Qin Zelun looked into my eyes and said, "Yuyu, if you have other things to do, there is no need to stay with me in the hospital all the time." ”

His eyes were so sincere, he said, because this matter is not anyone's responsibility, and no one can stop it...... Perhaps he had known my thoughts all along, and guilt was like a corrosive agent that had eaten away at my intact shell, and I stayed with him day by day to atone for my sins.

However, he said I could go, let me go. What shall I say? Maybe I still have too many concerns to overrule his proposal.

He said, "If you want to go to him, go for it." I can't tie you to my side because of my own injuries. In this way, it is too unfair to you. ”

We know the 'he' in his mouth, Qin Zelun held my face, looked at the tears on my face, and smiled: "Good, Yuyu." ”

After a long time, I spoke: "I'll help you up and rest." ”

His injuries have improved, but he still can't walk normally - maybe he won't be able to be normal for the rest of his life.

My eyes dimmed, I gently covered him with the quilt and said goodnight. Instead of sleeping on the cot next to me as usual, I turned off the lights and slowly walked out of the room.

A gaze followed me all the time, and I knew, but I didn't have the courage to look back.

I know how selfish I am. I couldn't reciprocate his feelings for me, I couldn't face up to the hurt I had done him.

Walk down the empty, dimly lit promenade with the lights flickering overhead...... I finally couldn't hold it anymore, so I slowly bent down and leaned against the wall.

My phone rings, interrupting my thoughts.

"Jin Ge...... "I don't know how much emotion is mixed in my voice, and it is very heavy to listen to other people's ears."

His voice was so far away that I could feel the warmth inside. He was an old friend of mine, someone who had been by my side for so many years of support and strength.

"Yuyu," he called my name, and then said, "I'll come to you tomorrow night and give you a call." Also, don't put too much pressure on yourself, wait for me to come over and solve it with you, okay? ”

As soon as he said this, my tears were like a river bursting its banks, and I couldn't stop it anymore.

He always knows when to appear in front of me and give me strength.

"Jingo, I feel so tired." I stupidly looked at the light above my head, flickering and flickering, just like my mood at the moment, up and down.

"I have a lot that I can't let go, but I can't go against my conscience, what do you say?" I asked him.

Jin Ge snorted over there and said, "Actually, you already have the answer, don't you?" The people who love you will always be by your side, come on. ”

"Okay." A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, "Do you want to arrange for someone to pick you up tomorrow?" ”

Jin Ge laughed: "Shouldn't you pick me up in person?" Okay, I'm kidding, I'm going to go home first, and then I'll come and see you. ”

"Hmm." Thinking about how many years Jin Ge's family hadn't seen him, he should always have to visit him when he returned home. Otherwise, Jin Ge's extremely strict grandfather would not be able to let him go.

After chatting with him for a while, I felt much better.

I walked out of the hospital and found a room in a nearby hotel. Maybe I was too tired during the day, and I didn't wake up after this sleep.

Until dawn the next day.