Chapter 103: My Chen
Xu Yiwen didn't listen to what I said at all, but increased the force in his hand even harder, and looked at me with red eyes: "Did you hear that?!" ”
After staring at him for a while, a fire in his chest was already burning, and he tried to break it twice without breaking away from his hand and was just about to burst out, but Zijun on the side came up, grabbed Xu Yiwen's arm, and said with an ugly face: "What are you doing Xu Yiwen?!" He Mo's injury is not healed yet, you let go of your hand! ”
"What's the matter with you?" Xu Yiwen turned his head and glanced at Li Zijun.
Since I met him, Xu Yiwen has been polite and gentle, except for being angry with Qiqi, he has never blushed with anyone, but since he went to that small town and separated from me for almost half a month, his whole aura seems to have begun to change.
I didn't notice it before, but now that I think about it, it seems that since I saw him in the hospital, his whole person feels weird.
"And whose name did she write and what does it matter to you? Who are you yelling at here? Zijun was also a little unhappy, and pulled Xu Yiwen's arm hard, trying to make him let go of my hand.
As a result, Xu Yiwen, who was already angry, seemed to be even more irritated by her words, shook his hand fiercely, threw Zijun aside and said to her: "You'd better get out of the car for me quickly." ”
"Xu Yiwen!" I stopped him.
He simply gave up breaking free from his embedding, stared at him for a while, and then spoke: "So now, you answer me first, how did the wound on my stomach come from?" Who sewed it? The command center was heavily guarded, how did you get out of there with me unconscious? You say you asked someone else, who did you ask? If what you say is true, then those people should be the group that hurt me, why did they hurt me? This knife is not light, since you are willing to let you take me away, why do you want to make up for me again? Also, these days, you have always pushed everything to Chen Wei, I can't see him, I don't know if what you said is right, okay, let's not talk about Chen Wei for now, I now hope that you can answer me in detail the previous questions one by one;! Don't make up nonsense in an ambiguous way, I want to hear the truth! ”
My questioning succeeded in quieting the car.
But to be honest, looking at Xu Yiwen, who was speechless when I asked, I felt a trace of unbearable and self-blame in my heart.
didn't wait for him to come back to his senses from his daze, I reflexively glanced at Li Zijun and beckoned, "Zijun, let's go." ”
As he spoke, he pushed Xu Yiwen away, opened the car door, and jumped out of the car.
The wound still hurts faintly.
Gritting his teeth, he watched Jun get out of the car from the other side, and asked her to go to the trunk and take out a dagger, and the two of us walked towards the car pile in front.
didn't care about Xu Yiwen in the back, I knew in my heart that he would catch up sooner or later, but at this time, I needed to calm him down for a while who didn't know what was going on.
When I walked forward for almost ten meters, I still couldn't take a step, and pulled Zijun to the side.
After looking at me twice, Zijun spoke: "Look at you, after saying so much, don't you still can't bear it?" ”
The fire has been extinguished, and my bowels are blue with regret, just now I explained that I doubted all the things I couldn't think through Xu Yiwen, he was so good to me, but I talked like that because of my temper, he must be sad to death.
Biting my lip, I glanced back: "I already regret it, but he didn't quite do it today, he suddenly got so angry, and I didn't control it for a while, hey, you said I have a bad temper"
"Alright." Zijun patted me on the back: "I'm waiting for you here, you go back and call him to go together." ”
"But," I couldn't pull my face.
"Don't be so good to you, what else can you be?" Zijun pushed me back as he spoke.
"Alright, alright." I had no choice but to respond: "Then you wait for me here, I'll call him to read together;." ”
As he spoke, he turned around and walked towards the side of the car.
All the way to the side of the car, I didn't think about how to explain what I just said to Xu Yiwen.
I didn't dare to look into the car, I knew that Xu Yiwen was staring at me, so I just didn't look away and looked at the open space on both sides of the road behind the car.
The green grass and the gentle spring breeze relaxed me a lot, but just as I was about to withdraw my eyes, I suddenly saw a person lying on the grass on the left side of the road, not far from the road.
I'm sure there wasn't anyone there until it got dark yesterday!!
Moreover, I didn't hear the sound of someone being bitten to death by a walking corpse last night, so my first reaction when I saw that figure was that I was 80% sure that it was a person.
I don't know if it's dead or alive, but after what happened to Zijun before, I guess that that person may also be a wanderer around, fainting in that place because of excessive hunger or exhaustion.
At this time, I didn't know how to say the first sentence to Xu Yiwen, so I just opened the car door and shouted to him: "Quick!" There's a guy on the side of the road! ”
Then, without waiting for him to answer, I turned around and shouted Zijun: "Zijun! Come here, there's someone!! ”
Zijun quickly heard the sound and ran over, while Xu Yiwen sat in the car for a while before getting down.
Later, when Zijun and I were about to run towards the man, he reached out and grabbed my hand.
My face froze, but I couldn't help but shake off his hand.
Zijun was very discerning, pulled out his dagger, and ran towards the man's position.
After reminding her to be careful, I cleared my throat in embarrassment and said to Xu Yiwen: "I'm sorry just now, I didn't mean to." ”
didn't answer me, Xu Yiwen thought for a long time before he spoke: "He Mo, do you know? What all people in the world today lack most is a sense of security, all day of exile with nowhere to call home, all the time facing the death of friends or family members, I have seen so many ugly faces, I feel like I am in the sea, like rotten wood floating in the storm, Kiki is attached to me, although it is companionship, but it is too ignorant, sometimes I really feel like I am going crazy reads;. Speaking of this, he paused for a while: "Until I saw you, silently, until I saw you that day, Chen Wei and my uncle, two big men, were followed by you, wearing a small red cotton jacket, I have never tried to be so excited and excited as at that moment in thirty years."
"Xu Yiwen." Having guessed what he was going to say next, I tried to stop him out loud.
"Silently, you have to listen, you can't escape." Xu Yiwen looked at me: "Probably you will feel ridiculous when I say this, but you have to believe that the sense of security I lack, the sense of security that I lack in this black world, can just be filled by you." You know what? During the time when you were seriously injured, I stared at you every day, I don't know where you met the conditions for love and companionship that I had established in my heart, and finally when you woke up and opened your eyes and called me Xu Yiwen, when you smiled at me, and after you accepted my care and showed that kind of dependence, I believed that there is really fate and magnetic field between people, you fit the one that I lacked, blended with the magnetic field that I had blank for thirty years, so you are different for me. ”
I'll admit that I don't have the ability to react well enough to the situation in front of me.
After hanging my head and escaping for a long time, I took a deep breath and looked up at Xu Yiwen: "My name is He Mo, He Mo of He Mo." ”
Xu Yiwen didn't answer.
"Why Sheng Xiaomo The reason why I know this book is just for a sentence in it, and now I am hypocritical and tell you. Xu Yiwen, if there was that person in the world, then everyone else would become a general. I don't know why, but when I said the last sentence, I unconsciously turned my head to look at the figure still lying on the ground in the distance: "And I don't want to settle." ”
"Xu Yiwen, just like you said, there is really fate and magnetic field in this world, Chen Wei fits what I lack, blends my original blank magnetic field, so for me he is different and irreplaceable."
"But he" Xu Yiwen wanted to say something.
"Yes, but he doesn't love me enough, you want to say that I'm still young, and I'm too blind to my feelings, Chen Wei is like a cloud in the sky, and I can't catch the fog in the morning. Even if he gave him a qiē, he was still cold to me, but Xu Yiwen, on the first day I met Chen Wei, I knew that he was different from ordinary people, at the beginning, maybe it was really a little girl who liked Chen Wei's taciturnity, liked his unassuming, and liked his good-looking face, but then I had already found out in the days when he disappeared that no matter what, no matter what he did, I could find ten thousand reasons to like him more. After saying this, I withdrew the hand that had been grabbed by Xu Yiwen: "Even if he is not by my side now, as long as I think of his name and his face, I feel a sense of security." Okay Xu Yiwen, what we should be thinking about now is how to live, not in this pair of gods who swear to whose love is more touching. Thank you for taking care of me, but if these can be exchanged for love, lovers all over the world can finally become married. ”
After that, I turned around and walked towards Zijun, who was already standing next to the figure.
I saw Zijun crouch in front of the man and try his snort, and then shouted at me, "Fainted!" The injury is very serious!! ”
Stepping over the railing, I secretly said sorry to Xu Yiwen in my heart, I can insist on not mentioning Chen Wei for a few months, because I understand that the most important thing we should do at present is to ensure that we can live, and these are not giving him a chance, and I deliberately said the last two sentences so seriously, except for this, I don't know how to make him die.
clenched his fists, blindly escaping is not a way at all, and things still have to be dealt with after all.
I've been cowardly and incompetent for more than twenty years, and I don't even know why I almost died.
From now on, starting from the end of Xu Yiwen's feelings for himself, I will never be the wronged person again.
Chen Wei is right, when you have enough strength, then you can keep the things you want to protect.
I'm sorry Xu Yiwen, I thank you very much, but soft-heartedness is not good for you or me.
Zijun greeted me from afar: "Silently, it's a young man, wearing a uniform that seems to be an army, but it doesn't look like it, and there are several gunshot wounds on his body, but they have all been dealt with." ”
"Are there any bites?" I asked.
"No, I checked, there was only a gunshot wound, and the reason for his fainting seems to be due to excessive blood loss."
After a pause, I glanced at Zijun: "You used to be a doctor?" ”
"My dad is a medical examiner." Zijun also looked at me: "So these common senses, even if you know them." ”
With a wave of my hand, I continued to walk forward: "When he dies, maybe you, the daughter of the forensic doctor, will be able to sharpen the gun and practice with him."
Zijun smiled: "I study music, and I don't know how to hold a scalpel." ”
Before she finished her words, my whole body seemed to have been struck by lightning, and I was stunned in place.
His eyes straightened as he looked at the man in blue uniform lying on the ground in front of him.
After a few seconds, his face and mouth trembled, and after staring at him for a long time, he barely let out a faint sound: "Chen Wei"
Zijun was very clear about what I said for the first time.
His eyes widened and he looked at Chen Wei on the ground, whose eyes were closed and covered in blood.
After my brain reacted, I ran like crazy! hugged Chen Wei who was lying on the ground, touched his face with trembling hands, and made sure it was really him, but at this moment I seemed to have lost the basic ability to recognize human faces, and my hand obviously touched Chen Wei's face, but I felt very strange, and I didn't dare to believe it at all, to confirm it, even if my heart and actions had been confirmed.
"How come, how come" I hugged Chen Wei who was already unconscious tightly, looking at the bandaged wounds scattered on his body, my heart was about to be unable to bear so many complicated feelings surging up at this time.
It is unbelievable that Chen Wei, who is high up, will be hurt like this, it is unbelievable that he will suddenly see him after a few months of parting, there are too many unbelievable things, surprise, ecstasy, distress, doubt. There were so many complicated feelings that my brain almost stopped for a few minutes.
Zijun squatted beside me and spoke for a long time: "He is Chen Wei?" ”
I pressed against Chen Wei's cold face, nodded, and just swore to be strong, but tears flowed out uncontrollably: "Well, he is Chen Wei, my Chen Wei." ”
Xu Yiwen in the distance probably noticed the action of me picking up Chen Huan, and when he walked to my side, the moment he saw Chen Huan's face clearly, he seemed to be shocked, almost dumbfounded, shook his head slightly, and took several steps back, as if he couldn't accept the picture in front of him.
If I hadn't put all my thoughts on Chen Wei at that time, I would have turned my head to look at Xu Yiwen even for a look.
Maybe it won't turn out like that