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In the following days, Liang Ji was very worried.
He was afraid that when he heard the news that Liang Yuehua really didn't want Lin Shu, Lin Shu would follow Lin Jinhua together, and he would never see his younger brother again.
He had thought about more things in that time than he had in the previous twelve years. For example, if Liang Yuehua really doesn't want Lin Shu anymore, will he still be able to see Lin Shu in the future? Will Lin Jinhua be good to Lin Shu? In case Lin Jinhua doesn't want Lin Shu either, will his younger brother be on the streets and homeless? In case Lin Jinhua and Liang Yuehua both marry someone else in the future, will they be biased, will they be biased towards younger children, ignore and abuse Lin Shu?
There are many more such concerns.
Countless worries, countless worries.
Liang Jiwen once packed up all his game consoles and cassettes, thinking that if Liang Yuehua and Lin Jinhua divorced, he would give everything to Lin Shu...... Because maybe in the future, his aunt and uncle will never buy new games and games for Lin Shu again. But after a while, he realized that he was acting stupidly.
If his parents get divorced, the most terrible thing is not that no one will buy him a new game console or cassette at all.
Liang Jiwen put down the game console and began to tidy up his small vault. However, he has never been short of money to spend since he was a child, and naturally he has no concept of financial management. His little coffers were shriveled and didn't have much surplus at all. In the past, whenever he had pocket money left, he would buy magazines, game consoles or discs. But at this moment, he suddenly regretted it.
He took the time to clumsily calculate an account, how much would it cost him to raise Lin Shu by himself, and the more he calculated, the more tangled he became.
In this world, worry and fear are often the most growth-oriented.
In Liang Jiwen's opinion, this is the reason why Lin Shu suddenly grew up and suddenly ceased to be innocent. And in fact, how could this not apply to himself?
During that time, Liang Jiwen suddenly stopped spending money lavishly. Not only that, but he also began to become a bit of a money obsesser. He would ask his parents for pocket money for various reasons, but he refused to spend it when he got it. Aunt Liang always felt that her son had been spending more and more money recently, and he wanted twice as much money for lunch, but Liang Jiwen's classmates felt that he was getting more and more stingy.
Fortunately, this situation only lasted for a few months.
After that, Liang Yuehua was very powerful, but in the end, she didn't listen to her brother's instigation and won Lin Shu's guardianship. When the two sides talked on the phone, Liang Jiwen pestered Lin Shu and asked a lot of questions, although Lin Shu's attitude was not very enthusiastic, he still patiently answered most of Liang Jiwen's questions, letting him know that his younger brother was not homeless.
Lin Shu's tone was still light, but Liang Jiwen felt as if he had heard grievances and sadness. He comforted Lin Shu a few words incoherently, until he couldn't think of anything to say, so he gave the microphone to his father.
After that, Second Uncle Liang talked to Lin Shu as always, with a kind attitude and amiable tone, and the title became the affectionate "Xiao Shu" again, but Liang Jiwen always remembered his expression and tone when he persuaded Liang Yuehua to abandon Lin Shu, and his heart was like a thorn in his heart, he couldn't spit it out and couldn't swallow it, and he was unspeakably uncomfortable.
At that time, he thought to himself, are all adults so hypocritical and duplicitous?
After that, Liang Jiwen's behavior was much more relaxed, but the idea of making money and being independent became more and more firm. Especially when he heard that Lin Shu had started to make money on his own, he felt that it must be because Lin Shu also had a lot of uneasiness and fear in his heart.
Who forced such a carefree little angel to suddenly have to grow up desperately like that one day?
Liang Jiwen didn't have the idea of blaming his father and aunt in his heart. He thought that Liang Yuehua chose Lin Jinhua at the beginning, because she could choose it herself, because she had no eyes and married the wrong person. But Lin Shu can't choose at all, he was born by Liang Yuehua, born is born, whoever becomes a child is someone's child, he has no choice, and he can't resist.
If he was destined to be abandoned, then why gave birth to him in the first place? Obviously, it was never his fault, but he wanted to anger Lin Shu because of this, thinking that he was Lin Jinhua's son, as if it was a kind of original sin. Although Liang Jingyan didn't say it directly to his sister, he told his wife and father in private that dragons give birth to dragons and phoenixes, and the sons of mice will make holes. Lin Shu's father is like that, who knows what kind of character this child will grow into in the future?
But they have never thought about it fairly, Lin Shu is also Liang Yuehua's son, and it was always Liang Yuehua who chose Lin Jinhua at the beginning, not Lin Shu, who was not born yet.
This prejudice didn't slowly change until Xingze became bigger. Lin Shu may not know what Second Uncle Liang thinks of him behind his back, but he has never disappointed those who are expecting him. Every time Liang Jiwen heard news related to Lin Shu, he was secretly proud and sad at the same time.
Later, Liang Jingyan seemed to have forgotten his attitude towards Lin Shu and became a good uncle who cared about his nephew on the outside. But Liang Jiwen knew that no matter how much the outside world praised Lin Shu, Lin Shu's life was far from being as flawless as it seemed on the surface, and her beauty was like an illusion.
Behind the perfect skin is the cruel reality and a proud bone that will never admit defeat and will never be destroyed by anyone.
Liang Jiwen lowered his head, held Lin Shu's hand, and gently put it to his mouth and kissed it.
Some feelings have deteriorated, and he knows that he shouldn't, but he doesn't want to struggle at all, and he won't regret it.
After Lin Shu woke up, he really felt a lot more relaxed, so he praised: "It's really effective, I feel like I'm in a different mood." ”
Liang Jiwen said with a smile: "In fact, a short nap can also have such an effect, as long as the brain is rested and relaxed, it will always have a good effect on the mental state." Rest is the core of the treatment, but we have added a little bit of the concept of physiotherapy, combining the principles of aromatherapy and music therapy, using the method of regulating the five senses to adjust and stimulate the brain, and it seems to be working well. The neurostimulation that aromatherapy and music can cause to the human body is still being understood and studied...... If we can better understand the specific biological signals that are sent out after some spices, herbs, and music stimulate the brain, we can regulate the brain more precisely. Unfortunately, we don't dare to use too strong analog signals at present, for fear that it will cause the opposite effect. ”
When Lin Shu heard this, he remembered a lot of accidents that had occurred in related research, so he immediately said: "This kind of thing is better not to be too anxious for quick success and quick profit, and seek stability." The human brain is very delicate, and the slightest mistake can be damaged. If this kind of thing causes damage to the brain, it will be more than worth the loss. ”
Liang Jiwen nodded and said, "Don't worry, I know." ”
After that, Lin Shu looked at the time and felt that it was almost over, so he planned to go back to the apartment first, and then go to the star track. Lin Shu's apartment is near Yigao, and Yigao itself is very close to Jiangda, although Liang Jiwen will definitely live on campus in his freshman year, he is now living in a newly found house near Jiangda.
He and Lin Shu took the same car to Lin Shu's apartment. Because he hadn't been here before, Liang Jiwen followed Lin Shu upstairs and visited Lin Shu's residence by the way.
Chen Mingxue was not there at this time, and he was probably studying and working in Xinyue's store. The door of her house was closed, and although Liang Jiwen was also a little curious about Lin Shu, the nominal sister, it was impossible to visit her bedroom to relieve her curiosity when the girl was away, so he ignored her room.
He took a general tour of the hall, kitchen, study, and then focused on Lin Shu's bedroom. Although Liang Jiwen knew about Lin Shu and Ju Mingfeng's cohabitation before, his eyes still flickered when he saw the bunk bed.
He laughed at Lin Shu: "How old are you, you still like to sleep in this kind of bed?" ”
Lin Shu smiled and did not refute.
But despite that, Liang Jiwen still went into the house and took a closer look at the general layout.
At this time, Lin Shu heard the sound of the door opening. He looked back and found that it was Ju Mingfeng who came in. Ju Mingfeng frowned when he saw the shoes belonging to Liang Jiwen at the door. After coming in, he looked at Lin Shu who came out and asked, "Is it your brother Ji Wen here?" ”
There was dissatisfaction and sarcasm in the tone.
Lin Shu ignored his yin and yang weirdness, and said in an ordinary tone: "Well, he just came back from Xinbai, and he will go back to school in a while, so come and visit our residence by the way." ”
Ju Mingfeng nodded, indicating that he understood. His face was very calm, he didn't say anything, just quietly placed his shoes on the shoe rack, then stood up and walked towards Lin Shu.
At this time, Liang Ji heard the sound and walked out, standing at the door of the bedroom looking out.
He felt that no matter whether the relationship was good or not, he should say hello to Ju Mingfeng. As a result, before Liang Jiwen could speak, he saw Ju Mingfeng approaching Lin Shu, stretched out his hand and hugged his cousin suddenly, and then kissed his face firmly.
Lin Shu was obviously taken aback, and when he reacted, he suddenly pushed Ju Mingfeng away, and when he turned around, he happened to see Liang Jiwen's shocked face.
The three of them presented an obtuse triangle position, and Ju Mingfeng's expression was a little proud. Liang Jiwen stood there, his expression stiff and his eyes terrifying.
And Lin Shu ...... He thinks that although he is not a, he can already use the keyboard prepared for Ju Mingfeng at night, or change the CPU.
The three of them looked at each other for a long time, and no one spoke. Lin Shu felt a little embarrassed by this atmosphere, and finally tried to be the first to take the initiative to speak, saying, "Brother Ji Wen......"