Chapter 172: Love Is a Lonely Lie (8)
"You still know"
Mu Yuanfeng moved his lips, and his voice was dry and astringent.
"Far Wind...... How are you feeling right now? ”
Mu Yuanfeng raised the corners of his lips, "It feels good." ”
Yi Xiaoshi pulled a stool and sat on the edge of the bed, the two stared at each other, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
After a long time, Yi Xiaoshi said thoughtfully, "You...... How could he have anything to do with Qin Mobai? ”
This topic seems to have become the only topic that can be talked about without being sad.
Mu Yuanfeng was silent for a while, but did not answer her question, only said, "Don't say anything more about the past, in short, I am lucky to have survived, and I have survived to the present." As for Qin Mobai...... He and I may be friends."
The relationship between him and Qin Mobai is too complicated, even if he has hated and resented it, until now, he is more grateful.
If it weren't for Qin Mobai, it would be impossible for him to see Yi Xiaoshi's side before he died.
Mu Yuanfeng's evasion made Yi Xiaoshi not know what to say for a while.
Mu Yuanfeng looked at her bowing her head and was silent, thinking that she couldn't get a definite answer and was angry, "Shishi, don't be angry. ”
Yi Xiaoshi shook her head, "I didn't, I just felt a little sad." You've been with me a long time ago, but I never knew it. "Biting his lip" It is said that men and women with good hearts can recognize each other at a glance no matter what they become into each other, but you have been by my side for several years, but I have never recognized you......"
Between them, they are only close to confessing to lovers.
She thought she loved him enough, but she didn't recognize him when he came to her.
"It's going to be hard to see me dangling in front of you every day, how could I not recognize you......" She couldn't imagine what kind of mood he was in to face her every day.
"No, Shishi, don't blame yourself, the truth is the opposite, I feel very happy and happy when I look at you every day." He looked at his mutilated right hand and said slowly, "You don't recognize me, it's normal, it's because I've changed too much." It was a miracle that I survived the fire, which caused me extensive burns, and the skin grafting surgery that was almost all over my body changed the appearance of my facial features. And ......"
He paused suddenly, his left hand gradually tightened, and the eyes staring at his right hand also raised, looking directly at Yi Xiaoshi, and said word by word, "I will be so obsessed with you, it is no longer because of the simple love back then." Remember what I said in the hospital? I like you, but I never intended to sue you. For you, I may have really loved you when I was young, but after that disaster, you were just a thought that supported me to survive. My love has always been a lonely lie, I am an orphan, no one can miss me except you, all along, I am just using you to find courage, using you to support yourself to survive bravely, so you don't need to be sad, let alone blame yourself. ”
Yi Xiaoshi was stunned when she heard it.
Mu Yuanfeng's expression was very serious and honest, and his eyes were no longer as bright and pure as the sun when he was young.
The deep pupils, like the meaning behind the Imperial Moon Organization, represent darkness, coldness and death.
At this moment, he was so calm, calm as if he had died.
Yi Xiaoshi stared at him for a long time in a daze, and suddenly shook her head.
Mu Yuanfeng thought that she would be angry, angry and questioned, but she just shook her head and smiled bitterly.
"Far Wind, you know? You're still so incomforting. ”
This time, Mu Yuanfeng was puzzled.
"You say that just to free me from self-blame, don't you? For the sake of my efforts to survive, for me to muster up the courage to accept a qiē pain and suffering, in the end, you add the word 'utilization' to this qiē for me, you are really stupid"
As she spoke, Yi Xiaoshi's tears rolled down uncontrollably.
Mu Yuanfeng was still very calm and calm, but when he saw her suddenly crying, he suddenly panicked, "Shishi, don't cry, okay?" ”
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