"Lu Chongqing, I especially want to ask you a question." After pondering for a while, Chen Xiaoyu asked slowly.

"Oh, just ask." Lu Chongqing extinguished the cigarette in his hand, turned his face and looked at Xiaoyu with a smile, his eyes with a faint joy.

"I'm really curious, why did you choose to go to Tibet to be a soldier?" Chen Xiaoyu asked, yes, she was really curious, although she had heard it many times from other people's mouths, such as Yang Chang said it, such as Lu Hongwei said. For example, Grandpa Wang also said.

However, she still wanted to hear what Lu Chongqing said herself.

There is a scene that lingers in her memory, that is, in Baolian Monastery, the deep-faced Tibetan said to her, "In your previous life, you made a wish in front of the Buddha to go to Tibet to protect for three years, but someone actually went to Tibet to make a vow for you." ”

"Curious?" Lu Chongqing asked, his peach blossom eyes flashing.

"Well, it's really curious." Chen Xiaoyu said in a low voice.

Was it really the guidance of the gods that led you to Tibet?

That sentence has been buried in her heart for a long time, like a big question mark. Lu Chongqing, did he restore it for himself?

Lu Hongwei, Yang Chang and others have all mentioned that it was just an inexplicable dream that let him go to Tibet to join the army, is this a coincidence really strange?

"Hey, what's so curious about this, didn't someone say at that time that I ran to join the army to escape some emotional incident?" Lu Chongqing smiled at him.

"You-" Chen Xiaoyu didn't expect that he still remembered the words of the day the two said goodbye, his face was a little hot, he glared at him in shame, and muttered in a low voice, "I'm talking to you seriously now." ”

"You really care about that?" Lu Chongqing asked in a low voice, his face slowly approaching her.

An orange light warmly shrouded his head, enveloping half of his face.

Xiaoyu's heart was pounding violently, and her palms were sweating slightly.

His throat was tight and his mouth was dry, and he couldn't say what he thought, just silent.

"Do you really care?" Lu Chongqing asked again.

Chen Xiaoyu had no choice but to nod.

Hey, forgive yourself for being sick, is your brain broken, and you don't have any defense.

"Actually, I really don't know why I chose to go to Tibet, I just wanted to join the army at first, I've always been interested in the military, this may be family inheritance, right?" Lu Chongqing said slowly, raising his eyebrows and smiling again.

Looking at his smile, Chen Xiaoyu's heart was slightly stagnant, it was really terrible, why did he smile so charmingly now, this man is really getting more and more handsome, and a casual smile can make people can't take their eyes off.

Lu Chongqing looked at the expression on her face, the smile on the corner of her mouth became even worse, but her eyes slowly deepened.

"To tell the truth, I was very depressed during that time, I didn't care about other people's rumors, but someone actually listened to those rumors, I really don't know how to face them." Lu Chongqing paused for a moment and didn't say anything, and glanced at Chen Xiaoyu again.

Chen Xiaoyu's face was slightly hot, and he looked away, avoiding his gaze.

At that time, I ridiculed him for being a soldier in order to avoid peach blossom debts.

"At that time, I just wanted to go to a distant place, leave the city, leave the familiar environment, and prove myself, which was my original idea."

"Then why did you go to Tibet?" Chen Xiaoyu coughed lightly.

"Why?" Lu Chongqing frowned slightly, as if thinking about something, and muttered to himself.

Why go to Tibet? Why do you insist on going to Tibet? In fact, he couldn't say clearly, it seemed that there was a voice calling him in the dark, he must go to Tibet, to that mysterious place, the white snow, the clear and transparent sky, it seems that only there can his heart be quiet.

Although his heart can't actually withstand that kind of altitude sickness.

"I can now understand why you wanted to join the army in the first place, in addition to interest, maybe you want to prove your worth," Chen Xiaoyu nodded, as if he had found a reason for him, "But I don't understand why you insist on going to Tibet, I heard your brother and Yang Chang say that your family was very opposed to you going to Tibet at that time, right?" ”

"Well, yes, very much against." Lu Chongqing said, with deep eyes, he remembered that their father was so angry that he almost whipped him with a leather whip, but the guards stopped him.

If it weren't for his grandfather, he wouldn't have been able to go to Tibet, and then he wouldn't have been able to fulfill what the monk said in his dream, "If you guard it for three years, you will be rewarded." ”

The monk, whose vision was blurred in his dreams, could only remember the crimson robe on his body, fluttering in the wind.

But can any of this be said to her? He smiled lightly, stood up, put his hands in his pockets, but his eyes were looking at the sky outside the window, and smiled, "It's useless to oppose, what I decide is always to stick to the end, this may also be the character of the Lu family, the chief also knows, there is no way to take me, in order to convince them, I also made up a word, saying that I got guidance from a master in my dream, and I had to go to Tibet, so it was a reason, and they had no way to stop me, the most important thing was my grandfather, he felt that the old man, My actions like this are giving the Lu family a long face. After speaking, he looked at Xiaoyu, "That's it, I just want to go to a different place and plug those people's mouths." ”

"Oh, I see." Xiaoyu said, with a faint disappointment in her tone.

It turns out that those romantic feelings, the idea that God is destined in the dark, are just a pretext, and I really take it seriously.

"And what do you think?" Lu Chongqing asked, his eyes moving slightly.

"I didn't think so, I was just curious." Xiaoyu also stood up as she spoke, stretched her waist, yawned, and rushed to Lu Chongqing apologetically, "Look, I'm a little sleepy."

There was no wind at night, Lu Chongqing stood on the steps, his hands in his trouser pockets, looking at the distant sky, silent.

He was a little depressed, he didn't know why he didn't tell Sù Xiaoyu the real reason, obviously he could see the longing in her eyes.

She was longing, longing for a spiritual hint that they were a match made in heaven, arranged by God, and that she could accept herself under such a hint.

However, this is not his idea, he wants her to accept himself, not those ethereal romantic feelings, not the kind of fate that is destined, but her own choice in a sober and rational state.

It seems like a tough one.

With her crimson face and sparkling eyes in mind, Lu Chongqing really wanted to let herself be presumptuous, to hug her, kiss her, and rub her into his body.