Sitting in the conference room for a video and telephone conference, it has been going on for more than two hours and has no intention of ending.

This is a meeting convened by the Public Security Department, even if it is facing the display screen, it is still necessary to pose neatly and possibly with a posture of sitting upright, since there is a video conference, we have to participate in more meetings, in the past it was only a meeting in the bureau to convey some important meetings of the superiors, and now even the Ministry of Public Security, the Public Security Department, and the State Public Security Bureau have to participate in the meetings one by one.

My eyes were on the screen but my mind had already flown away, and these days, even though I was deliberately avoiding thinking about him, as soon as I stopped what I was doing, that thing would jump into my mind.

I feel that I have become very sensitive to words such as extramarital affairs and cheating, and I deliberately avoid any topic, TV series, and books that involve this issue, whether it is Miao Xinlan or Hai Lizhu, they are like hammers constantly hitting my heart, preventing me from taking this step, although my heart has crossed this warning line.

I was thinking about it, and suddenly I realized that the meeting was over, and the participants were starting to leave, so I packed up my notebook and slowly walked out of the conference room behind the crowd.

I stood at the staircase on the third floor, and saw the sunlight shining in through the window opposite, and in the bright sunlight, the fine dust floated up and down in the large space of the stairwell, and suddenly remembered "with the light and dust"

This idiom, I felt that my thoughts had gone astray, shook my head and smiled at myself, sighed and walked downstairs.

As soon as I walked to the corner and saw Chen Jingde climbing up the stairs, he looked up and saw that I was also slightly stunned, and then smiled faintly at me, this was the first time we met since that night.

I used to wear civilian clothes when we met, but this time I was wearing a police uniform just after the meeting, which made me even more uncomfortable, and this dress made me feel a sense of guilt in my heart, a feeling of trying to escape from this situation.

I forced my composure and asked, "Why did you get here?" ”

"I'm coming to you Director Zhang"

He said lightly as usual.

"Oh, I don't know if he's there?"

I don't have anything to say.

"We've made an appointment, he won't miss it!"

He looked at me and said, the mixed doubts in his calm eyes made me feel a kind of panic like a thief.

I was speechless for a moment, took a step back to the side to let Debut stand at a longer distance from him, looked at him and said, "Since the appointment has been made, he will be there!" ”

Hearing the sound of someone going upstairs, he smiled and nodded, walked past me and went upstairs, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief and hurried downstairs back to the office.

No matter how open the modern society is, this is also an unruly and undignified thing, no matter how uninhibited my mind is, in this office building, wearing this uniform I have become accustomed to following the rules and behavior.

In the bright sunshine here, facing my colleagues who get along day and night, I know that qiē can't be taken out to see the light, no matter how many reasons I have, it's not that I haven't thought about choosing to retreat but I'm so unwilling, unwilling to let my inner emotions wither like this, until the end of my life, the kind of blank that has nothing makes me even more afraid.

It's one thing to think, it's another thing to do.

I've always had the habit of taking a nap, but I didn't fall asleep at noon, and I was dazed at work in the afternoon.

Zheng Duo called and said dissatisfiedly: "In the case information you wrote in the morning, the suspect written in the previous paragraph is Zhang Hongjun, why did Zhang Hongbing come out in the back, is this one person or two people?" ”

I hurriedly opened the draft of the information reported, it was indeed a mistake for me to make such a low-level mistake, and he grabbed his tail again, so I had to put on an attitude of admitting my mistake and whispered, "It's a person, it's Zhang Hongjun, I wrote it wrong"

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"Can you work hard, don't make such a low-level mistake, so that Director Zhang can see it and speak again"

Zheng Duo said dissatisfiedly on the other end of the phone.

"Got it, I'll change it right away, I'll pay attention to it later"

After speaking, he quickly hung up the phone, and listened to him continue to nag.

Xiao Shen stretched out his head on the other side and said, "Sister Lin, what's wrong with you today?" I feel like you're feeling a little uneasy, what's wrong or what's wrong? ”

"I didn't sleep well last night or today at noon, and I feel dizzy all the time"

I said with a cover-up.

"What's wrong with you that you can't sleep? Team Zheng can't sleep now! ”

Xiao Shen said with a mysterious smile.

"Why can't Team Zheng sleep? Nothing happened to the Interpol team lately? It's going well, he should wake up with a smile on his face."

I asked strangely, these young people have always been well-informed, and it is no wonder that young people are a little self-motivated, and it is understandable that they pay attention to those various news.

"Sister Lin, you don't know yet, do you? I heard that the adjustment of the leadership positions in the county has begun, and those who want to make progress are busy jumping up and down, and I heard that Captain Tian of the traffic police brigade has been very busy recently, and the leaders of the state have helped him speak! Elder Yang of the Public Security Section also served as a leader in the county before, and his roots are deep, do you think that the Zheng team is now that there is no one above him and there is no background behind him, and he still wants to make progress, can he sleep? ”

"Oh, no wonder he just found fault with such a trivial matter, he has nowhere to steam his anger! Understandable"

I said with a sigh.

At this time, I really sympathize with Zheng Duo, like him, who has no background and only relies on his own hard work, it is not easy for him to go further, in fact, it is not difficult for him to become the captain of the criminal police brigade, this position is originally a place to work and eat by ability, and generally people who do not have gold and steel diamonds dare not take this porcelain work, but it is not easy to take another step.

Although Zheng Duo is now a middle-level leader, he can only be regarded as a leader when he goes to the deputy bureau, and everything else is just work.

Generally speaking, as long as the leaders of the authorities are not too bad, they can pretend to be like that if they wear that hat, especially the deputy position, so no matter whether they are able to do the job or not, as long as there is a way, people want to jump and squeeze up, so Zheng Duo's pressure is particularly great.

"Sister Lin, Team Zheng is really not easy, it seems that those of us who don't want to be officials live an easy life, isn't it?"

Xiao Shen also sighed and said.

"Those of us who are not officials have easy places and bad places, how can we be perfect? We are small soldiers and young generals, and the officials above can take care of us and let us see our faces, no matter how unhappy we are, we can only endure it."

I said lazily.

"Sister Lin, I see that you never care about the above things except for work, and you don't take that leader in your eyes, so you live quite freely and freely, and it's good, I didn't see you swallow your anger, who made you unhappy and lost your temper, Team Zheng and Deputy Director Xiao can't do anything about you."

Xiao Shen said with a grin.

I smiled bitterly and sighed and said, "Where is it so good, people don't seek fame and fortune will ask for something else, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and I also have me and troubles."

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"Sister Lin, what are you asking for? Is there something wrong with you? Emotional problems? ”

Xiao Shen asked curiously.

"No, there is nothing in the world to disturb mehrsis people, just find trouble for yourself when you are idle!"

I quickly laughed at myself.

"Sister Lin, you are so interesting, since you are looking for something for yourself, why bother?"

Xiao Shen said with a smile.

"That's too"

I said with a smile.

When I was about to get off work, I received a call from him, looking at his phone number and thinking about the scene when I met him at the staircase in the morning, there was a trace of hesitation in my heart, to answer or not to answer?

But this is what I found for myself, and blindly avoiding it is not a way, and I must face it sooner or later.

Because Xiao Shen was on the other side, I answered the phone and said politely, "Hello"

"Where are you? Got off work? ”

He asked on the phone in a slightly hesitant tone.

"It's not time to get off work yet, I'm still in the office"

I say.

"We'll have dinner together, I'll wait for you on the side of the road in front of your unit."

He said in a tone that was not questioning.

I hesitated, looked at the direction of Xiao Shen behind the computer on the other side and said, "Okay, see you after work"

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"Sister Lin, have dinner in the evening?"

Xiao Shen asked casually.

"Oh, a friend please have dinner in the evening"

I replied.

This is usually just a normal question and answer, but at this time I was very nervous, afraid that she would ask which friend it was, but fortunately there were two computers in between, and we couldn't see each other's faces, otherwise she would have seen the uncomfortable expression on my face.

Generally speaking, criminal suspects think that they can carry it hard after committing a crime, and they can carry a bull's head on their backs and not admit it, which is an overestimation of their own psychological elements, and being a thief is a tried-and-true for the vast majority of people, not to mention the general sneakiness, that is, there are very few people who can do death and not admit after being caught.

After getting off work, he deliberately dragged on for nearly half an hour, and it was estimated that the people in the office building were almost gone before he walked out, and he looked around on the side of the road, and saw that his car was parked far away on the side of the road between our office building and the adjacent office building, this person was really careful.

I just walked to the door of the car he leaned out from the driver's seat and reached out to push the door open, I wanted to sit in the back of the car, I saw the door open next to the co-driver I got into the car, got in the car and sat down and closed the door, the door closed "bang"

My heart was shaken, and the two of them being locked up in the same small space made me nervous.

He probably sensed my nervousness, turned his head and smiled at me, and naturally reached out and pulled the seat belt to fasten it for me and asked, "Where do you want to eat?" ”

I looked out of the car and said, "Let's go to the East Lake Reservoir."