Female Supporting Counterattack: Get the Male Protagonist's Manual, Chapter 43: The Cold-Blooded Underworld Master [15]

After Huo Yiqing sent Bai Xue home, he asked Yan Wen to send food to the hospital because he accompanied Bai Xue, and only went to the hospital to see Xia Meng in person after he was busy the next afternoon. On the son-in-law

He didn't expect that the summer Meng he saw in the ward was not sitting on the bed reading a book on weekdays, but a person wearing a white shirt and a black short skirt leaning on the windowsill and looking at the lawn behind the hospital. And the hospital bed has been kept neatly, and there are no water cups or anything like that on the table, which indicates that the patients in the ward are leaving.

"What's wrong? You're not ready to move yet. Huo Yiqing frowned slightly, feeling that Xia Meng was a little willful.

Xia Meng didn't look back at him, just pressed her forehead against the window frame on the side, and looked at the people coming and going on the lawn below in a daze.

Huo Yiqing stepped forward and followed her gaze, it was a young man holding a young woman for a walk, the intimacy between them was obvious, and finally the man hugged the woman and kissed her.

Xia Meng raised her lips slightly, and her voice was very dry: "Ah Qing, I know you don't like me anymore." ”

Huo Yiqing didn't expect her to say this, and suddenly froze her body, and she could feel her sadness without looking at her.

"I don't know what to say, maybe I should laugh at the impermanence of the world." Xia Meng looked at the couples below kissing, and tears fell one by one, "The day before you disappeared, you also told me that you would always be with me, this is what you told me personally, I thought we would be together for the rest of our lives, after all, you and I are so special." ”

Huo Yiqing had never seen Xia Meng cry like this, even if there was no sound, but the tears that fell made him feel uncomfortable.

Xia Meng turned her head to look at him, her eyes were so focused: "When you weren't there, I couldn't sleep all night, but I kept telling myself that I would find you, you are so powerful, you will be fine." Yes, you came back so well, but your heart is gone, you lost your heart to the girl who accompanied you for a month, and chose to forget about me, the old person who has been with you for three years. ”

"Maybe that's how fate should be between us, even if I try so hard to keep you and try to regain your memory, but in the end it's all in vain."

"You love Miss Bai's innocence and kindness, you have forgotten what I used to be, you are as selfish and domineering as I know, but you will never give me a little love again."

"I block the gun for you, I don't regret it at all, but when I was dying, I felt sad that I would never see you again, I thought I was not afraid of anything, but I was still afraid that I would not be able to see your face, talk to you, and give you warmth."

"You used to say that you liked the cleanliness I gave you, but now you also choose someone else for warmth. I don't have anything to say that you're sorry for me, after all, feelings never matter who is sorry for anyone. ”

"You don't have to feel sorry, you don't have to feel guilty, that's never what I wanted! What I want is what you gave to others, and I have the pain of getting and losing it now, and no matter how sad I am, I have to accept this fact. ”

"Qing, you don't love me anymore."

Summer Meng's crying voice is trembling, she is facing the fact and loss that she is unwilling to face, this is what she has to face no matter how she doesn't want to face it, she can't keep this love and lover who is destined to be lost, she can only cry to say goodbye now.

Huo Yiqing didn't know why he felt sad, pitiful for her, or because he didn't know how distressed he was in his heart.

He knew that Xia Meng cared about him, and he didn't want to hurt her if he could, but the emotional thing must be for one person to live up to the other, and now he is choosing to live up to Xia Meng for Bai Xue.

She has done so much, he is not unmoved, but love is never moved.

Summer reached out to touch his face tremblingly, and the cold palm made Huo Yiqing's face stiffen. A shallow smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, tears crossed her cheeks, flashing a crystal luster in the warm sun, and she tried to make herself smile: "Ah Qing, I don't blame you, don't feel guilty, you don't feel sorry for me, I love you just for me." But Ah Qing, I'm sorry, I don't want to be a barrier between you and Miss Bai, I want to leave you, far away, you can't see me, I can't see you, time will make you forget me, and it will make me not love you. ”

Huo Yiqing buried her tearful face into his shoulder, and his voice began to be astringent: "Summer cute, I'm sorry." He should be happy for her free and easy, but he felt sorry for her, and even reluctant to let her go, he never knew that he would be so selfish, he didn't love her but wanted to occupy her sight, all of her.

Xia Meng smelled the light men's mint perfume on his body, tears crossed her chin and flowed into her collar, she said in a hoarse voice: "Ah Qing, if I don't love you in the future, please believe how much I loved you, how much I wish I died in that shot, at least you will always remember me, I don't want you to forget me, Ah Qing."

"I'm sorry, I won't forget you." Huo Yiqing reached out and touched her long hair, the warm sunlight made him feel dazzling, he didn't know if the sour eyes were cowardly, but he knew that he was reluctant. She was so special to him, how could he forget her?

Xia Meng hugged his neck with a satisfied smile, tears were still flowing, and her beautiful eyes were bloodshot: "Ah Qing, I used to want her to keep you, she was smarter than me, I thought you would fall in love with her." It's me who underestimated your heart for Miss Bai, and you care no less about her than I do, so you can refuse everyone's approach, just for her. Ah Qing, I'm sorry, I'm not the simple summer cute in your mind, I despicably want you to stay by my side, even if you love another her, at least I can be with you forever. ”

Huo Yiqing looked at her self-deprecation like this, and didn't know what to say. That sick summer Meng died for herself, this simple summer Meng is also leaving, he is not worth her to do so much.

Xia Meng stood on tiptoe and kissed the corner of his mouth gently, tears fell on his lips, with warm bitterness, she smiled so sadly and reluctantly: "Ah Qing, I'm leaving." I don't regret meeting you and falling in love with you. Goodbye, I exhausted a qiē to love someone. ”

Huo Yiqing stiffened his body and watched her take a few steps back slightly, the love in his eyes changed from reluctance to determination.

He never knew that she could be so resolute, and no matter how deep her love was, she could withdraw. But seeing her like this, even if he was reluctant in his heart, he could only be silent.

He is not entitled to keep -

t^t, a certain fish was very frustrated, and said that he wrote a handful of snot and tears? Why is 555 the nest so sensational, how can it be broken so distressed? It's so bitter. It's so cold in winter and I still catch a cold, and the first time I found out that the female man's nest also caught a cold. Love you guys! Why?

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