xia Meng not to even take the sinking fish and geese with him, only the two of them are together.

Xia Meng looked up at him when she heard this, and couldn't help but smile when she saw that his handsome face was full of seriousness: "I know." "Nan Jiu doesn't look like someone who will take someone else on a date, let alone the self who has just shown his heart to him.

When Nan Jiu saw her smile, he couldn't help but soften his heart a little, and he no longer stared at his eyebrows, but loosened a little.

"It's a very special place for me." Nan Jiu didn't know why he wanted to tell her these secrets that he had never told others, and even he thought that he would bury this secret in his heart forever, "It was just fourteen years old, and the first time I went to the battlefield to kill the enemy, I found that the drills on weekdays were different, there was no point, there was no mercy on his subordinates, and there were bright red blood stains everywhere I looked. For the first time, I knew that I was not as cold-blooded as I thought, at least I couldn't be indifferent to seeing the bodies of our army falling one by one. ”

"But I was too weak at that time." When he said this, he couldn't help laughing, as if he wanted to laugh at himself who was too young and rampant at the beginning, "I thought I could be a hundred enemies, and even to the point where others praised me." But it was then that I realized how conceited I was. I was at a loss, and the martial arts I learned on weekdays were just barely protecting myself, and in the end I gave the enemy a chance to take advantage of them. ”

He looked at his hands in a daze, and fell deeply into the memory.

"At that time, if it wasn't for the deputy general to protect me, I must have died on that battlefield."

"The adjutant general took me all the way south and was intercepted by enemy troops in a strange and remote country, and he bought me time to flee with his life."

"That's when I was saved by a passing caravan."

Summer's cute eyes darkened slightly, this is a plot that has never appeared in the original text, at least Nan Jiu did not tell such a past in the original text to be frost overnight.

The corners of Nan Jiu's mouth unconsciously brought a slight smile, shallow but very real, he said: "It was a caravan that had just returned from a neighboring country, and there were sturdy men in the team, considerate but gossip cooks, and uncles who have always been very good to me, and his young daughter. ”

"My time in the caravan was the best time I had. There is no pressure, no complicated interpersonal relationships, and everyone is so simple with each other. My uncle's daughter's name is Yan'er, she is just seven years old, and she has not changed her teeth in her mouth, but she always likes to come to me with her favorite candy. ”

"Probably she asked the uncle why I am alone, and the uncle told her that I have no family, she is so simple and good to me, always saying, 'Big brother, Yan'er will give you everything, don't be sad'! I've never felt that way, just because I'm loved by others. ”

Xia Meng looked at him and gently rested the porcelain pot in his hand on the table, the rising mist made Yiqiē look so hazy, and even the sunlight from the window seemed even more illusory.

"I thought that I could return to the capital happily and happily all the time, and even when I entered the city gate, I secretly handed over the safety signal, but I didn't leave." Nan Jiu's face suddenly became heavy and self-reproachful, "But it is precisely because of my selfishness that I hurt them......"

"We stopped in this maple grove to rest, and Yan'er took out a pen and paper and asked me to draw myself for her. I still remember the way she smiled and said that she would marry me when she grew up, so pure. His hands clenched violently, his brow furrowed, "But...... At that moment, the assassins secretly sent by the enemy army to find me found me, and ten people almost took the entire caravan in an instant! The people who were still laughing with me just now are all dead......"

In front of his eyes, there seemed to be a smile on the part of the worker, the gossip of the cook, and the smile of the kind uncle to himself......

Summer pursed her lips and reached out to attach the back of his hand, wanting to give him a little comfort.

Nan Jiu was shocked by the warm touch on the back of his hand, and looked up to see Xia Meng's gentle gaze, and the pain in his heart eased slightly. He tried to make himself look less sad, but there was still sadness in his dark eyes: "It's all because they are, they are looking for me, uncle, they just suffered from unjustified disasters." Yan'er is still so young, at an age when she doesn't know anything, her life hasn't really begun yet, and she hasn't been rewarded for her innocence and kindness, so she dedicated her life to that time. ”

He could never forget the expression of Yan'er staring wide-eyed on the maple leaf floor, and even dreamed of it in his dreams years later.

It was his sin and his repentance.

Later, if it weren't for the Emperor of Deterrence sending someone to pick him up, he happened to run into him, but I was afraid that he would stand there and be killed.

"It's not your fault." Xia Meng saw that he seemed to be in a daze, and comforted him gently, "It's not your fault, you don't have malicious intentions, they are just too kind and helped you." It was the enemy army that was really at fault, they were so cruel that they refused to let even young children go. Yan'er is so kind, she must not want to see you blame yourself so much now. "Is this the reason why he led an army of 50,000 to repel an army of 80,000 barbarians for 50 li, and at the age of sixteen, as a general general, he defeated the barbarian army and captured 10,000 enemy troops?

Nan Jiu's face was full of pain, and he held her hand with his backhand: "If I had left earlier, they would not have suffered unjustified disasters, all because of my ......" It is his greed for too much tenderness and warmth that will make these people who should live happily suffer these disasters.

Xia Meng looked at him silently, she knew that he blamed himself too much, and all her comfort could not heal the wounds in his heart.

Maybe that's why Nan Jiu is always called a cold-faced general and rejects people for thousands of miles?

"Mengmeng, I want to take you to this place, because this place means something different to me." Nan Jiu finally calmed down the pain in his heart and made himself appear much calmer, he looked at her, his eyes were full of seriousness, "This is my happiest past, and my most painful past." I want to take you there and pay tribute to my past. Because I hope that there will be you in the future. ”

Xia Meng smiled slightly, looking at him with a very gentle gaze: "I know." ”

She only knew that place was special, but she didn't know why. When a person is willing to uncover the wounds that have been buried in his heart for many years, the meaning of you to him is no longer simply like.

He wants to show you the whole of yourself, good or bad.

"Thank you." Nan Jiu looked away slightly, he noticed that his eyes were hot, and he couldn't help but feel embarrassed. He didn't want Xia Meng to feel like him, he just wanted to share his secrets with her, and he even only told Nan Yike about these things.

Xia Meng just smiled and didn't say no thanks. She knew that Nan Jiu just wanted to talk, and thanked her for listening.

At the same time, the two people riding horses outside were silent all the way, and the atmosphere was weird and awkward.

Nan Yike glanced at Murong Ling from the corner of his eyes, and when he saw him looking straight ahead with an expressionless face, he couldn't help but muttered in his heart that he looked like a dog, if he didn't look like him outside, how could there be so many ignorant women in the capital admiring him? I'm afraid I haven't seen Murong Ling go crazy, right? A group of people who are blinded by appearances!

Murong Ling turned his head abruptly, facing Shangnan Yike's gaze that he hadn't had time to look away, and snorted coldly: "What are you looking at?" "Color!

Although he didn't say it, Nan Yike still saw disdain in his gaze, and couldn't help but raise his eyebrows and glare: "You don't look at the master, can you know that the master is looking at you?" ”

Murong Ling sneered and stopped looking at him.

Nan Yike didn't hear his-for-tat, and couldn't help but feel like a fist smashed on cotton, and shouted: "What's the matter, there's nothing to say?" He knew that he was handsome and dashing, and no one could resist his charm!

Murong Ling sneered and glanced at him: "You are scolding, and you are too lazy to pay attention to you." "This is idle panic, when I am like him?

Nan Yike pursed his lips, and was about to refute when he heard Murong Ling "shh ”

Nan Yike closed his eyes and listened, there was no movement at all, and he couldn't help sneering: "Master, I see that you have a problem with your ears, why is it that Master can do anything...... Not...... Listen...... What's going on ahead! ”

Murong Ling didn't care about Nan Yike's rare and completely ungraceful expression, and his mouth was wide open, but frowned and hurriedly ordered the horseman behind: "All pull aside!" "But I was secretly thinking in my heart, they came here on a temporary basis, at least no one else knew that they were coming, so these people who came shouldn't have bad intentions? I remembered that the current position is really not good, and I am about to approach the top of the mountain, and a hundred steps away is the cliff, and it is not safe if anything happens!

"How?" Nan Jiu heard Murong Ling's command and stretched out his hand to lift the curtain, only to see a group of people rushing over in front of him, and even dust flew under his feet, and all the birds perched among the trees around him flapped their wings and rushed to the sky.

The next chapter will appear in the cold night~

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