Zuo Jian said softly.

When he saw Meng Xiangang like this for the first time just now, a deep and indescribable self-blame instantly surged in his heart.

That's right, it's self-blame.

“…… Help me take care of my parents...... And the younger brother. ”

Before Meng Rou sacrificed, what Meng Rou said to him seemed to be vivid.

Zuo Jian sighed, he was blaming and reflecting, what have he been busy with recently? Why didn't you even find such an obvious abnormal change as Meng Xiangang!

Therefore, this time, Zuo Jian was really extremely guilty in his heart.

"Uh...... It's nothing. Meng Xian said unobtrusively.

"What the hell is going on?" Zuo Jian showed his greatest patience and swore a promise: "Don't worry, I will never tell anyone." He looked serious.

Meng Xiangang obviously hesitated, but immediately, he shook his head and said vaguely: "It's really nothing. He didn't dare to say. Because, he knew that what he had done this time was too big.

The crime of divulging state military secrets!

No matter who he is, he can't help him.

Besides, the last time, what Zuo Jian said to him in his room, Meng Xiangang firmly remembered.

He knew that for so many years, Zuo Jian had not been angry and angry with himself, and the main reason was that although he had a bad attitude and a rough voice, in fact, Zuo Jian would not bother with him because of these things.

But if he really committed something, Meng Xiangang believes that Zuo Jian will never forgive himself.

Because Zuo Jian is a very principled person.

"Say." Zuo Jian's eyes narrowed, stared at him tightly, and said slowly, "What the hell is going on...... Don't tell me that there's nothing to say, it's pure self-deception, you know? Some things, it is better to solve it as soon as possible than to delay, many times, the opportunity is fleeting, the more it is delayed, it can only make you more passive, and in the end, one day, you will be helpless, there is no way to solve it! ”

Zuo Jian didn't know that his words were simply talking about Meng Xiangang's psychology!

Meng Xiangang is facing this now, he knows that he went to the 733 factory again and again to take photos secretly, he can only let himself fall deeper and deeper, constantly sliding into the endless abyss, and it is becoming more and more difficult to turn back.

But what if not?

That devil-like man has now completely and firmly killed himself.

It is no exaggeration to say that the current Meng Xiangang, as long as he hears the phone ringing, his first reaction is not to see who calls him.

Rather, it trembles.

That's right, just tremble!

He now lives in a world of anxiety, fear, and despair every day, and even when the sun is shining outside the window, he still can't feel the slightest warmth.

Walking on the road, as long as he saw a person in a police uniform, Meng Xiangang was scared and trembling, and subconsciously wanted to hide.

If, being glanced at by the other party, Meng Xiangang's legs were even weaker, and he almost collapsed to the ground, his mind would appear, he was discovered, and he came to arrest me!

Even in school, he doesn't feel the slightest sense of security.

Other classmates, intentional or unintentional, often make him think about himself and think of himself.

In the case of such great mental pressure, he is like a frightened bird, and any slightest wind and grass will make him panic and fear.

“…… Really, really, nothing. Meng Xiangang didn't dare to look at Zuo Jian, and his gaze wandered to other places.

Coldly, a police car appeared outside the window, and with a bang, it stopped at the door of the café.

In an instant, Meng Xiangang's heart was raised to his throat, and his body began to tremble involuntarily.

"What's wrong with you?" Zuo Jian noticed Meng Xiangang's abnormality for the first time.

"No, nothing."

Meng Xian just turned his head in a hurry, not daring to look at the police car at the door again.

Zuo Jian raised his eyebrows, looked out of the window suspiciously, and it just so happened that in his position, he couldn't see the police car parked at the door of the café.

This action made Meng Xiangang panic again. At the moment when he lowered his head to drink coffee, his eyes unconsciously glanced at the police car at the door of the café.

The police car opened, and two uniformed policemen walked across the road to a supermarket across the road, talking and laughing.

It seemed that they were just temporarily parking the car in front of the café.

Meng Xiangang quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately, a deep sadness rose in his heart, he didn't know, when would such a day be the end?

In his heart now, he is extremely conflicted, and sometimes, he also thinks that if he continues like this, one day, he will be discovered, in this case, it is better to go to the police station as soon as possible to turn himself in, maybe he can be regarded as voluntarily surrendering, and there is a chance for leniency.

But when Meng Xiangang thought about the pictures of prison life he saw on TV and in movies, if he wanted to say that he was not afraid, it was fake!

Meng Xiangang searched on the Internet for the punishment of leaking state military secrets.

There are two types of crimes of leaking state military secrets, one is intentional leakage and the other is negligent leakage.

The latter is less punished than the former, but the relationship between negligence and intent is really subtle.

How can it be considered deliberate? What is negligence?

Meng Xian just carefully thought about the matter from beginning to end, and immediately, he found out that if he was negligent for the first time, then when he was frightened by the devil on the charge of leaking state military secrets, in order to prevent the matter from leaking out, and obeyed his command, he had already changed from negligence to intentional!

After thinking about this clearly, Meng Xiangang once again regretted his intestines.

He hated why he was so timid at the beginning, and was frightened by that guy's words, and he didn't think to go to the Internet to check about the crime of leaking state military secrets first.

If he had mustered up the courage to ask the police station to confess and turn himself in, he would have been convicted of negligence, and in that case, the punishment would not have been severe.

But by now, it was already late, and even the daylily was cold......

“…… Does it have something to do with that high-end camera? ”

In a trance, Meng Xiangang's ears suddenly sounded coldly.

Hearing the word camera, Meng Xiangang suddenly shuddered, almost jumped up in fright, and blurted out almost reflexively, "No, I didn't ......" He quickly shut up.

Zuo Jian's eyes shot out two rays of essence, under the gaze of his eyes, Meng Xiangang had an illusion of being seen through his heart for a moment, he quickly shifted his gaze away, and said curtly: "It doesn't matter." ”

"yes, I see." Zuo Jian retracted his gaze and said lightly: "Okay, you go back to school." He knew that if he continued to ask like this, Meng Xiangang would definitely not say anything.

"Then I'll go first." Hearing his words, Meng Xiangang was obviously relieved, and left in a hurry, he was afraid that if he stayed for a long time, he would be seen through by Zuo Jian's blazing gaze.

"Damn."

Seeing Meng Xiangang's back and disappearing at the door of the café, Zuo Jian sighed, flattened his body weakly, and leaned on the wide and comfortable sofa.

"What the hell is going on?"

Zuo Jian was puzzled, Meng Xiangang obviously looked preoccupied, but why didn't he say it?

"Is he afraid of himself?"

Zuo Jian thought self-deprecatingly, he fixed his mind, and carefully counted the changes in his whole expression from the time he saw Meng Xiangang until he left, during which his whole person's expression changed, and he carefully recalled it in his mind, and immediately, his heart moved, got up and came to Meng Xiangang's position, raised his head, and looked out the window.

Zuo Jian remembered very well that not long ago, Meng Xiangang inadvertently glanced out, and then his face changed greatly, and he lowered his head in a hurry, it is very likely that at that time, there was something that made him feel afraid and afraid, so he would have that reaction.

Sitting in this position, looking out the window, you can see the pedestrians coming and going on the street, and the traffic in and through.

All this is just a very ordinary scene that can be seen every day.

Zuo Jian's gaze inadvertently fell on the police car with the word "police car" printed in front of the café.

Immediately, his pupils shrank, "Could it be that Meng Xiangang's abnormality at that time was because he saw this police car?" ”

Thinking of this, Zuo Jian suddenly felt as if he had found the right answer.

Next, following this idea, Zuo Jian began to analyze and speculate in depth, "Why did he see the police car, and his face changed drastically, and he felt afraid and scared in his heart?" Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for a person with a clear heart to react when he sees a police car or a police officer...... Could it be that Meng Xiangang committed a crime? ”

Zuo Jian sighed in his heart and was stunned for a moment.

"How is that possible?"

Zuo Jian quickly denied this absurd conjecture.

Pinching his fingers, Zuo Jian has been in Zhongzhou City for four years. In the past few years, although Meng Xiangang has always avoided him every time, or he is against him, Zuo Jian knows in his heart that the most fundamental reason for his performance is that he hates himself in his heart.

If Meng Xian had just seen him, smiling and very enthusiastic, then Zuo Jian would have felt strange!

It is precisely because of this that although Zuo Jian is sometimes angry about Meng Xiangang's rudeness and arrogance, he will not care about him in his heart.

After all, in Zuo Jian's eyes, Meng Xiangang is just a child in the rebellious period. There is no need to meet him in general.

Besides, although Meng Xiangang is sometimes quite a bastard, doesn't like to study, and skips class, he hasn't done other out-of-the-ordinary things.

As for smoking and making friends with young people in society, in Zuo Jian's opinion, although he was angry, he also knew that once Meng Xian just became a "bad student" in the eyes of everyone, other social circles and circles of friends invisibly began to change.

Classmates at school, consciously or unconsciously, will begin to alienate him.

In such a situation, it is inevitable to make friends with some idle gangsters.

Thinking of this, Zuo Jian suddenly had an idea: "Could it be that it was because Meng Xiangang was careless in making friends that he was set a trap by others and did some bad things?" That's why when you see a police car, you're scared? ”