(76) Pregnant
"My majesty, mother! You're back! ”
It was when the love was strong, Song Mier and Shen Zhan returned to the palace from the secret road, went to the cold palace arranged in advance to change their clothes, and the two of them went to Shen Zhan's Taiyuan Palace.
If it were usual, Song Mier might not go to the Taiyuan Palace so lightly, as a queen, he would have to look like a queen in everything, be virtuous and virtuous, if he goes to the Taiyuan Palace every day, maybe Shen Zhan welcomes it, but in case the concubine has the same example, isn't it just a mess?
However, today Song Mier was in love with Shen Zhan, and his heels involuntarily followed Shen Zhan, thinking about today's Shangyuan Festival, just so presumptuous, where can he still care about so many rules in the palace?
Song Mier held the Luan Bird Lantern in one hand and Shen Zhan in the other, and the whole person was almost on Shen Zhan's body, after entering the palace for so long, although the two had blended deeply enough, it was the first time that Song Mier had such an obvious attachment. Shen Zhan also seemed to enjoy Song Mier's appearance very much, his long arms hugged Song Mier's whole person, the gray squirrel skin covered the petite Song Mier, and the octagonal palace lamp shone from the side of the corridor, making it more and more obvious that the shadows of the two were integrated into one, and they were about to become a person.
Song Mier is happy today, not only happy, but also very happy and warm. Today, she seems to really feel Shen Zhan's heart for herself, in the past, she felt that Shen Zhan was respectful and loving to herself, but because she was his queen, Shen Zhan also loved and cherished herself, but because she was the little sister he watched grow up, Song Mier knew that she always knew what Shen Zhan's feelings were for her. What's more, the support of the Song family behind him, coupled with the Queen Mother's heartfelt love for herself, these are all bargaining chips that he can live without looking forward in the harem, and they are also the reasons why he can be less restrained in front of Shen Zhan and be able to trust him relatively. Putting aside its own factors, the role of the Song family alone makes Shen Zhan unable to abolish the queen when he is not at fault, which is a benefit to himself and a restraint on Shen Zhan. And Shen Zhan is still willing to set himself up as the queen when he knows this reason, which is enough to prove that Shen Zhan has an emotional foundation for himself, even if he has no love between men and women.
Since entering the palace, he and Shen Zhan have tested each other, tried to trust each other, Shen Zhan even couldn't see the light in front of the harem, his own secret guards have been sent to protect him, what else can he be hypocritical. At least, for the sake of the Song family, for the sake of loving his mother, for the friendship between Shen Zhan and himself since childhood and Shen Zhan's trust in him, he also has to be a good queen who reassures him! Isn't it his responsibility to let him focus on dealing with court politics and not be bothered by the trivial matters of the harem?
Besides, it's not that he doesn't know Shen Zhan's thoughts, it's not Shen Zhan, every emperor who first ascends the throne will have thoughts, being a good queen in the harem is also obediently showing his attitude towards the Song family, and it also allows the Song family to make a smooth transition in this alternation of the old and the new.
Although the Song family, which has been standing for hundreds of years, has a stable foundation in the south of the Yangtze River, and now it is more and more a big family with the heart of seclusion and seclusion, it doesn't care about the position of its children in the court, whether it is reused, if it is really deposed, it is a big deal to go home! This is what Song Mier's grandfather would say to them on crutches every time they went back to the old house to worship their ancestors. Putting an excellent son of the Song family in the imperial court is also to show the imperial court that the Song family has no ambitions. However, it happened that this time in the imperial court, although he was not the best son of the Song family, but the patriarch of the Song family, if he was really rashly deposed, it hurt the face of the Song family, not to mention, Prime Minister Song Cheng sat in this position today, it was no longer the power of the family that was involved, and there were also various complicated situations ・・・・・・ the civil official group, the children of the disciples, and the regional groups that also came from the Jiangnan region. Wouldn't the young man who handed over the power in his hands to the new emperor Shen Zhan to promote, wouldn't a few families be happy?
Shen Zhan probably thought the same way, so he chose himself to be the queen to stabilize the hearts of the Song family and his father Song Cheng.
However, after today, Song Mier felt that his relationship with Shen Zhan seemed to have changed again.
It seems that Shen Zhan has more love and affection for himself, and has more inexplicable feelings between men and women that he and Shen Zhan can't explain, if he doesn't like himself, how could Shen Zhan deliberately take him out of the palace to play? If he didn't like himself, how could Shen Zhan be so accommodating to himself, deliberately taking himself to the place he wanted to go, obviously as an emperor, he shouldn't go to a place with a lot of people, but in order to give himself a lantern, he just went to a crowded place, not to mention picking fish bones for himself in front of Shen Shu, Xinghualou ordered dishes that suited his taste, and pulled himself to put the river lantern・・・・・・ and so on, even if an ordinary man did it, it was shocking, not to mention, doing these things, Is it the emperor of today's calendar? But he still looks like "it should be like this", how can he not make Song Mier's heart ripple?
Leaning on Shen Zhan on the way to Taiyuan Palace, Song Mier felt that his heart was warm and beating fast, as if something was already happening, and as if something was waiting to happen, probably, Shen Zhan, who was hugging him like this, also had the same feeling as himself・・・・・・
Song Mier thought like this, and there was a sweet smile on his face. When they saw An Jin anxiously walking towards them outside the Taiyuan Palace, that smile did not disappear.
"Eunuch An, what's wrong? What's so in a hurry? It's not like you! ”
Song Mier leaned against Shen Zhan's side, tilted his head and asked with a smile at An Jin, his face stretched.
"What's the matter, I and Zitong came back late, are you in a hurry, eunuch?"
It was difficult to get out of the palace once, and he completed the "task" he assigned to himself, and felt the sudden increase in the dependence of the people around him on him, Shen Zhan felt that today's trip to the palace was still very worthwhile, although he still encountered unpleasant things, but didn't he also find some problems in advance that he had not discovered? Thinking like this, Shen Zhan's mood was better, and his speech became a little more radiant at his age, who had just grown from a teenager to a young man, the corners of his mouth curled, and he also began to joke about An Jin, the eunuch who grew up with him.
"This ・・・・・・", An Jin saw that the emperor and the empress were both elated, and opened his mouth, not knowing what he was going to report next, whether the emperor and queen would still be so happy when they heard it. An Jin looked at Shen Zhan, then turned his eyes to look at Song Mier, who could have opened and closed his mouth several times, but he didn't know how to speak. Why did Majesty Xià and Niangniang go back to Taiyuan Hall together, even if Majesty Xià came back with Niangniang, how could the relationship between these two people seem to become like glue after a trip to the palace? How easy is this to speak!
"What the hell is going on?!" Shen Zhan saw that An Jin wanted to speak and stopped, his expression hesitated, and he couldn't help but become solemn, he hugged Song Mier's hand tightly, and his tone became cold.
"Your Majesty forgiveness!" An Jin was hesitating, but he heard Shen Zhan's voice sink down, and his heart was not good, so he hurriedly shook it like Shen Zhan had asked for sin, and swallowed his saliva before pulling out a sincere smile, "Your Majesty, this is a great joy!" Rou Guiji has just been diagnosed as pregnant! ”
"What?!"
"Really?"
Shen Zhan and Song Mi'er let out a sound of surprise one after another, as soon as Song Mi'er blurted out "really", he was shocked that his words were wrong, and hurriedly looked up at Shen Zhan, but saw that he didn't hear what he had just said, as if he was shocked by the news An Jin said, phoenix eyes involuntarily widened, thin lips slightly opened, obviously very shocked, but only for a moment, Shen Zhan reacted, the corners of his mouth rose to both sides, and the muscles on his cheeks became softer, and after a joyful smile bloomed, Shen Zhan suddenly pulled out the hand he was holding on to Song Mier, turned around suddenly, faced Song Mier, and grabbed Song Mier's shoulders with both hands, and couldn't hide the joy in his eyes: "Mi'er, did you hear that?" I have a baby! I have a baby! Hahahahaha! ”
Shen Zhan took the hand holding him away from his shoulder, Song Mier couldn't help but shudder, as if the temperature of his body had been taken away a lot, and before he could react, Shen Zhan suddenly turned around to face him, he turned around like this, and the big qi that was originally covering his body was instantly pulled away with his movements, as if he suddenly came to the ice and snow from the warm room where the earth dragon was burning, Song Mier felt that his heart was cold.
That's not all, Shen Zhan also clenched his shoulders excitedly, looked at himself with a smile, and said repeatedly, he has a child.
It was as if you had been thrown from the clouds into a deep valley, as if you had changed from spring to winter.
It's like seeing the blossoms of a flower, like touching the languish of a star.
Song Mier didn't know what was wrong with him, wasn't it a happy thing that the concubines in the harem were pregnant? Not to mention the celebration of the palace, but as the queen, as Shen Zhan's Zitong, shouldn't he follow his husband and be happy.
But I don't know why, when I saw Shen Zhan's joyful look, I felt as if my heart had been torn apart, and I couldn't be happy at all. Song Mier looked at Shen Zhan's smile blankly, the hand holding the Luanniao lantern couldn't help but tighten, the protrusion of the Luanniao pattern carved on the handle of the lantern was embedded in Song Mier's palm, Shen Zhan's hands holding Song Mier's shoulders were too strong because of excitement, as if they were going to crush Song Mier's bones, and these pains, these pains, Song Mier didn't seem to feel it.
She just looked at Shen Zhan like this, not knowing what to say, and not knowing what she should do next.
Should I be happy? There is finally a dragon heir in the harem, but why can't his heart jump at all?
Should I be like Shen Zhan? But looking at Shen Zhan's appearance, why can't he open his mouth?
The sweetness of the two before, obviously just half a cup of tea, why did they suddenly feel that it had been a long time?
What's wrong with you? Shouldn't we be happy? Should we be happy?
Song Mier stood there in a daze, as if his soul didn't know where he had gone.