150.Chapter 150
Not to mention how Wang Jia Saburo struggled for his brother, Wang Zixian also pondered alone in the study all night. He carefully recalled every detail of getting along with Li Hui, sometimes smiling, sometimes twisting his eyebrows, sometimes sighing, sometimes helpless, sometimes gentle, sometimes happy, sometimes sad.
In fact, he has already crossed the boundaries of his friends, and has been constantly moving forward cautiously step by step. If between men and women, those hugs are already private intimate behaviors in the boudoir, which are far from the same as folding flowers and sending flowers. However, the two of them are men, always wearing the mask of "best friends". Even when Li Hui found something unusual, he was probably more distressed than happy, and he would only treat it as if he never knew about it.
For the temperament of his beloved, Wang Zixian naturally understands it well. He has always been a person who is good at forbearance, and he has always cared about his family far more than himself. He was always thoughtful, but he forgot the desires and thoughts of his heart. If he hadn't persuaded him before, Li Hui would never have made the choice of "fighting for power to protect himself" so decisively.
The future is like this, and so is the emotional thing. If they were a pair of young children, the marriage would have come naturally. However, they were all men, and it was shocking that they loved each other. If they are not careful, teach others to know that what awaits them will inevitably be the end of being ruined and unable to turn over. Even if it is only for the family to find out, the pain, confusion and blame of his parents and brother will make him extremely tormented.
What's more, even if they can hide it from everyone and stay together, it is impossible for them not to marry year after year, otherwise they will definitely arouse suspicion. And if they are in love with each other, how can they bear to share their love with strangers? Even if it's just a nominal wife?
The road ahead is full of thorns, and it is reasonable to have concerns. However, if affection can be controlled, it cannot be called "affection". Even though he knew that the road ahead would be difficult, he still wanted to get him and be with him. If he can't get what he wants, the surging and passionate fire of love may completely burn his reason to death.
Thinking of this, Wang Zixian slightly hooked the corners of his lips: Yes, he is completely different from Wang Zimu, and he is not a gentleman. His nature is so selfish, and the three poisons of "greed, hatred, and ignorance" are irretrievable in his heart -- perhaps, it is only because he is "greedy", "angry", and "stupid", and there is only one person in this vast world, that these thoughts are so deeply engraved in his heart.
Almost at the same moment, Li Hui was distracted by a plate of Zhenlong. He lowered his eyes, and the appearance of Princess Changning and Prince Mu looking at each other and smiling under the peach tree seemed to appear in front of him. And the next moment, Princess Changning's inquiry sounded in his ears: "Brother, have you ever been tempted by anyone?" β
What is motivation? What is admiration? What does it mean to "not see you for a day, like every three autumns"? What is the meaning of "death and life, and the son is said; Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son"? What is the meaning of "can't ask for it, but you can't think about it"? ββWhat is the meaning of "the mountains have trees and trees have branches, and the heart is happy and the king does not know"?
Does he really not understand? Does he really not understand? Hasn't he really been in a state of flux?
Did he really never quietly look into the depths of his heart in his sleep, when he was awake? He really never asked himself repeatedly, who is the cause of the shaking in your heart? Who is the source of your heart's desire?
Pretending not to know, pretending that nothing has happened, is nothing but self-deception. There will come a time when he will no longer be able to pretend; There will come a time when he must face the affection that has never been concealed; One day, he must face up to the desires of his heart; One day, perhaps, he will lose the most important person.
He frowned deeply, and turned to head out for the empty bedchamber. The wide sleeves swept across the chessboard and flew the chess pieces like rain, but he still didn't look back. As a result, on the chess game, there were only a few lonely pieces left. Although the Zhenlong game is difficult to solve, the endgame is unsolvable.
The next day, the king of Xin'an County still calmly went to court and went to Dali Temple to continue investigating the case. Wang Zixian was invited by the Yang family to attend a banquet at the Hongnong County Mansion. Yang Shijing and Yang Shangshu personally wrote a post to him, explaining that this was a family banquet. Even if it was a family banquet, the elders took the initiative to invite the younger ones, which obviously gave him enough face.
Speaking of which, a few years ago, when Wang Zimu and Wang Ziling worshiped Mr. Zhou, Wang Zixian also gave gifts to the Hongnong County Mansion. At that time, he could only see Yang Qian, but Yang Shangshu and his wife never had the opportunity to see him. Compared to the past, it is simply a heaven and an underground.
It is only because of Yang Shangshu's intentions that Wang Zixian should also do his best to reciprocate. So, he did his best to prepare two carts of gifts. The shortcomings were that Wang Chang and Xiao Yang had to endure the pain of cutting their flesh and bloodletting again-after all, this was a good opportunity to make friends with the Hongnong County Mansion. Even Wang Ziling will only keep urging in his letters at home, and he will never be willing to let go of such a good opportunity.
Nian Zai Wang Ziling did contribute to this matter, thinking that if he couldn't go together, he would never give up, so Wang Zixian fulfilled him very leniently and took his two younger brothers to the banquet together. Since the Yang family claims to be a family banquet, the three of them are naturally one, and they should go in and out together, and come and go together.
Although it was a night banquet, the three princes visited the Hongnong County Mansion in the afternoon. This day is not a day of rest, of course, Yang Shangshu has not returned home, but Yang Qian, who is a school scholar, has returned early. With a smile on his face, he personally came to greet the Wang brothers, calling him "cousin". Wang Zixian also called his "cousin" and talked and laughed with him, and no matter what topic he raised, he could continue smoothly.
When the two spoke, they seemed to ignore Wang Ziling and Wang Zimu. Wang Zimu only cared about pondering the sharpness in their words, but he didn't notice that Wang Ziling's face was gloomy, and it was almost difficult to maintain the smile on his face. However, with Yang Qian in front of him, he didn't dare to be presumptuous, so he had to be silent.
Then, Yang Qian brought the three cheap cousins into the inner hall of the main courtyard to meet Mrs. Wei of Hongnong County. This Mrs. Wei looked unsmiling and quite majestic. It was only when the prince gave his salute that she looked at him carefully, and reluctantly showed two smiles: "Ah Lang often praises you, but now that I see it, it really deserves its reputation." Since it is my own relative, I don't have to be rigid in the future, and I can come and go from time to time. β
"Yes, thank you, aunt." The prince replied, personable and calm.
Originally, Wang Ziling still wanted to show a show in front of his elders, but Mrs. Wei's cold and stern look was enough to teach him to retreat. In front of such a noble lady, etiquette and proportionality are far more important than being informed and funny. If he is not careful for a while, annoying the Yang family's housewife, what he wants to do will never succeed. So, he had to reluctantly hold back the impatience in his heart and follow the example of his eldest brother to greet him.
Although Wang Zimu is Yang Qian's serious junior brother, he has also never met Mrs. Wei. He noticed that Mrs. Wei's gaze seemed to be a little weighing when she looked at the prince, and he couldn't help but think in his heart: Could it be that this banquet seems to be a family banquet, but in fact it is "catching a son-in-law under the list"? Take advantage of the opportunity of the banquet to let Brother Ah meet the little ladies of the Yang family, and at the same time see which little lady is devoted to Brother?
It seems that this arrangement is a good story. It's just that Brother already has someone in his heart, and it is impossible for him to agree to get married lightly. But if Yang Shangshu proposed marriage on the spot, how should Brother refuse?
After visiting the hostess, seeing that it was still early, Yang Qian took the three brothers to play in the garden. The garden of the Hongnong County Mansion is naturally extraordinary. Not only does it cover a vast area, but also every grass, tree and stone is personally selected by Yang Shangshu for layout, which can be described as a change of scenery, and the scenery of the four seasons also has its own characteristics. Every guest who has visited Yangjiayuan is full of praise, and the Wang brothers are naturally no exception.
However, after a while, the three brothers found that there seemed to be more shadows on the rockery, in the woods, and in the Wangshan Pavilion. However, they still pretended not to know, and still followed Yang Qian slowly, allowing their eyes to observe them secretly.
The prince's ears were the most outstanding, and he faintly heard a few chuckles in the wind.
"Sister, the three young men of the Wang family were born very well. However, which one is the rumored Alpha Head? Come to think of it, it should be the one wearing a brand-new Yuezhou Ayanbi robe? Although the remaining two are also wearing new clothes, the materials are very ordinary, and they should not want to steal the limelight from their brother. β
"That's right. How could the Wang brothers not know what the intention of today's night banquet was? It must be that Da Lang is the most brightly dressed. It is really worthy of being the youngest head of the dynasty, and he is handsome...... Even if it is the son of the side branch of the Langya Wang family, it is indeed no worse than the brothers of our family. β
"I think a few sisters are here. Before the provincial test began, when Grandpa mentioned this family business for the first time, it was clear that they didn't like it, why did they just-"
The whispers grew softer and softer, until they were lost in the wind. If it weren't for the words of these little ladies, Wang Zixian wouldn't have noticed what was the new shirt Wang Ziling was wearing today. After all, as a man, he couldn't know everything about clothes.
After learning what was going on, he couldn't help but glance at Wang Ziling, and his gaze turned on his Yuezhou silk robe. Now, Wang Chang and Xiao Yang should not be able to make much money. As far as he knew, in the past few months, Wang Ziling had also been quite restrained. So where did he get the windfall? Can you afford to buy the Yuezhou Aya who pays most of the tribute to the palace every year? Or was someone deliberately trying to make him look better?
He looked away and curled the corners of his lips: Hehe, that's funny. It seems that not only does he not want this marriage, but Wang Ziling also does not want him to get this good marriage. Even Yang Qian may not want him to be his brother-in-law, so as not to make it even more inconvenient in the future.
In that case, he might as well push the boat with the water.
Let's take a look at where Yang Xiangtou learned the methods of inner house selfishness, and how he wants to use it on him. If it is just relying on Wang Ziling's unpopular tricks, how can he succeed lightly? No, he still has to help them in secret.