But today, I often find that I can't control my emotions, even if I keep telling myself that I must be patient with failure, I must be gentle with him, and I can't be cruel to her no matter what kind of things I do. With his own tenderness, he kept telling her that he was serious, sincere, and loving to her.

The sentence "I ......" instantly made Mu Qing a little dumbfounded. Mu Qing was surprised to find that she didn't know how to defend herself. He didn't want to hurt the man in front of him, but no matter when he said he would hurt him, there was no way to avoid it.

Unless she could accept him, the anger on Jon's face might dissipate. But she couldn't do such a deceptive act. You're going to make him speak softly, and I'm afraid it's a real disservice to Jon. Because she did try, there really wasn't a way for her to fall in love with Jon.

"I just want to tell you that coffee, although the coffee still tastes the same, it's just that due to the nature of my current job, I don't drink much coffee every day."

"Then you're rejecting me, tell me, you don't need me to make you coffee anymore?" Jon's words were sharp. There was also an invisible pressure on the discount, as if to warn him not to say something that would make her unhappy. She could tolerate her arrogance and condone his misdeeds, but he couldn't bear her to leave him.

Mu Qing was stunned for a few seconds, then raised her head and looked at Jon fearlessly. "Joe, you're so busy with your work, and I'm completely different from me, and I don't think you need to make this cup of coffee for anyone else."

"No matter how busy you are, I can make time for you to make a cup of coffee." In fact, think about it, when he started his business, no matter how busy you were, as long as Mu Qing asked for it, he would definitely do it for her.

It's just that later on, habit stopped asking for it, so he didn't do it for him anymore. But that doesn't mean he can't put down his work for her.

Power is important to him, but he never thought about it, he wants power, not her.

"But I don't want to delay you." What Mu Qing actually wanted to say was that she didn't want to force him to do something because of her request. Connivance and restraint, that can never become love. And she actually knew for a long time that she and him were not as simple as making coffee. Even if he really let go of what he was doing and made a cup of coffee for her every day, her heart would not be moved by coffee

After all, what Jon did to her had long since gone beyond making coffee. If there could be love, she thought she would have fallen in love a long time ago. Because there can be no love, rejection is inevitable.

Speaking of which, Mu Qing didn't want to procrastinate like this anymore, even if Jon would be furious because of this, what should be said, at this moment, she would also say it.

"Joe, you know, over the years, I've tried, but there's no way, there's no way. Before returning to China, I talked to you, and you also said that you are willing to give me freedom to find what I want. And now, gradually, I am beginning to understand what I want, but why are you so persistent and not letting go? ”

"I will never forget your kindness, but you also know that I have never been a person who can deceive myself. I won't use a favor to repay your love, and I won't reluctantly let you and me be together because of guilt. It's not fair to you or to me. Although love is just a beginner for me, I also want to take it seriously. ”

"For so many years, you have never forced me to do so, and you have cared for me in every way. I know that's because you also want me to be able to trade equal love for your sincerity. However, I tried, and I really couldn't do it. I'm sure you don't want a gift that isn't love! ”

Mu Qing took a breath and happily expressed what she was thinking. I've always been a straightforward person. However, in the face of Jon, she dragged on again and again. In fact, at the beginning, she was still very decisive. It's just that Jon doesn't accept her rejection at all, and every time he doesn't say what she says seriously.

only thinks that she ignores his love for her because she doesn't understand love. As soon as the two insisted, it was precisely for this reason that she made up her mind to return to China this time and leave his protection far away. Because in this way, the constant relationship between the two will end.

But he didn't expect that even if she escaped far away, there was still no way to get out of his control.

Or rather, no matter how far she escaped, as long as Jon didn't let go, the two of them would never have an end day.

"Are you sure now that person will be able to give you everything you want?" Jon gritted his teeth as he said this. You keep reminding yourself that you can't be angry, that you can't show your pettiness and jealousy in front of her. However, there was still no way to dissipate that sullen breath.

Mu Qing looked at Jon with surprise written on her face.

Jon rarely speaks to him in this tone, no matter how ruthless he is outside, but when facing him, it is all bottomless connivance. On weekdays, you won't say a word of reproach to him. As long as it is what she wants to do, what she wants to fulfill, he will help her, except in the matter of his feelings, no matter how he is used to persuasion, Jon still persistently refuses to let go.

"Jack was a real surprise to me. I never thought I'd be involved in a relationship with him. I don't deny it, I don't hate him, I like him a little bit. I don't know if it's love or not, but I want to try it. Didn't you say that only after I really tried it could I understand what true love was? But why do you have to trouble him? Do you want to embarrass me? Won't even let yourself go? ”

The strange tone also brought three points of anger. She felt that her mind was really messed up at the moment, and she didn't want to continue to entangle. So the words that came out were a bit of a crack. He didn't even care if those words would hurt Jon, she knew best that she wanted to express her true feelings to Jon about everything she really felt.

But obviously, it is impossible not to anger Jon in such words. Those sharp eyes added a bit of coldness. "Are you saying I'm embarrassing you about the incident?"

Hearing this, Jon really felt very uncomfortable. He may be sorry for all the people in the world, but he doesn't feel sorry for Mu Qing. When she said such things to Mu Qing, it really hit her hard.

Such an impact is tantamount to telling Jon that everything he has done is wrong and useless, and that people don't care about it at all.

Jon's return to work also made Mu Qing realize that he was a little too excited. In fact, this matter has just begun, how can it not happen yet. She said this to prevent something that shouldn't have happened, something that shouldn't have been done. Neither Jon nor Jack wanted either of them to be harmed.

Mu Qing calmed the excitement in her heart, looked at Jon, and spoke calmly again.

"Joe, I didn't mean that. I know you're not doing anything to hurt me and him right now, but I can see that you don't approve of me being with him. I can't predict how you'll react, but I don't want you to have any involvement in this. ”

"Although I can't be sure if my love for Jack is really love. But since I have decided to try, I will try with my sincerity, if one day, I still can't fall in love with him, I will break up with him peacefully, but this does not mean that I will return to you again, I once said, I have worked hard for you, although I have not experienced love, but I understand that I can never have any feelings for you. ”

"But if one day, I really fall in love with him, I hope you can give us a sincere blessing. I also hope that you can completely let go and find your true love. ”

Mu Qing expressed all her feelings, and told Jon very clearly that no matter what, it was impossible for him and her to be together. This is actually a lot of things that he has been saying before, but Jon never took it to heart. Because at that time, there was no one else around me.

Or rather, there was no one in Mu Qing's eyes who could interest him.

Now, but when Mu Qing said this, Jon felt a sense of lost horror, because the girl he had been caring for seemed to be taken over by someone else now. It felt like something you loved was about to be taken away by someone else. He's a competitive guy and he never has the feeling of failure.

For what belongs to him, he will never allow anyone to snatch it. Even if you want to exchange her sincerity, she is willing to do it.

Jon was silent for a long time, as if to sort out his emotions, or what he was going to do next. And Mu Qing, who was on the other side, was also nervous in his heart at the moment, and couldn't guess what Jon would say next?

But he sat quietly, waiting for Jon to sort out all his emotions. He hopes that Jon can see all the truth, and be able to let go, just let go, for everyone, it is liberating. Only by letting go can true happiness knock on their door.

But can Jon really let go so easily?

Mu Qing, his heart was pounding, he had never doubted that Jon was good to him, but she still knew Jon's character very well. He has always been in a high position, he has never admitted defeat, how can he let go easily when facing feelings?

"You're still not sure if you're really in love with him?" After a long silence, Jon finally asked the question in his heart.

Faced with this question, Habit never thought of deceiving Jon, and nodded seriously. "I actually have a good impression of Jack, but I still can't be sure if it's love, or there's a little bit of love between us, if the two live together, there is no way to be harmonious, I think in the end we are, there is no way to be together."

Just like his parents in the past, before marriage, the man was like glue and paint, and the relationship was very good. But after getting married, they found that they had no way to adapt to each other's lives, and in the end, the relationship between the two was even stranger than that of strangers.

He didn't want her future husband to be like that, and she would rather not have a marriage like her own if her marriage was like her own parents.