Without waiting for Aunt Chen to answer, I hurried up. As soon as the bedroom door was pushed, I saw the person asleep on the bed, "Qin Zelun, are you okay?" ”

In desperation, it was his name that blurted out.

He didn't answer, and I heard him breathing heavily, and walked over to probe his forehead.

"Why is it so hot?"

I exclaimed, and hurried to find alcohol and medical swabs to reduce the fever.

Lifting the quilt, Qin Zelun was still wearing this morning's clothes, neat and meticulous.

My eyes were red as I unbuttoned them.

Qin Zelun has always been in good health, if it wasn't raining yesterday, how could he have a fever?

But why did he get drenched in the rain, the only possibility was that Lan Feixue made him mess up, and he couldn't even take care of his body.

It turned out that that woman had such a big weight in his heart, and when I thought of this, my heart was like countless needles pierced in it.

Thinking of so many years, every day of his birthday, I would prepare it at home early, no matter whether he came back or not, I would let Aunt Chen prepare a sumptuous dinner, his favorite food.

At that time, it was very popular to eat cakes, I don't know if Qin Zelun likes it or not, but I still went to the Internet to check the method and make cakes for him personally.

I remember that every time he came home from a business trip, many times it was in the middle of the night.

I refused to go upstairs to sleep, so I took a small blanket and put it over my body, and sat on the sofa and waited for him to come back.

I'm going to let him go home and the first person he sees is me.

Later, he said not to wait in the future, and reprimanded Aunt Chen, so I didn't wait for him in the living room.

However, I couldn't sleep alone in the room, and I listened to the movement outside with my eyes open, and heard the sound of him coming back, so I fell asleep peacefully.

These bits and pieces are pouring into my mind like a tide at this moment.

I rubbed alcohol gently on him, his body temperature was high, his chest was heaving, and his breathing was unsteady.

"Now, I can finally take a good look at you."

My eyes were filled with tears, and my hands gently caressed his angular face.

"I wish you could spend a little more time with me. Before, you asked me if I wanted to find my biological parents. I nodded, but that's not what I was thinking at all. I have never taken out the brooch that Dean Hao gave me, for me, you are my future, my wish, but unfortunately, you never understand. ”

I wiped tears from the corners of my eyes and lay on the edge of the bed, trying to pour out all my words: "Now, nothing is possible." In the future, you won't know that there is a little person by your side who likes you so much...... 'small', this is the word you use to describe me, but I never feel small, I think I can stand by your side, I can accompany you......"

I laughed and shook my head, what a ridiculous idea!

I'm by his side, and I'm a burden at all.

I can't help him, I can't help him fulfill his wishes, I can only watch the wrinkles on his eyebrows get deeper and deeper, I can only tell some jokes that are not funny at all, and let him laugh with me.

"Brother, I've already decided, I'll go alone in the future. I'm going to start slowly adapting to life without you, although it's really hard for me, but I think I can definitely do it, because I'm no one else, I'm Qin Zelun's sister......"

I leaned on his chest and clutched his collar tightly, and at this moment, let me be presumptuous.

I want to hug this man I have loved for so many years, and when I didn't know what love was, he had settled in my heart and never left.