Kim Taeyeon leaned back and fell down naturally, lying on the soft quilt, and as soon as the hands holding the diary were loosened, they suddenly snapped and covered her face, and a hehehehe

She thought it was funny when she remembered the stupid thing she had done, and Kim Tae-yeon pulled up the quilt and rolled herself in, and began to roll back and forth on the bed.

It's so embarrassing Kim Taeyeon feels like her face is feverish, and it's ridiculous to think about it now.

After writing his phone number on a piece of paper and throwing it into Kim Haoyu's popcorn bucket, he quietly ran away without a sound, leaving him there alone...

The more Kim Taeyeon thought about it, the more she felt that she was too ridiculous at that time, and she had just agreed to watch a movie with Kim Ho-woo before and ran away in a blink of an eye, playing with him fiercely. At that time, she was so convulsive that Kim Taeyeon felt very ashamed when she thought about it.

But he was quite funny back then, how did he become such a boring person now? Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but feel a little depressed when she thought of Kim Ho-woo's boring reaction, which was often expressionless now.

She turned around and lay lazily on the bed, gently reaching over the pillow beside her, resting her chin on it, and then flipping through the diary.

As the pages of the paper passed, the memories of the past were gradually evoked, and countless of the things she remembered, forgotten, blurred, and clear, everything seemed to jump up with the words on the paper, and rose from the depths of her mind.

2005，2006，2007，2008

Kim Tae-yeon suddenly discovered that since that day, there would always be a person's name in his diary, Kim Ho-woo.

He is there when he is distressed, when he is in a bad mood, when he is sick and painful, when he is happy and happy, when he is rebellious and sneaking away, and when he is angry and quarrelling

Kim Taeyeon realized that it seemed that since the night of September 10, 2005, there was one more person in her life trajectory who had a profound impact on her. Whether it is life or work, in all kinds of small aspects, she only now realizes that the other party's figure is everywhere.

It was her beautiful and painful youth, sometimes beautiful because of a person, sometimes painful because of a person, but because of this, it is called youth...

Youth is always simple and impulsive, looking at her back then, because of the other party's crying and laughing, tossing and turning, she will no longer feel sad, but with a faint smile.

Because he was the one back then, and now he's standing by his side...

Kim Taeyeon flipped through the diary one by one, until it was 2008, when she jumped up and walked to the closet as if she remembered something.

Soon she pulled out a blue and white sweatshirt that looked a little old and seemed to have been worn many times, but it was very cleanly washed.

Kim Taeyeon propped up the clothes with a shake of her hands, and the obviously wide model didn't look like a girl at all, but she didn't care, and skillfully unzipped it and wrapped it around her body at once.

The long hem touched her knees, and Kim Taeyeon tugged her sleeves several times before her white and tender little hands poked out of the cuffs.

Kim Taeyeon took small steps, quickly ran to the side of the bed, jumped up, sat down with her back against the wall, bent her legs and tugged on her clothes, and suddenly even her legs were wrapped in clothes that were very wide for her.

After wearing this dress, Kim Taeyeon's mood seemed to become very happy, she took the phone, gently lit up the screen, and entered the address book.

Looking at the phone number marked with Pani, Kim Tae-yeon had a complicated look on her face.

On the one hand, he is his friend for many years, and on the other hand, he is the man he likes, and this kind of extremely complicated multiple-choice question makes it really difficult for Kim Taeyeon to make a choice.

She had thought she would struggle with it for a long time, but after reading the diaries, she realized something she had never cared about before.

It turns out that he is so important to himself, Kim Tae-yeon muttered.

I'm sorry Pani... Even if you hate me, hate me, in short, I won't give him to you.

With a slight drop of her fingers, the phone was dialed.

"Hello?"

"Oh, it's me, Panina, you're still busy?"

"Inside, rest now, the event will be over soon, do you have something to do with me?"

Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and rested her chin on her knees.

"Well, it's fine..."

"You say, why do you do this?"

It's still like this... Guessing her mind at once, Kim Taeyeon chuckled.

"Come back to me in a moment, I have something to say to you."

Kim Taeyeon seemed nervous, her left hand tightly gripping the corner of her clothes, crumpling it into a ball.

"It's going to be late when I go back, aren't you resting? Say no now? ”

Tiffany on the other end of the line asked, looking confused.

"Inside... I can't tell you on the phone, so you'd better come back and talk about it. ”

"I'll go back, it's estimated that it's going to be two o'clock, or tomorrow?"

"It's okay, I don't sleep, it's a very important thing..."

Kim Taeyeon's heart seems to be very entangled, her hands are constantly rubbing the hem of her clothes, and the hands holding the phone seem to be a little overforced, and the protruding joints are slightly white.

"Oh well"

Listening to Tiffany's slightly confused tone, Kim Taeyeon's heart tightened, as if she was afraid that she would regret it for a while, and then spoke again.

"It's about Kim Ho-woo."

"What did you say?"

Tiffany's suddenly raised tone stabbed Kim Tae-yeon's ears and her eyebrows furrowed slightly.

And sure enough... Kim Taeyeon secretly said in his heart, once it comes to him, will he become excited? That's not going to work, Pani... You're going to sink deeper and deeper, just like you were at the beginning...

Kim Taeyeon gritted her teeth, and then said, "Haven't you always wanted to know who he likes?" I'll tell you when you get back..."

"True or false?! You got it? ”

Tiffany's voice was so loud that Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but take the phone away from her ear.

"Okay, shoot well, and I'll talk about it when you come back."

"No, how can this be! You tell me now! Tiffany's tone grew sharper.

"It's all said and it's inconvenient to say it! Okay, that's it, hang up. ”

After Kim Taeyeon finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly, tossed the phone aside, and let it buzz and vibrate again.

It's finally time for this...

Kim Tae-yeon folded her knees with her hands on her knees, and her face was pillowed on her sideways.

Give me the strength you did before... Please

Kim Taeyeon clutched the clothes on her body tightly, eager to shrink her whole body into it.

This... You're not going to let me down, are you?

Kim Taeyeon's eyes were slightly distracted as she looked at a photo in the open diary at the bedside, as if she remembered something...