Chapter 37: A Kiss to Love
Time is flowing quietly, and only the breeze that keeps brushing the ends of your hair makes you realize that the world seems to be still moving.
"What the hell?"
Kim Taeyeon asked again after a while.
Jin Haoyu just snorted with his nose and didn't speak, still silently pressing his face against the top of her head.
"Nasty! I'm about to be suffocated by you! ”
Kim Taeyeon reached out and pushed him and broke free from his arms.
She reached out and stroked the hair on the top of her head that was messed up by him, raised her head and pouted and looked at Jin Haoyu dissatisfied.
How can there be such a person, suddenly call someone over and hug him without saying a word, it's really annoying...
After Kim Taeyeon muttered a sentence in her heart, she looked up at Kim Ho-woo's slightly haggard eyes, rolled her eyes and said, "Why are you suddenly like this, it's scary." ”
She just said this, but there was no disgust or disgust on her face.
Jin Haoyu was silent, gently took her weak and boneless little hand, and walked towards the edge of the rooftop.
"When did you become so unpleasant?"
Kim Taeyeon let him pull him forward slowly, but her heart became more and more uncalm, the hug just now came too suddenly, so that she didn't feel anything real, but after the two separated, an inexplicable feeling suddenly came to her heart.
It was a kind of expectation, but it was still a little timid, it was a wisp of excitement, but it was still a little absurd, it was a trace of excitement, but it was mixed with bursts of sourness, and the feeling of the mixed taste made her not know whether it was happy or timid.
Before she could react, the two came to the edge of the rooftop.
Jin Haoyu held her hand and looked at the other party's extremely familiar face, looked at the slightly confused expression on that beautiful face, and watched her hair gently ripple in the breeze, Jin Haoyu said slowly.
"Do you remember being at CJ a few months ago..."
"Well, I froze to death."
Kim Taeyeon seemed to think of that cold winter day, the moment when she was warmed by the encouragement of the other party, her eyebrows trembled slightly, she grinned, and the corners of her curved mouth gradually pulled out a bright and bright smile, and the bright smile looked particularly beautiful against the backdrop of the sunset, which made Kim Haoyu feel that her eyes lit up, as if the orange sunset behind her was much darker.
Jin Haoyu stretched out his hands to hold the other party's soft, looked at each other fixedly, and said in a serious tone: "Now, it's your turn to give me courage." ”
Kim Taeyeon looked at his eyes full of hesitation and hesitation, as if something was shaking his faith, making him waver and gnaw at his heart.
"What scares you so much?"
Kim Taeyeon didn't know the reason for the other party's abnormality, so she had to ask.
Jin Haoyu took a deep breath and opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word after talking for a long time.
After a while, he sighed dejectedly, let go of his hands, turned around the other party, lay on the railing, lowered his head, and said lightly: "I'm sorry..."
As soon as he finished saying this, he suddenly felt a tightness on his waist, and a pair of slender arms surrounded him, and his hands were tightly pressed against his abdomen.
Jin Haoyu silently felt the petite body that suddenly came to his back, and a faint feeling of warmth gradually came from the place of contact, and the slightest fragrance penetrated into his nostrils.
He didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing the warmth of this moment, and the repeated burning sensation came from the palm of his abdomen, through his clothes, straight to his heart, warming his gradually cold heart.
He was at a loss, he felt guilty, he knew that he was not wholeheartedly in love with the woman behind him who had always been in love with him, so he would be like this, repeatedly missing the most perfect opportunity, turning into a despicable coward, turning his back on his face and running away silently.
He suddenly felt a little scared, afraid of losing her, and even more afraid of having her, because he didn't know if he could give her the happiness she expected.
He knew that he was not a good man, he knew that he was emotionally hesitant, procrastinating, and timid, and he knew that it was not right, so he didn't dare to explain everything to the person behind him.
However, he knew her, just as she knew him, so at this moment, she made a move, she took the initiative to hug her, just like the moth that pounced on the flames, knowing that it might endanger herself, knowing that it might be covered in bruises, she still hugged the warmth she had longed for without hesitation.
Yes, she also understands that there must be something wrong with the other party, she understands that the other party must be abnormal, but so what, so what, for her, this situation is already an existence that she couldn't imagine in the past.
She knew that now was the best chance, and she knew that she had to try to catch the other party, because she knew that she still had too many competitors, not to mention the existence that she didn't know who it was, and the gesture of her best friend alone made her feel like she was on her back.
She knows how low a man's resistance to temptation is, especially the man in front of him who has a sense of responsibility even though he can't make a choice, once he gets entangled with him, he will never be the one who lets go first.
She didn't speak, because she knew that she didn't need any words at this time, and she trusted that the other party would understand her mind, just as the other party had silently hugged her before, and she knew what the other party needed for her.
"Is that okay?"
Jin Haoyu finally couldn't help but speak, his voice was low and calm, and it was not his heart that struggled at this moment.
"Yes, yes."
"Why..."
"Because it's you, you're you, it's as simple as that."
Jin Haoyu turned around slowly, looked down at the girl who still didn't let go, and hugged his girl tightly with his slender and small arms.
Looking at the other party's undisguised, pure and sincere eyes that looked at him, Jin Haoyu's heart skipped a heavy beat, as if something had been broken.
He raised his palm slightly, dragged the back of the opponent's head with one hand, wrapped the other hand around the other's waist, closed his eyes, and slowly lowered his head.
Lips are closed, lips are parted.
This moment seems to be instantaneous, and it seems to be eternal.
Jin Haoyu didn't feel anything else, he only felt cool, soft and greasy, it seemed to be the dew on the flowers under the rising sun, and it was like a pleasant spring under the scorching sun.
After the coldness, it was infinite warmth, it was the endless tenderness that made him indulge, it was the ethereal holy realm that he didn't want to think about.
Instant is eternity, he doesn't know why he just tastes it, he doesn't understand why he doesn't covet the beauty in it, he just thinks it should be like this, that's all.
The moment he opened his eyes, the first thing that caught his eye was the long eyelashes that seemed to be trembling because of nervousness and fear, and then a pair of clear light brown pupils jumped into front of his eyes, and he seemed to feel infinite depth and calm, which made him unable to extricate himself from it.
When both of them gradually came back to their senses, Jin Haoyu's lips trembled slightly, and he slowly spoke.
"I...."
Suddenly, a clear and piercing squeak sounded, and the two of them quickly let go of each other and turned their heads to look at the rooftop gate
PS: It's late for the update, I'm really sorry, I hope everyone can enjoy this chapter.