Chapter 170: Breakup, Ambiguous Thoughts
"Princess, please!" Although Hong Zhan had long felt her special eyes, he didn't expect her to say this.
The man was stunned for a moment, and then made a gesture of invitation towards Chu Yansha, Chu Yansha pursed his lips and smiled, and then nodded towards Chu Lin and Su Shiyuan, signaling them not to worry.
Chu Lin walked into the palace with Su Shiyuan's shoulder, but Xian'er still stood there and didn't move, biting her lip and looking at Hong Zhan.
"This girl, our Royal Highness the Princess wants to talk to Lord Hong, you better avoid it first." Chu Yansha looked at Hong Zhan, but did not speak.
Just when the atmosphere was very embarrassing, a palace maid beside Chu Yansha said to Xian'er in a very soft voice.
Xian'er clenched her fists, and her heart was a little complicated. Hong Zhan nodded at her as if he had seen through her thoughts.
Xian'er lowered her head slightly, and then quickly ran into the palace from here.
"I can tell you care about her." Chu Yansha had just been looking at the two of them, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, but when Hong Zhan really looked at him, he just suppressed that feeling.
Just after Xian'er left here, Chu Yansha's palace maid then retreated. At this time, there were only the two of them left, Hong Zhan breathed a sigh of relief and nodded.
"Princess." Almost everyone in Chu knew about what happened back then, and Hong Zhan knew that she was willing to marry her at that time, but she was delayed by later events.
He never thought that she would never marry, and every time he saw her, he would feel infinite guilt in his heart.
Hong Zhan wanted to speak and stopped, as if he had a lot to say, but when it came to his mouth, he didn't know where to start.
"We've known each other for so many years, and I've always had a question I want to ask you." There was a beautiful smile on the corner of Chu Yansha's lips, but the mist was constantly rolling in the watery eyes, and I felt pity!
Hong Zhan was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and looked up at her. "Yansha, let's talk."
Hearing him call himself like this, Chu Yansha felt as if he had returned to the past, and his heart was even more surging.
"Now that we've all grown up, everything has changed. If there hadn't been so many changes, would you marry me? Chu Yansha was already choked up when he said this, Hong Zhan clenched his fists, and his Adam's apple rolled.
Time passed minute by minute, but the man still didn't make a sound, Chu Yansha breathed a long sigh of relief, and seemed to have an answer in his heart.
"I see." Chu Yansha's voice was not loud, but when he heard it in Hong Zhan's ears, he felt that it shook his eardrums.
"Yes, if nothing changes I'll marry you." Hong Zhan raised his bright eyes and looked directly at her, Chu Yansha stretched out his white and tender jade fingers to wipe the tears on his cheeks, and suddenly felt suddenly enlightened, and even his heart was much brighter.
The events of that year delayed too many people, Hong Xian's identity was very embarrassing, although he was Chu Lin's entourage, but he had the identity of a little prince, no one dared to mess with him, but he was willing to stay by his side all the time.
"Thank you for your candour, it's enough to have your words today. I don't know why you avoided me before, but I'm happy now. Chu Yansha smiled and looked up at the sky, it was so good that there were no clouds, and it was as sunny as her mood.
"Yansha, I'm sorry." Hong Zhan knew that she was a smart person, and she had already seen Xian'er's actions and eyes just now, and she must have understood everything.
"You must treat her well in the future, I think she really likes you, she is a real girl." Chu Yansha choked up, his eyes widened so that tears did not fall.
"I will." Hong Zhan said in a hoarse voice, feeling very uncomfortable.
Although her father was ashamed of him, he owed her too much for so many years. What kind of love can make a woman never marry, Hong Zhan knows very well in his heart.
"I'll go in first." The moment he turned around, Chu Yansha's tearful eyes rubbed, and tears instantly blurred his vision.
She has always been a strong person, there is really no perfect thing in the world, she has no shortage of noble identity and beauty, but she is destined to be alone.
Hong Zhan stood there and turned around, with too many indescribable feelings in his eyes.
"Princess, are you alright?" Chu Yansha's personal palace maid stood in the palace and instantly saw her figure, and knew that something must be wrong when she looked at her pale face, so she hurriedly trotted over to help her.
"I'm fine, don't worry. It's just that I'm too excited today, so let's go in. Chu Yansha took out a handkerchief from his arms and wiped the undried tears on his cheeks, and walked towards the front hall with slow steps.
"Sister, it's cold outside, go in and drink some hot tea to warm up." Su Shiyuan and Chu Lin looked at the table full of delicacies, but they didn't have any appetite at all, and they didn't know how they were chatting.
In fact, what Chu Yansha wanted to say today Chu Lin understood in his heart that after all, they were all a family, and many potential tacit understandings were also very scary.
Su Shiyuan sat at the dining table next to Chu Lin with her hands on her cheeks, and after hearing someone outside the door asking Chu Yansha for peace, she quickly got up from the chair and walked to her, pulling her to sit at the table together. Su Shiyuan poured her a cup of tea with her own hands, Chu Yansha pursed her lips and smiled, bowed her head and took a sip.
"Why haven't you eaten!" Chu Yansha kept holding the teacup in her hand, afraid that the two of them would be worried when they saw that she had cried, so she kept her head slightly down.
Chu Lin glanced at Su Shiyuan, and then quickly picked up a piece of cherry meat with chopsticks and sent it to the bowl in front of Chu Yansha.
"We're waiting for my sister, let's eat." Chu Lin smiled, and Chu Yansha also smiled.
"I've heard about this war, and it's a great event! However, the father was a little puzzled this time. Chu Yansha ate the dishes that Chu Lin had served, but as he spoke, he found that there were more dishes in the bowl, and when he looked up, he saw that Su Shiyuan was still sandwiching.
Although she was not in a good mood at this time, she still endured a little bit of it and ate again.
Su Shiyuan looked at her pale face and felt ten in her heart
The pale face was very uncomfortable, and I don't know why, as if she had taken something from her. She was really angry with Xian'er just now, Hong Zhan has never been a person who is left and right, why does she want to be like this.
"I haven't entered the palace yet, does my father think that I should continue to attack the Qin State until I take the capital." Chu Lin guessed in his heart, and when he saw Chu Yansha's face change, he already knew that what he had guessed was not false.
"This time the booty is quite rich, the emperor of Qin in order to show his benevolence and generosity, buy people's hearts, this time personally go to rhyme grain and grass, we have fought a fierce battle, but in the end he escaped. However, his soldiers and grain and grass have already belonged to us, and the imperial sister may have guessed that Yuan'er is indeed with me this time. The weather was getting colder, and I was in a bit of a hurry to get her back. Chu Lin didn't dare to hide it, and told all the truth.
Chu Yansha had known about this for a long time, but when this came out of his brother's mouth, he felt good in his heart.
"My brother has the most eyes." Chu Yansha smiled, raised his hand and took a sip of the teacup.
"But I have already given the order, and the soldiers will continue to march forward at noon today." Chu Lin laughed when he heard this, and then added to Chu Yansha.
"This is very good, now that the strength of the Qin State is weak, I believe that there is no other hidden danger in the attack at this time, so you can rest assured to accompany Shiyuan in the mansion." Chu Yansha had put down her chopsticks as she spoke, and Su Shiyuan's eyes had been staring at her, and she didn't feel good looking at her looking so concerned about herself.
"Sister, don't worry." Chu Lin responded, then looked at Su Shiyuan, and found that her eyes had been glued to her sister's body, and she already understood in her heart what she was thinking.
"I'll go back first, you guys have a good rest first, I won't say anything about Shiyuan, you can rest assured." But in the future, you must pay attention, don't move the fetal gas, you are not a child, you can't be so willful. Although Chu Yansha was not in a very good mood just now because of Hong Zhan's matter, he didn't forget to tell the two of them when he got up.
It's really thrilling to think about, not long ago I was at war with the people of Qin, and Shiyuan was pregnant and followed her, which was really sweating. But it's no wonder that this newlywed couple is not so glue-like. She believed that her brother's love for her was even more important than her own life.
Chu Yansha thought of this, and his heart gushed out with endless sourness, but he didn't know that this low love had completely fallen into the eyes of the two.
"Don't send it, you guys rest, let's meet again in the palace." As soon as Chu Yansha turned around to leave, he saw Chu Lin and Su Shiyuan get up from the chair to see him off, and then stopped the two.
She had always been strong, and now she didn't want them to see her burst into tears. Shiyuan is still pregnant, and her younger brother is busy with the war, so they can't be distracted. Chu Yansha secretly persuaded himself, trying his best to adjust his low feelings.
After so many years of affection, I finally have a result today, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad. A person has taken root in his heart for so many years, but he falls in love with someone else.
She knew very well in her heart that Hong Zhan had never loved herself before, but his feelings were blank at that time, maybe he would fall in love with him one day in the relationship after marriage, but in the past it was an afterthought, and now it is an empty word.
"Brother, my sister has a reluctant request." Chu Yansha was about to step out of the threshold when he suddenly turned around and looked at Chu Lin, Su Shiyuan really couldn't guess what she was thinking this time, Shui Ling's eyes rolled, and she listened.
"Sister, please speak." Chu Lin and Su Shiyuan were also puzzled, but they suddenly had an ominous premonition in their hearts.
"Take me with you next time, I want to fight side by side with you." Chu Yansha felt as if he had made a decision, but he said it very indifferently.
Chu Lin and Su Shiyuan glanced at each other, and the two of them were suddenly shocked!
"Sister, you have always been cheerful and reasonable, don't think about it." Su Shiyuan blurted out almost without thinking about it, and when the words fell, Chu Yansha couldn't help but admire her wisdom.
She really doesn't want to get married, it's better to help her brother, no matter life or death, in the end it is a different kind of relief.
"No, now is the time when there is a shortage of manpower, and I want to do my best." Chu Yansha's eyes were a little evasive, although she was born in the royal family, she had never been willful when she grew so big, she knew in her heart that this was the first time she was so willful.
Since she was a child, her father and mother have already doted on her, not only teaching her female workers and piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but also asking the master to teach her martial arts strategies one by one.
"Sister, and me, it won't be long before this storm will pass, and the weather is getting colder and colder, so you better not go." Chu Linyang begged, Chu Yansha nodded, turned around and walked out of the front hall. It seems that she really needs to be quiet, and if she continues like this, it will not be good for anyone, and it may also be a pressure on Hong Zhan.
Su Shiyuan and Chu Lin followed behind her with light steps until they watched her walk out of the palace and get into the carriage.
"Xian'er?" There was some wind outside, and the cold wind was not pleasant, Chu Lin rubbed her shoulders twice, and when the two were about to turn around and return to the palace, they saw Xian'er standing at the door looking at the two.
"County Lord, do you think it's time for me to quit." Xian'er stood there and didn't move, a gust of cold wind blew into her neck, and Su Shiyuan couldn't help but shiver.
The weather suddenly became cold, and it was really unbearable for her. The climate of Chu and Qin is about the same, and I don't know why it has been so cold so suddenly recently, which can be regarded as a once-in-a-many years.
Because they had just eaten in the front hall, they were in a hurry because they were worried about Chu Yansha, and Su Shiyuan and Chu Lin did not put on thick coats, which was indeed a little unbearable at this time.
"If you have anything to say, it's cold outside." Chu Lin felt that she was already cold, and was about to walk back holding Su Shiyuan's shoulder, but Xian'er blocked there and didn't move.
"Xian'er, you're thinking too much." Su Shiyuan was a little surprised by her actions, and at this time, the cold wind blew her cheeks and felt pain, but she still stopped
Still stopped.
Xian'er suddenly cried out and grabbed Su Shiyuan's cold fingertips.
"County Lord, the princess and Hong Zhan were together just now, you are from here, you know what that look represents. She is the princess of Chu State, she is supreme and noble, as long as she goes back to tell the emperor, it will be a wish. ”
Su Shiyuan's eyebrows furrowed, she never expected her to say such a thing.
"Yes, I know that the imperial sister likes Hong Zhan, and I can see it all." Su Shiyuan did not deny that she had been worried about how to comfort Chu Yansha, but Hong Zhan felt very uncomfortable because she rejected her. When she heard that she wanted to go to the battlefield with Chu Lin to kill the enemy, her heart was in turmoil.
She didn't know what would happen to Chu Yansha on the way back, but now it was useless for her to say anything. She thought that time would fade a little, but her feelings for Hong Zhan were not a day or two, she had not married for him for so many years, and many things seemed to be difficult to solve.
"County Lord, you think so." The fairy stopped talking, tears rolling down.
"Come into the house and talk about it." Chu Lin's words fell, Xian'er wiped her tears and nodded, and then followed the two into the front hall.
As soon as the two of them entered the house, they saw the food on the table and were in a very bad mood, and their sister was obviously in a bad mood and helped them prepare these, but she was in a bad mood and ate with them with tears.
"County Lord, I'm so confused and uncomfortable." After entering the house, Xian'er's cheeks were a little red, maybe she was frozen outside just now.
"Then the princess is in an even worse mood." In the past, Xian'er was obedient and well-behaved, but today I don't know what's wrong, Su Shiyuan lowered her eyes and said to her.
The words fell, Xian'er had no bottom in her heart, the county lord loved her the most, why didn't she persuade her to give her ideas today?
"She wants the wind to be windy and rainy, why is she in a bad mood?" Xian'er said very extremely, and her tone was full of rejection.
When Xian'er's words fell, Chu Lin was obviously unhappy. Although he was not happy, he did not come out. Xian'er had just lost her father, and it was normal for her to be in a bad mood.
"Have you asked Hong Zhan, what happened?" Chu Lin looked at her and asked, if Hong Zhan agreed to marry her, how could she be so depressed? Everyone knew the answer in their hearts, why she didn't understand.
"I confronted him, and he said I was unreasonable." Xian'er cried again when she said that she was sad.
"Back then, the emperor wanted to marry Hong Zhan and the princess, and they were considered to have a marriage contract. If she is really the person you said, how can you and Hong Zhan be today, she watched you together, but she never said anything. Su Shiyuan told her eloquently, whether she helped her relatives or not, she felt a little unreasonable after listening to Xian'er's words.
"What?" Could it be that she is the superfluous person? Xian'er's heart was half cold, and her mood still did not improve.
"The truth of the matter is like this, she has long known about Hong Zhan and you, but she has not said it for a long time. You can know what kind of person she is, she has never wanted to hurt people. No matter when or what happens, let's not use such a vision to exclude our own people, it really hurts. Su Shiyuan sat on the chair and looked at her, clearly feeling Xian'er's unconvinced.
"If you have anything to say, you can say it directly, it's all your own family." Su Shiyuan saw that her face was not good-looking, and knew that she must have something in her heart to say.
She has always treated her like her own sister, and she has become accustomed to saying whatever she wants. She thought that she was a family and would not be angry when she said anything, but she was wrong.
"Hehe, my own family, my own people. County Lord, how stupid I am, you and Princess Yansha are relatives, I actually complained to you. Xian'er said in a light tone, and her eyebrows and eyes were full of displeasure.
"You should know how I've treated you for so long, it seems that you never treated me as your own." Su Shiyuan was also half cold, she has always cherished friendship, why did she fall to such a point today.
"I really want to treat you as my own, but I don't feel the warmth of family affection now. County Lord, I love Hong Zhan so much, I don't want to lose him, if that's the case, please help me, help me beg the emperor. Xian'er suddenly knelt on the ground, Su Shiyuan felt that she was a little unreasonable, why was she so irrational?
"Princess Yansha is not as strong and arrogant as you think, she has made a retreat, and the person Hong Zhan chooses is you." Su Shiyuan breathed a long sigh of relief, and the fairy who was kneeling on the ground was stunned.