(one hundred and sixty-six) shaken
It was already the middle of the night when Shen Zhan came, and Song Mier slept again, but unlike before, Song Mier didn't even leave a lamp this time. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
It's not that Song Mier forgot to keep the lamp in a daze, it's not that Zhu Lu and Yu Lan didn't follow the attendants, and the other palace people in the palace also slacked off. It's that Song Mier deliberately didn't leave the light at all.
During the day, those concubines knelt on the ground, begging Song Mier to give them a way to live, Song Mier's heart was twisted, before the southern tour, if Shen Zhan went to other palaces, Song Mier's heart would not be uncomfortable, and even when Rougui Ji Wen Qingwan was pregnant, Song Mier also pushed Shen Zhan to see Rou Guiji and do a good job as a queen.
But after the southern tour, everything changed. She obviously knew that Shen Zhan would only come to her place after the next court, but she didn't want to persuade Shen Zhan to go to any rain and dew at all, she knew that as a queen, what to do and what not to do, but she didn't want to speak, she didn't know what to do, she took everything as an excuse, shrunk in her own Xuande Palace, and waited for Shen Zhan to come back with peace of mind, as if there were only herself and Shen Zhan in this palace. Neither of them spoke, nor did they say anything. When the queen mother reminded herself euphemistically, and even showed the royal secret to herself, Song Mier was a little shaken, and hesitated because of this, but more of it was uneasy and reluctant. As soon as he thought that he was going to persuade Shen Zhan to go to other palaces to do things, and even to take care of all kinds of beauties in this palace for Shen Zhan, Song Mier's heart was blocked and uncomfortable, and he always thought about not to face it.
But during the day, I had to face it. It's not because they're pressing step by step, it's not because they're pitiful, but that talented person is right, he doesn't care about the name behind him, don't he care about the evaluation of Shen Zhan in later generations?!
Since ancient times, it is not that there is no one person who favors him, but there is still a benevolent and virtuous emperor, and the affairs of the harem and the affairs of the previous dynasty should not be compared, let alone combined.
However, since ancient times, how many emperors have favored one person and can still have a good reputation? Not to mention the entanglement of interests, it is the major event of the heirs, which is enough for the emperors to drink a pot. It doesn't matter if you want to spoil one person alone, but the heirs are withering, but you are sorry for your ancestors.
Things also came one after another, and before Song Mier could sort out the mess in his heart, in the afternoon, Song Mier had just woken up from his lunch break, but was visited by Duan Zhaoyi.
Song Mier didn't have to think about it, he knew that Duan Zhaoyi must have come because of what happened yesterday morning.
Sure enough, Duan Zhaoyi came to apologize.
She was born with a cold and indifferent appearance, but she was very helpless to apologize, maybe not because she was not used to apologizing, but because she was afraid that she had really misunderstood her, so she rushed over to clarify.
"Niangniang, concubine・・・・・・ concubine is really unaccustomed to the soil and water that day, if Niangniang doesn't believe it, she will immediately go to Liuzhou to investigate, the concubine has no hands and eyes to the sky, and it is impossible to buy people from other villages to speak for themselves. The concubine also regretted it, she knew that she would be questioned and humiliated like this, so it was better to go to the banquet with His Majesty's mother, just to block the sword and arrow for His Majesty and Niangniang to die outside, it is better than being looked at with that kind of look now・・・・・・"
Duan Zhaoyi can't be as weak as Rou Guiji, and she can't learn the pity of Concubine Zhuang Chi Yanran, she can't cry, she can't cry, it took a long time for her to turn red, she only explained dryly, she didn't say anything at all, and there were no polite words at all, but she seemed infinitely sincere and aggrieved.
Duan Zhaoyi, as early as the former He Mengjie's case, when she was wrongly drugged Rou Guiji, she knelt straight on the ground, refusing to show weakness for half a point, without a word of explanation, when her innocence was clarified, she didn't feel any joy and complacency. It's as if she did it, she is not ambiguous, and she doesn't admit that she didn't do it. The whole person is the same as right and wrong, so that people can see through it at a glance.
After getting along for a long time, it was also during the southern tour, and the boat was bored, but there were only a few people, Song Mier became familiar with Duan Zhaoyi, and only then did she know that she was also a person with emotions, but this emotion was generally not exposed, and she endured what she suffered, and only those who were familiar with it would seriously explain two sentences.
Therefore, when Duan Zhaoyi entered Xuande Palace, he explained straightforwardly, and only then did he show a little sadness in front of Song Mier.
However, Song Mier also felt that Liu Shuxing and Na Mei Yurong had gone too far. is really questioning, and it should be said in private, when the Queen Mother said it loudly in front of the Queen Mother in the morning province, where is it questioning, it is clear that Duan Zhaoyi is going to be beaten! Zhang Nanguang is no longer a threat, this time the southern tour, the lowest rank is Duan Zhaoyi, in order not to let Duan Zhaoyi threaten herself, so she has to preemptively, even if Duan Zhaoyi is wronged, under the gossip, can she still live well? !
Song Mier's black and white eyes at Shang Duan Miao, and remembered the words that she said that she would rather die outside, and her body couldn't help shaking, as if she saw those translucent eyes again, was she still waiting for herself to look at her before she died・・・・・・?
"This palace will give you an explanation, don't worry!"
Song Mier came back to his senses and his tone was firm. "Hongu believes in you."
Duan Miao smiled gratefully, and was very embarrassed to get up, and sat for a while before she left.
waited until she left Song Mi'er to start making trouble, what should she do in order to give Duan Zhaoyi a good explanation?
Song Mier has always been worried about things, and after dinner, he rested after a dull meeting.
In addition to helping Song Mier choose materials and match, she will play on weekdays, embroider and embroider, and even make a few small pieces of jewelry, make a few clothes, she is young, about the same age as Song Mier, and she doesn't have so many generations of dignity and humility, sometimes she plays outside Song Mier's bedroom, and is also on duty by the way, sometimes Song Mier can see her when she raises her head.
Song Mier still looks the same on the surface, and it seems that even Zhang Nanguang doesn't blame too much, except for some evasion, everything else is fine. But in fact, the people around Song Mier knew how sad she was. Unconsciously I want to do what Hatsuko once loved to do, and unconsciously want to reenact the scene when Hatsuku was still there. The stomach is full of emotions, and if you don't say a word, it will make the people who watch it sad.
Even the lack of snow and drunken bamboo, who didn't know the inside story, only knew that Chukong died unexpectedly during the southern tour, were a little embarrassed, after being in the palace for so many years, when had he ever seen such a master?
When Shen Zhan came, he was half-beaten and put on the couch, and the person was already asleep, and there was no waiting in the house. If it weren't for Shen Zhan hitting the shelf, he wouldn't have known that there was anything else on the couch, Rao was like this, Song Mier hadn't woken up yet.
Shen Zhan sighed silently, asked An Jin, who was waiting outside, to step aside, touched the flint and lit the lamp, seeing that Song Mier was sleeping soundly, but his eyebrows were still wrinkled, Shen Zhan stood for a long time, his heart was bored, and he always felt that something was passing quietly, or that he was fine when he was on the southern tour, even if something happened, the two of them were fine when they fled, but since they knew about Chukong's death, or returned to the palace, it seemed that something was slowly changing. Shen Zhan couldn't say anything for a while, he just felt very upset.
He turned, went straight over the embroidery, and went outside.
"Your Majesty?"
Song Mier's muffled and misty voice sounded behind Shen Zhan.
Song Mier was suddenly woken up, and he didn't seem to have any nightmares, he fell asleep, and suddenly woke up, his heart was very uncomfortable, as if his heart was about to jump out of his throat, for a while it was the voice and smile of the past in the early sky, and for a while it was Duan Zhaoyi's red eyes, and for a while it was the queen mother's desire to speak and stop, and even the smile of Rou Guiji with a soft stomach and absent-mindedness before appeared・・・・・・ Song Mier couldn't breathe, but she heard footsteps, she looked at it with empty eyes, The dark red dragon robe glittered in the candlelight. It was Shen Zhan who came.
"It's so late, Brother Zhan wants to rest?" Song Mier was about to get up as he spoke, took a thin shirt from the end of the bed and put it on, put on his shoes and got out of bed.
"I see you're asleep, what are you up again? Go back to sleep. ”
Shen Zhan put on a smile, raised his hand and touched Song Mi'er's head, who had already walked in front of her, "Although the summer night is good, the wind will be cooler, and your window is open again, how can such a thin shirt block the night cold?" Be obedient, go back to bed and lie down. ”
Song Mi'er hesitated for a moment, "Isn't Brother Zhan resting here?" ”
Shen Zhan didn't answer and asked, "Mi'er really wants me to rest here?" ”
Song Mi'er hesitated for a moment, not seeing Shen Zhan's face that had become heavy because of her hesitation, she nodded and shook her head, bit her lip and thought for a moment, then raised her head and looked at Shen Zhan.
Shen Zhan's heart sank, but his face was not obvious, he only pinched Song Mi'er's cheek with a smile and encouragement, "Mi'er can say anything you want to say, do you still need to hesitate in front of me?" ”
Song Mier was stunned, lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at Shen Zhan, and only whispered, "It's nothing else, it's just that I forgot to say yesterday that Duan Zhaoyi was made difficult when she was in Chen Province, saying that she was sick in Liuzhou on purpose, and she was ill-intentioned, Duan Zhaoyi was not good at words, and she was also greatly wronged." This afternoon, she came to me again to clarify, and I felt that she was quite pitiful・・・・・・"
Song Mi'er didn't speak, Shen Zhan had already intercepted her words first, "Mi'er means to ask me to take the time to see her?" Shen Zhan's tone was already very bad. Song Mier didn't seem to hear Shen Zhan's tone, and as if she heard it but didn't realize it, she only smiled, and raised her eyes slightly to look at the beautiful beauty groove on Shen Zhan's chin, "I just thought that if Your Majesty could help her clarify a thing or two, her life would be better." Brother Zhan was able to not even punish Zhang Nanguang, so he thought he should be more tolerant of Duan Miao. ”
Song Mier was flustered, and he didn't even realize what he said, and his words were all complaints.
Shen Zhan naturally heard this complaint, not only complaining, but also evading and refusing himself, and even pushing him to someone else's palace!
Shen Zhan had been waiting for Song Mi'er's actions since he saw the booklet last night and inquired a little about what was happening in Shoukang Palace, but he didn't expect this day to come so quickly!
I was afraid that she would not be happy because of the Southern Tour and the Chukong Zhu Lu, and her heart was not good, the previous dynasty was so busy because of the Southern Tour and the Spring Tour, she was still thinking about coming to Xuande Palace every day to see her, even if she couldn't do anything, she had a comfort, but she didn't expect that she was sincere, but she couldn't even compare to a palace maid here, not even a Zhaoyi, and even, even Zhang Nanguang's matter, she didn't show it on her face, but she was so worried about herself in her heart! Shen Zhan felt that his dignity had been trampled on! Condescending to be noble for the sake of others, but people don't appreciate it at all and blame themselves?!
Even this morning, Shen Zhan knew about it, and he was still thinking at the time, I don't know how much Mi'er has been wronged, who he spoils to go to whose palace, is it possible that those who don't know the so-called concubines can kneel down and decide? Are you going to be led by the nose by them?!
Shen Zhan still thought in his heart that after dealing with political affairs, he would definitely comfort and comfort Mi'er when he went to Xuande Palace. It also reassures her that she doesn't care about those people.
Who knew that he had just arrived at Xuande Palace, and he was slapped in the face! Where does Song Mier need comfort and care? Where is she worried, is she worried that she won't go to someone else's palace?! Does she have a heart?! Have you ever thought about it for yourself? Or is it in her heart that everything is more important than her own emotions?!
What a good queen for him!
Shen Zhan was very angry, but he laughed angrily, "Okay, since Mi'er is so generous, I can't live up to Zitong's intentions!" The queen should rest for a long time! ”