The first time is to die and then to live

The autumn wind swept through Chang'an City, not letting go of any place, and even the skylight of Dali Temple Prison was patronized by it.

Qin Ying was sitting under the palm-sized skylight basking in the sun, but was blown by the sudden cold wind. She shrunk her neck and put her hands into the wide sleeves of her summer robe.

In the blink of an eye, it's late autumn. It seems that from ... That day is not far off: Qin Ying squinted his eyes and said silently, involuntarily shrinking his body into a tighter ball.

The yellow leaves are withering little by little, and the number of death row prisoners in Dali Temple Prison is decreasing little by little.

After the autumn, it was good. Qin Ying counted the empty cells, and probably counted the date of his death. There is no sadness, and there is no unwillingness. Only rationally calculate the remaining time.

Eventually, her left neighbor was pulled away and never returned.

Qin Ying had been wandering around the cell all day. Before going to bed, she stopped and thought: tomorrow she should be unlucky...... After all, she was guilty of the same crime as Xinxin.

The crime is as light as a feather: he was close to the prince and had an affair with the prince.

In the middle of the night, he tossed and turned on the stabbing straw couch, and he didn't sleep all night.

On the second day, I got up and found that my eyes were painful as if I had cried.

She reached out and rubbed it. It may be that the strength of rubbing his eyes is ruthless, and tears fall down his cheeks. Only then did I realize that I was not strong enough not to be afraid of death.

It was still early at noon, and someone brought food to Qin Ying. He respectfully stuffed the food box into it, and then said, "The princess has sent a message, 'These chats show your heart. After eating, it was just on the road. ‘”

Afraid that she and Chengxin would not go on Huangquan Road, the crown princess reached out and pushed it?

So she grinned: "With the Crown Princess Lao's hanging note, the trail will definitely go well."

The man nodded, "The little one is going to deliver food to the heart." After speaking, he followed the torch on the wall and went to the depths of the Dali Temple Prison.

She tasted the white jade tofu made by the imperial chef, and coldly heard the heartfelt shouting inside: "No! I want to see His Royal Highness the Crown Prince! ”

Qin Ying sipped the winter melon soup elegantly, and said in her heart: The roaring voice is hoarse and the mouth is dry, and it can't have the slightest effect, why bother?

After a full meal, I received another food box. She looked up at the comer, and was startled for a moment.

blurted out: "Bai Dalang, why are you here?"

"The Queen Mother sent me. Niangniang believes that you have been wronged, but she has more than enough heart and strength, and she can't persuade His Majesty in anger at all, so she can only send wine and food, and let the Taoist chief... Go smoothly..."

She interrupted him with a smile: "Thank you for Xiaodao, the queen mother."

Seeing that Qin Ying was so transparent, Bai Dalang's words were useless. He let out a long sigh and walked out of the winding alley.

As he hung his head and thought about what to do with the contents of the food box, the iron lock of the cell door rattled again.

There are visitors every day, especially today. Qin Ying muttered, and when Yu Guang inadvertently touched the embroidered official boots outside the door, her face changed.

"Daoist Qin, don't come unharmed?" Hou Jun Jidao.

The people who came to see her were either friends or foes. And the guy opposite... It just so happens to be her most hated enemy.

She heard her own dry voice say slowly, "The blessing of the Hou Shangshu." Qin has been in for a month, and he died today. "After Hou Junji was released from prison, he was reinstated, and he was still the secretary of the Ministry of War.

"Before, a certain was sent to prison by the Taoist chief, and His Majesty pardoned a certain person. Now the Taoist chief has been calculated by a certain and is imprisoned to die. Let's ask the chief to be lucky, and then fight with a certain round? He sighed.

Qin Ying scolded him for "villain's ambition". The grudge between the two of them is deep, and it can't be resolved except for you to live or die.

"Wrong, it's feng shui in turn." Hou Junji squinted and said.

These words fell on Qin Ying's ears and caused her to think-Shi Ye? Hell? Creation and Transformation? Is cause and effect wrong?

After all, I can't figure it out and can't get rid of it. Hate yourself entangled in it, annoyed others to build ropes and slings.

Hou Junji looked at her with heavy eyes. It's a shame to be a man with such good looks. He has been intriguing with Qin Ying for ten years, and he doesn't know that under Qin Ying's robe, she is a daughter.

"My lord, it's time." The jailer hurried over in small steps to report.

"Let's go." Hou Junji stepped out of the cell door on one leg and looked back at her.

It should have been a joy to send the only adversary to death with his own hands. Seeing Qin Ying sitting in prison with his hair scattered, his heart was inexplicably tightened.

He left behind his weak feelings and hurriedly left the Dali Temple Prison.

The jailer sent Hou Junji away with his front foot, and then went to Qin Ying's cell door to urge: "Execution at noon." Don't delay the time, chief. ”

"Got it." She untied her unkempt bun and retied it with great speed.

Qin Ying lifted his robe and was released from prison, and every step was accompanied by the sound of chains at his feet. At the same time, the disheveled Satirium was dragged away by two wrestlers.

"Let go of me, let go of me! I'm going to find His Royal Highness the Prince! "The heart of the actor struggled hard, but he couldn't get anything. His arms were still firmly clamped.

She was impatient with the noisy duck along the way, and turned back with a solemn face: "Satisfied, no one will come to save you." Save your energy. Perhaps it was her hidden majesty that shook her heart. He shut up playfully.

Qin Ying rubbed his slightly aching left ear and thought-how could His Royal Highness the Crown Prince be blind to such a person.

She ignored one point in the thick lines, and the feminine face was a little like herself.

The death penalty was carried out quietly in the Dali Temple. There are two reasons: they flatter the lord and cause trouble in the East Palace, which is not enough for outsiders; His Majesty ignored Tang Law and sentenced himself privately, and he could not be an outsider.

Qin Ying knelt on the high platform, and suddenly remembered what Mei Xuan had asked him: "Why do you insist on staying in the palace where you eat people and don't spit out bones?"

Now I know that the majestic front court and harem are like a giant beast that does not know how to be satisfied, and it is indeed a cannibal without spitting out bones......

She got all kinds of power from here, and finally she got death from here. If she could live again, she would never do it again.

The order was thrown down, and Dali Siqing screamed: "Execution!" The executioner's eyes flashed with a hint of sharpness, and then he dropped the knife mercilessly.

Qin Ying closed his eyes in resignation and fell into a drowsy darkness.

……

In the haze, Qin Ying heard someone calling for him. The gentle voice revealed some anxiety: "Little sister, wake up, wake up."

After opening her eyes, she saw the figure in front of her clearly for a long time: bright eyes and bright teeth, cloud-haired yarn clothes.

Qin Ying stared blankly for a long time, then squirmed her chapped lips and said softly, "... Sister? ”

Sister stretched out her hand, changed the towel on Qin Ying's forehead, and began to nag about the sick number:

"You carried me into the water to fish, I had a fever that night, I couldn't get out, I slept for a day, I was really scared to death... If I hadn't smelled the fishy smell on your clothes, I wouldn't know how you got sick..."

After saying a set, my sister taught her in a fierce manner: "In the future, if I don't agree, I am not allowed to go into the water in the autumn."

“… Where is this? Qin Ying stared blankly at the dusty cave, as if she hadn't listened to her sister at all.

Sister rolled her eyes at her and said angrily, "At home."

"Where's my brother-in-law?"

The person who was asked raised his forehead and sighed: "Your sister is not married yet, where do you have a brother-in-law..." A little off.

The sister, whose mouth is faster than her brain, asked, "Are you having a fever and being confused?" Remember what my name was? ”

“… Qin Shixi. She continued to look at the top of the cave and replied with a vacant look in her eyes.

"What's your name?"

She said expressionlessly: "Qin Shiying."

Qin Xi, who was on the other side, slapped his palms and laughed: "This doesn't burn your brain."

She was conscious, but her limbs seemed to be soaked in water, and she couldn't exert any strength.

She consciously pulled her right arm and spread out the palm of her right hand and placed it in front of her eyes. The vertical and horizontal lines are still immature, proving that she is still young. Slowly clench the palm of your hand, and the pain remains in the palm of your hand.

Mengye? If it was a dream, she should have woken up. Not a dream? The one qiē in my memory is like a world away...

Where is it true and where is it illusory? What is the www.biquge.info of Biqu Pavilion and what is the end?

Could it be that God really made her regret the established chess game, brought her back to her childhood, and asked her to live again?

The Diamond Sutra says that the mind cannot be attained in the past, the mind cannot be attained in the present, and the mind cannot be attained in the future.

She didn't think of anything anymore and settled her restless heart in the moment. After all, the moment of the moment is the only reality that can be grasped.