Chapter 36: Tears flowed
Shen Yan still didn't speak, tears couldn't stop flowing down, Zhou Daming turned Shen Yan with his back to him, let her face herself, saw the girl who had been crying, couldn't help but lean her head against her chest, suddenly, Zhou Daming said, Shen Yan, I found out, maybe, I like you...... This is definitely a dangerous signal for the battle-hardened Zhou Daming, he can't get lost in the **, this is what he said to himself many years ago, even to his wife, he is not 100% trusted, he doesn't trust anyone, he only loves himself, perhaps, everyone has the person who surrenders to himself, and Shen Yan for Zhou Daming, maybe this is the kind of person.
Zhou Daming muttered for a long time, but Shen Yan didn't hear it, she couldn't hear anything now, she only thought of Zhou Fei, thought of the big boy, and thought of the sunny boy who confessed to herself 21 times, in the future, I was afraid that I would not have the face to see him, I thought that my first time in the future would be left to Zhou Fei, but now, I ......
Thinking like this, Shen Yan was even more sad, and simply cried, hearing Shen Yan crying, Zhou Daming didn't know what to do, the usual tricks to treat the demon women in Fengyue Place obviously didn't work for Shen Yan, all he could do was to quietly hug Shen Yan and pat her gently on the back, just like his mother's movements when he was a child.
Shen Yan fell asleep like this, accompanied by the soreness and numbness and swelling all over his body, Zhou Daming was already a ** vigorous person, and in the face of the villain in front of him, he was even more dissatisfied, and he didn't know how many times he asked Shen Yan for a night, until he also fell asleep with Shen Yan in his arms.
The next morning, the sun rose, Shen Yan squinted at the flickering sunlight outside the window, feeling so far away, perhaps, she will live in the shadows in the future, turned her head to look at Zhou Daming, who was still lying asleep beside her, and tears flowed down unconsciously.
Shen Yan cried, and prepared to get up and leave before Zhou Daming woke up, since he was just a tool for him to vent, a woman he bought, then, after his function was played, he should leave automatically and not disturb his life, this is also what a bed warmer tool should do, we, he is just my gold master. However, I want to move but can't move, my lower limbs seem to be unconscious, I can't lift up, and my waist is sore, is this the sequelae? Shen Yan laughed at herself, although she had imagined countless times what kind of scene she gave for the first time, but in any case, she never thought that it was such a situation, how ridiculous life was, and so many scenes set up were all floating clouds.
Shen Yan didn't understand why so many men and women were so keen on the entanglement of men and women, so painful, and so sore.
Gritting her teeth, Shen Yan finally sat up, put on her clothes, and walked out gently, walking home like a machine with her body hollowed out along the way.
When she got home, Shen Yan saw that her father had already made breakfast, Shen's father looked at Shen Yan who was tired, and asked with concern,
Xiaoyan, where have you been, weren't you at home last night? Why do you look so tired?
Shen Yan looked at her father, and had the urge to cry, but she endured it vigorously, and couldn't make her father sad anymore, saying,
Ah Meng had no one at home yesterday, she was scared at home alone, so she asked me to go over and sleep with her, Shen Yanhu made up the reason.
Oh, I guess I didn't sleep in a different place, so hurry up and get something to eat, I've just made it.
I ate at Ah Meng's house, I didn't sleep well last night, Dad, I'll go and sleep for a while, and I'll go to the hospital to see my mother in a while.
Saying that, Shen Yan turned around and went into his bedroom, although Shen's father felt that his daughter was not quite right, but he didn't see anything.
Shen Yan walked to the bedroom, locked the door, leaned on the quilt, and the tears couldn't stop flowing, I don't know how long, Shen Yan heard the voice of her father going out, and said that she would go to deliver food to her mother first, and let Shen Yan sleep more.
Hearing the sound of her father closing the door, Shen Yan opened the bedroom door, walked to the bathroom, locked the door, took off her clothes and looked at the traces left by her body that had been ravaged last night. The whole body is swollen, red, and there are rows of kiss marks, so dazzling...... Shen Yan turned on the faucet and rinsed her body over and over again, wanting to wash away the humiliation of the night, but there are some things that can't be washed away, such as memory......
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