All Chapters_377.Do You Hate Me

Mayor Lu was a little tired and said, "Nothing in this world is impossible. ”

When I heard his words, I didn't stay long, but rushed out of the door, I didn't go to the cemetery that Mayor Lu said, but went straight back to the hospital, just arrived at the room. The nurse was coaxing the child in her arms, and when she saw me coming back, she said with a hint of joy on her face, "Miss Liang? You're back, huh? ”

I walked in through the door, I was not in the mood to talk to her at all, but silently changed my clothes and shoes, and the nurse saw that I was in a very bad mood and face, so she was very interested in holding the crying child there and coaxing softly, coaxing for a while.

I said to the nurse, "Give me the baby." ”

The nurse looked at me with some surprise, after all, I rarely took the initiative to hold this child after she was born. This is almost the first time I asked to hold the child, the accident is an accident, but she still quickly hugged the child to me, she smiled and said: "The child is very well-behaved today, after drinking milk a few times, he has been quiet and well-behaved without crying or making trouble." ”

I held it in my arms and looked down at the child's immature face. He whispered, "Really." ”

The nurse said, "Yes, you see how quiet she is now." ”

The child seemed to recognize me, those dark eyes always fell on my face, I poked her soft face with my hand, she stuck out her tongue, and small bubbles spat out from her pink little mouth.

I laughed. Holding the child tightly in his arms, he buried his face in her and smiled, laughing for a long time, tears flowed down inexplicably.

The nurse saw it, but she didn't say anything, just stood there quietly and watched, and after watching for a long time, she came up and handed me a tissue, and she whispered: "Miss Liang, although I don't understand what happened, there is no obstacle in this world that cannot be overcome, and now you are very happy." With Mr. Shen loving you so much, having such a beautiful child, and not worrying about your livelihood, and you have your own career, no matter how many worries you have, you can't shake the fundamentals, don't you think your life is already perfect? And those hurdles that can't be overcome are just trivial things like chicken feather fragments. Life needs to look forward. ”

I buried my baby in tears for a long time, and after a while, I raised my face and asked her, "Is there a road ahead?" ”

The nurse frowned and said, "Why is there no road?" It is said that there is no endless road. ”

I laughed, shook my head and said, "There's no way, it's a dead end." ”

The nurse looked at me very clearly, I stroked the child's tender face with my hand, and thought to myself, baby, mom is really sorry for you, let you face such a cruel truth as soon as you were born, and you don't even have the right to choose, you can only accept the result, I'm really sorry.

But the child's face is still ignorant and innocent.

After waiting for Shen Boteng to come back at night, I didn't sleep, because the child made a lot of trouble in the middle of the night, so I could only let the nurse carry it into my room, Shen Boteng just walked to the door, saw that I was holding the child and was breastfeeding, he put down his coat and looked at me, and said with some surprise: "Isn't there no breast milk?" ”

I raised my eyes and glanced at him, and then concentrated on breastfeeding the child, and bowed my head and replied to him: "Although it is not ruthless, but it is not completely absent, she is very noisy, I guess she is not used to drinking milk powder, so try to feed some breast milk." ”

Shen Boteng smiled, there was no emotion or panic between his eyebrows, he walked towards me, sat next to me, looked like a child who was eating with relish, he said, "The little guy grows very fast. ”

I suddenly remembered something, looked up at him and said, "By the way, did you choose a name for the child?" ”

Shen Boteng listened, his eyes fell softly on the child's face, and seeing that milk leaked from the corner of the child's mouth, he stretched out his index finger and gently wiped it, and his cold fingers just brushed my skin, making me feel inexplicably cold.

"I haven't thought about it yet," he said. ”

I said, "The children are already full moon, you should think about it quickly." ”

Shen Boteng raised his eyes to me and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I said, "What's wrong?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "Why are you suddenly in a hurry to let me name my child?" ”

I reacted and replied calmly, "If you don't, I've already thought about it." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Let's listen to it, I'll refer to it." "Afterclaw Greatness.

I said, "Shen Hui." ”

Shen Boteng said: "It's too vulgar. ”

By saying this, he is rejecting the name.

I looked up at him and said, "What's so vulgar?" Wisdom, wisdom of wisdom, isn't it a good thing that children have great wisdom? ”

Shen Boteng said: "It's very ordinary. ”

I said, "My child doesn't need to be too dazzling, just ordinary." ”

Shen Boteng just laughed, didn't continue to argue with me, got up from the bed and went to the bathroom.

I looked at his back, the hand holding the child became tighter and tighter, and when he came out again, I was already lying on the bed, and after he dried his hair, he lay down on my side, and I did not send the child away, but still held it in my arms, she was not as noisy as before, and it was a lot quieter in my mother's arms.

Shen Boteng hugged me from behind, his hand fell on the scar on my lower abdomen, we didn't speak, the atmosphere in the room was very quiet, so quiet that only the three of us were left breathing.

When I thought that this night was about to pass so peacefully, Shen Boteng said, "Do you know why I hate Shen Ting so much? ”

I said, "I didn't move, I listened." ”

Shen Boteng took a deep breath, and he said: "Shen Bowen and I have been taken by him to talk about business since we were children, in fact, compared to Shen Bowen, he attaches more importance to me, but when I was ten years old, my mother discovered his secret, this secret was only known to the eldest wife at that time, my mother knew that it was a complete accident, this secret was learned by Shen Ting after my mother had been known, do you know what means he used?" ”

I had a hunch about knowing what the secret was.

But I still didn't move, and I didn't answer him, as if I didn't hear his words, Shen Boteng said in a deep voice: "In order to prevent the third person from knowing this secret, he actually bought a murderer to kill me and me Mu Qing, at that time, our mother and son were kidnapped, in the deserted mountains, two guns fell on the back of my mother's head and me, originally from that day on, there would be no more my existence in this world, but the killer saw me and the person under his own gun, it was a child and a woman, and he let us go ridiculously, This is the first thing that I remember since I understood things. ”

Shen Boteng's thumb stroked my mouth from time to time, and he said: "Later, my mother didn't know what deal she had with him, and she took me to survive in that home again. ”

I said, "Is this deal a recommendation of her own sister to Shen Ting?" ”

Shen Boteng didn't have any surprises, just asked very calmly: "You guessed." ”

I said: "I didn't guess before, but now I guess, if I wouldn't allow my own sister to serve a husband with me at all, the second wife was able to endure her sister's arrogance for so many years, not because of family affection, but guilt." ”

Shen Boteng said: "It was my mother who designed Shen Ting and her sister to meet, because her sister is more like the person Shen Ting wants, and her own sister still thinks that she robbed her sister's man." ”

I said, "But she had a chance to leave, why didn't she leave?" ”

Shen Boteng sneered: "Leave? Where to go? Able to go there? If a person wants to execute you, he will not let you go no matter where he is, and escaping is never the best way to solve the problem, it is better to use a useful method to completely solve this matter. ”

I said, "The secret is that Shen Ting killed Jiang Peirong." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Everyone in the Shen family has lived in the shadow of Jiang Peirong all their lives. ”

I said, "Are we counted as well?" ”

Shen Boteng didn't answer me, but diverted the topic and said another sentence, he said: "Since then, I have understood that fathers are not fathers, sons are not sons, marriages are not marriages, brothers are not brothers, in a distorted family, you can only use distorted means to deal with all this."

If I want to survive, I have to please him and cater to him, and the way he looks at me is always speculation and precautionary intent. ”

Shen Boteng sneered and said, "Knowing the secret he doesn't want to be known, how can he trust me and my mother?" ”

I said, "I don't know what kind of person my mom is......"

Shen Boteng's fingertips stopped on my lower abdomen, and he hugged me a little tighter and said, "It's okay, at least Jiang Peirong and Shen Ting have disappeared from this world, and we don't need to live in their shadows anymore." ”

I didn't speak, for the child moved uneasily in my arms.

I patted my child on the side with my hand, and my voice gently lulled her to sleep.

Shen Boteng just hugged me, and there were no extra words, let alone superfluous movements.

When the child was quiet, I was about to lie down carefully and get ready to fall asleep.

Shen Boteng, who was beside him, said: "If one day, I die, what will happen to you?" ”

I opened my eyes suddenly, and looked at him lying next to me in astonishment, but I found that he was saying this with his eyes closed, and there was a hint of a relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth, and I stared at his face for a long time, and I didn't understand what he meant by this.

Shen Boteng didn't react when he saw me for a long time, he still closed his eyes and chuckled, he said, "Scared you?" I'm sure you haven't fantasized about this idea in your heart. ”

I said, "Why do you suddenly ask that?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "Just ask." ”

I said, "I just want you to stop." ”

Shen Boteng said: "It's too late. ”

I said, "There's nothing in this world that is too late." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Really? He looked at me with sharp pupils and said, "Do you hate me?" ”