Chapter 35: Willing
Chu Xin looked at Wen Cheng, and the smile on his face had disappeared now. didn't rush to answer Wen Cheng's words, so he looked at Wen Cheng quietly. If Chu Xin spoke well, even if what Wen Cheng didn't want to hear, it would be better than looking at her now and not saying a word. Wen Cheng's heart is getting more and more worried, and this anxiety slowly passes as time goes by. Slowly, Wen Cheng looked away, and didn't even dare to look at Chu Xin again.
I don't know how long it took before I heard Chu Xin sigh lightly and say: "What should I say about you......" Chu Xin's tone was a little helpless, but then continued: "That day, I went with you to Shushen Niangniang's funeral and saw King Yu in your mouth. Toyojin is indeed good, but ...... There are some places where I don't know why, but I feel that something is wrong......"
Wen Cheng looked at Chu Xin with some surprise and said, "What's wrong, what I said before is the truth." ”
Chu Xin shook his head: "I can't say the specifics, after all, King Yu and I are only meeting for the first time, and many things can only be understood on the surface." ”
"Hmm...... So what do you mean by those words you just said? What happened to He Yuyan and Chen Yongyu? "Actually, Chu Xin said so much, ordinary people should be able to think of it, but Wen Cheng has a tendon in this regard, but he can't think of going there.
Chu Xin was also a little helpless when he saw this, but he had Wen Cheng in his heart, and he was not a saint himself, so he naturally hoped to be with Wen Cheng. So I still told Wen Cheng about the things that were rumored outside: "You haven't been out in the past few days, and the things about King Yu and He Yuyan outside have been reported, and I'm afraid the whole capital of Ancheng knows about it." Talented and beautiful, it can be said that they are a natural pair. Chu Xin didn't say much, but just two sentences were enough for Wen Cheng to understand what was being said outside.
"How could it be...... Obviously they used to ......" Wen Cheng stopped when she said this, although she often followed Chen Yongyu, but every time she sent troops to fight, she couldn't follow him all the time, how could she know if Chen Yongyu and He Yuyan knew each other...... Wen Cheng couldn't help but fall silent when he thought of this, and his heart was confused for a while.
At the funeral that day, Chen Yongyu's attitude towards her suddenly changed a lot. She has been thinking about this for the past few days, and originally thought that she and Chen Yongyu might have a chance to come back ...... But now it seems...... Yiqiē is nothing more than her wishful thinking and self-inflicted passion......
Wen Cheng smiled bitterly, looked at Chu Xin and said, "It turns out that you all know that only I was kept in the dark like a fool. Even if he deliberately hid it, Wen Cheng couldn't help but be excited. If it was fine before the funeral, but after Chen Yongyu suddenly became kind to her, there was a sudden news of such a thing...... She's stupid......
"County Lord......" Chu Xin saw that Wen Cheng wanted to say something like this, and saw that Wen Cheng suddenly stretched out his hand to stop him, and then only heard Wen Cheng say: "You tell me to be specific, what is going on with the two of them, and it also makes me die." Maybe it's because Wen Cheng has been hurt too many times by Chen Yongyu, and this time he was sad at first and gradually calmed down.
"I'll tell you about that, of course, but before that, I want to tell you about it...... I know you have Chen Yongyu in your heart, and it's false to say in your heart that you don't care. But I'm willing to wait, until the day when you're willing to accept me. I know you may doubt my feelings for you, after all, this year is the first time we've met. But the emotional thing is like this, not that because of the length of time, you can evaluate the depth of the other party's liking one. Time will tell how much I love you in my heart. So...... I don't want you to be sad because of King Yu, no matter how good he is, at least at the moment when you are sad, he is worthless in my eyes. ”
Although Chu Xin and Wen Cheng have been together for a short period of time, it is the first time that they have heard him say so much for such a long time. Although Chu Xin was gentle and polite to her, it was rare to talk to him like this on weekdays. Wen Cheng looked at Chu Xin and saw that his face was full of seriousness and strictness. Chu Xin is such a person, as long as he is serious, no matter who he is, no one will not believe what he says, and Wen Cheng is no exception.
"I was thinking some time ago, you're actually pretty good. But I have Chen Yongyu in my heart, so I didn't agree when you asked the emperor for marriage. Because of this, it is not fair to you. Wen Cheng glanced at Chu Xin as he spoke, and after seeing that he was not displeased, he continued: "And to tell the truth, a woman like me often goes into battle to kill the enemy, and if she doesn't know which day, she will die on the battlefield......" Wen Cheng paused when he said this, thought of something, and suddenly said: "Besides, ...... I can't accept that I share a man with other women. ”
Now that Chu Xin has said everything, Wen Cheng also has to tell Chu Xin what he really thinks in his heart. None of them are children anymore, and they are not too young to be honest. Whether it is in Chu State or Chen State, a man and woman as big as them, that child can make soy sauce. It's like them, and now it's all done.
originally thought that Wen Cheng's words would make Chu Xin retired, after all, in such a dynasty, it is very normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, especially like the imperial nobles and the like, and there are not a few concubines in the family. There is another reason why Wen Cheng has always been obsessed with Chen Yongyu, that is, he has never seen Chen Yongyu accept a concubine for so many years, except for Wen Xiu, a maid, the rest are all men...... But Chu Xin didn't feel a trace of gloom when he heard Wen Cheng's words, and saw Chu Xin burst out laughing. Then I heard him say: "I'm afraid the county lord doesn't know much about me, but it's okay, I'll tell the county lord slowly......"
"Although I am indeed not young, but in the past almost twenty years, since I was governor, I have always had a person in my heart......" Chu Xin said and looked at Wen Cheng, who that person was self-evident.
"The feeling of being full of people must be known to the county lord, how can such a heart tolerate others again, and how can he go to take a concubine and marry a wife again?" Chu Xin's words were plain, but what he heard made Wen Cheng shocked. After so many days of getting along, she didn't doubt Chu Xin's feelings for her, but if Chu Xin hadn't said it now, she really didn't know that it would be so deep. As a royal family, not to mention it, the royal family will definitely put pressure on Chu Xin, and Chu Xin must have withstood these pressures for so many years, I don't know how many years have passed, until now......