It seems that this woman is really arrogant, but having these things in real life is not necessarily a good thing.

For that pride there is a price to pay, Wu Tianyang abandoned me back then, I was indifferent on the surface, but in order to heal the pain and suffering, only I know.

Although I had a short marriage with Li Jiaming, my heart was completely outside of real life for more than a year.

Everyone feels that I am living a good life alone, and it is true that there is nothing wrong with my life, but what is missing in my life is not what they understand.

In order to avoid gossip, I have to restrain my words and deeds everywhere, and when a woman with a family is playing, joking, flirting, and scolding, I can only smile quietly on the sidelines, and when others say a meaningful "meat joke"

I didn't know what kind of expression I should put on.

As long as it comes to the topic of the relationship between men and women, I am not only reserved but also reserved.

Chen Jingde said that I don't have a woman's style on me, because he hasn't seen Wu Tianyang's eyes dancing lightly, and Lin Yi is charming and charming.

In the past ten years, I have lost not only time, but also a woman's most precious and tender feelings.

Hai Lizhu said that I was living well alone, and Yu Xinhui said the same when she wanted to divorce, as if I was a reference for their divorce.

But I know that that's not the case, a happy family is the best destination for a woman.

Even if this marriage is just an empty shell, it can give you some shelter from the storm.

I said to Hai Lizhu seriously: "I am me, you are you, I am not your role model." You and your husband have been husband and wife for more than ten years and have been living a pampered life, after the divorce you will live a completely different life, celibate life is by no means as simple as you think, seeing the people you once loved each other, and other women live a life of fine clothes and jade food and leisure, but you are alone all day long, living this life that is only enough to feed and wear, how will you feel"

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"That's better than the days when you're tormented every day."

Hai Lizhu finally put down her reserved mask and said with a bleak expression.

"That means that you still care a lot about the relationship between you, so why do you have to talk about divorce lightly?"

This obviously touched Hai Lizhu's sore spot, and she said in a fierce tone, "Why do we have to be so humiliated because we still have a little affection, don't we old pearl women have a little self-esteem?" Shouldn't we be respected for more than ten years of dedication? Who hasn't been young and beautiful, why should I be treated like this"

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I was speechless for a moment, and my mood was gloomy.

Seeing that she bowed her head and stopped talking, I said to Hu Yali, "You called us here and gave us something to eat?" I haven't eaten yet? ”

Hai Lizhu hurriedly said, "Shall I invite you out to eat?" ”

I said, "I'm so tired today, I don't want to run out to eat, or you can drive your BMW' and buy us some 'hamburgers' and come back."

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Hai Lizhu smiled: "You like to eat this?" Children love to eat this! ”

"I really like this, and it's even better with fried chicken wings and french fries."

Hearing Hai Lizhu go downstairs, I said to Hu Yali: "Alas, why did you pull me to get involved in these things, what are you thinking in your head?" ”

Hu Yali glared at me dissatisfiedly and said: "She came to ask me, I can't take care of it and I have to look for you and Jiang Xinya, she also wants to hear what you have to say, she is very painful now, she keeps saying that she wants a divorce but can't pay attention, ask you to consult why you have so many things"

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This is a friend, I blamed you for not wanting to help, I stood up with a teacup, walked around the window, walked back to the sofa, sat down, stretched my legs, and said lazily: "What kind of divorce?" Her brain is in water, her husband is rich and handsome, and others can't grab it! ”

Hu Yali was obviously dissatisfied with my words: "Don't be so vulgar, okay?" Hai Lizhu attaches great importance to feelings, and the most unbearable thing for her is that her husband betrays emotionally, and he doesn't take money very seriously"

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I sneered: "I don't know much about this woman, but this woman was also a little beautiful when she was young, her husband was a civil servant like her, and of course he always held her in the palm of his hand." And her husband is now full of money and is just a young age, but she is old, and the man who once bowed his head in front of her dared to stick flowers and grass outside, she must not be able to stand it, time changes, people sometimes have to face reality, take a few books to block their eyes, just deceive themselves. Don't care about money? When she loses her husband and money, her self-esteem will be even more unbearable, and her life will be even more difficult. ”

Hu Yali frowned and looked at me and said, "Still, how do you feel bloody when you speak,"

"The truth is so cruel, the dissolution of a marriage itself is not so simple, so I will spend her money, you don't get too involved in this matter, the housework between husband and wife is the most difficult to break, no one knows what she thinks in her heart, and you will not be a person inside and outside in the future"

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"I see that you are very careful about the affairs of Yu Xinhui and Ding **"

"What is the relationship between me and Yu Xinhui, I will definitely take care of her affairs, this Hai Lizhu can't say deeply, that is, I also say a word to you, if there are people outside her, it will be another matter, if not, persuade and dissolve. If their husband and wife really reach the point of no return, they will hand it over to Jiang Xinya to do it, strive for more financial compensation for her, and let Jiang Xinya make a lot of money, in the final analysis, it is all the fault of money, how many women look forward to their husbands being promoted and making fortunes all day long, and in the end, the officials have wealth and husbands but they are not their own, and the penitent husbands have been looking for feudal marquis since ancient times."

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"Usually you look free and easy, and when it comes to the real thing, your mouth is full of 'interests'"

Hu Yali said angrily.

I smiled coldly and said: "Actually, the 'interests' are simple, you can see and touch, although the 'love' can't be seen and touched, but the weight of the heart and bones is too heavy, I'm afraid she can't afford it, for her sake, it's best to let her put it aside."

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Hu Yali sighed and said: "I can't imagine that a couple who are so enviable in my eyes will end up with this kind of result, in the past, I envied you and Wu Tianyang, and then I envied their husband and wife, in the end, it was all this result, is there any true love in this world?" ”

"Therefore, it is simple to seek officials and wealth, and people dare not use affection"

I say.

It's easy to say that others, can you do it yourself?

I have always been uncomfortable when I came out of Hu Yali's house, although I said simply about Hai Lizhu, I only said "benefits and disadvantages"

Don't say "love"

, but I can see the sadness in her heart, but I can't do anything, people sometimes say "profit"

Don't say "love"

And it's not just because of greed for "profit"

It's because I don't dare to say "love"

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I drove the car to the side of the road near North Park and sat in the car for a long time, and called him: "Where are you?" ”

"At the Lido House"

He said.

"Will you come out for a while?"

"Aren't you coming in?"

"Come out, I'll wait for you downstairs"

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When I got downstairs he was waiting downstairs, and he got in the car and asked me, "Where is this going?" ”

"I didn't think of where to go, but I didn't want to go for a ride outside today"

I didn't look at him and said casually.

I drove silently, he reached out and stroked my face, my body tightened and flashed slightly, "I'm driving!" ”

"What's going on today? Did something happen? ”

He looked at me and asked, "It's nothing, I just want to go out and walk around with you."

I say.

When he saw that I didn't want to say anything, he stopped talking, and his calmness made my nervous feelings gradually relax, and I drove the car to a remote roadside near North Park and stopped, and sat silently in the dark for a while.

I didn't speak, he didn't ask me, he just waited quietly for me to speak.

"How is your family doing?"

I finally couldn't help but ask, he was silent for a while and said, "She and her daughter are abroad"

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"Oh"

I breathed a sigh of relief, and although I was a little self-defeating, I felt a lot less sorry to hear that they were so far away.

"Today I went to a friend's house, and a good friend of hers was also there, and her good friend's husband was out there and there were other women, and her friend was sad"

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He was silent, the two of us sat quietly in the dark, and after a long time he looked out of the car window and said lightly: "Still, that's my business, it has nothing to do with you, since we met, let's go with the flow!" ”

Even though he spoke in such a calm tone, I felt that he was saying it to me as well as to himself.

Yes, since we have met, since we have come this far, what is the point of blaming ourselves and withdrawing.

The night breeze blew in through the car window to bring a burst of coolness, in the dark I stretched out my hand to him, he held my hand, the warmth of his palm made me feel very comfortable, in the middle of the darkness hand connection made me can't help but put his hand on my face, after a while I gently let go, this is someone else's husband's hand.

I turned my face to the car window, tears flowed uncontrollably, even if the little warmth of this man's palm made me unable to enjoy it calmly, I don't understand why fate would bring me to this point, I have been demanding the purest and most perfect feelings, but what I got was the most unbearable.

He reached out and stroked my hair and said with pity, "Still, I'm sorry"

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I wiped away my tears and shook my head: "It's none of your business, it's mine"

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\t sent him back to the 'Lido Family' neighborhood and parked the car, he asked, "You're not going in?" ”

"It's too late, don't go in, I have to go to work tomorrow"

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He was silent for a while and said, "Still, don't think so much, okay?" When we can be together, we are in good together. ”

I smiled and said, "Got it."

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Surrounded by a deep night, darkness engulfed all around, it seemed that I was the only one in the world walking alone, with him I lost the peace of the past, and became more and more afraid of loneliness.