Chapter 340: The Meaning of Existence
There are always beings around us who can be called great, and when they leave this world, they may not be able to change everything around them, but their spirit, some of the things they carry in their souls, will be passed on by influencing the people around them.
This passage was seen in a novel that Ye Leiyang liked very much. I can't remember the name of the book, but he always felt that it was a very tense and shocking passage.
It's just that it wasn't until this moment that he really understood the meaning of this passage.
The dean's grandmother is gone, and she walks very peacefully, perhaps for her, most of her life's hard work, only at this time, can she get real rest.
From beginning to end, Ye Leiyang did not shed a single tear, even if Hua Hongxing and the people in the welfare home around him all cried into tears, Ye Leiyang did not cry.
None of the people around him noticed this, only Tang Xin, who had been accompanying Ye Leiyang in the welfare home, looked at him with some concern.
Wanting to cry without tears is the real great sorrow.
"Jiang Zhi, go back to school and ask for a few days off for me." Ye Leiyang said calmly to Jiang Zhi: "By the way, help me invite my classmates to dinner, just say that I have something to do here, and I can't get out of it for the time being." ”
Jiang Zhi nodded and agreed: "Don't worry about the school, I'll be in charge." ”
"Huazi, you contact and see if you can find grandma's relatives." After thinking about it, Ye Leiyang said to Hua Hongxing, who was crying and red-eyed.
Hua Hongxing shook his head lightly: "Grandma is an orphan, and she grew up in a welfare home back then, and later for us, she never married in her life." I don't have any relatives anymore......"
Speaking of which, he couldn't hold back any longer. Again I cried.
Ye Leiyang took a deep breath and tried to calm himself: "Since that's the case." Then contact the people who went out of the welfare home and inform them of the news of grandma's death. ”
Over the years, there have been many children who have grown up in welfare homes, and occasionally they will mail some money and things back, which is why the welfare homes have been able to persist until now.
It's just that among these people, there are no really outstanding big people, so the situation in the welfare home has not been very good.
Hua Hongxing nodded, and went with a few aunts from the welfare home to contact the children who went out of the welfare home.
Ye Leiyang sat there, quietly looking out the window. It was already dark, and the moon was hanging high in the sky, looking very beautiful.
"Grandma can finally rest." A smile appeared on the corner of Ye Leiyang's mouth, as if he was talking to himself, and as if he was talking to Tang Xin beside him.
Tang Xin didn't speak, just silently helped Ye Leiyang put on his coat and said softly: "Maybe for her old man, this is the real peace." ”
Ye Leiyang smiled: "Yes, grandma has worked hard for most of her life. The best years of her life were all given here, and she may not have really rested since she took over that burden. ”
Tang Xin nodded: "So you don't have to be too sad, since grandma handed over the welfare home to you." When she left, she was at ease, as long as you take care of the welfare home, she will be in heaven again. You'll be happy, too. ”
Ye Leiyang didn't speak again, just sat there silently. Looking at the stars in the sky, he thought to himself. Perhaps the old man has become a star in the sky, watching himself in the sky.
Tang Xin didn't speak, for her, being able to spend this night by Ye Leiyang's side was something she had never done before.
The life and death of an ordinary person, except for the relatives around her, no one cares, although the departure of the dean's grandmother made Ye Leiyang and Hua Hongxing sad, and the children in the welfare home were crying all day long, but for most people, it was just a very ordinary thing, maybe in the eyes and mouths of more people, it was just an ordinary thing.
Even, in the eyes of more big people, it's just an ordinary word.
"Li Suping." This is the name of the dean's grandmother, Ye Leiyang didn't know until today.
"The dean said that if she leaves one day, you will take over the dean." An aunt in the welfare home handed over the relics of the director's grandmother to Ye Leiyang, and said with grief.
Ye Leiyang nodded: "Have things been arranged?" Take care of the kids. ”
"Don't worry." The aunt nodded, her surname is Sun, she is the most relied on assistant of the grandmother of the former dean, and she originally grew up in the welfare home, but later divorced and had no children, so she returned to the welfare home.
Ye Leiyang didn't speak, he was in a very bad mood now, he had experienced too much life and death in his previous life, and he had tried his best to reverse the fate of many people in this life, he originally thought that he would not encounter such a thing, but in the end he reluctantly found that birth, old age, sickness and death are things that people must experience in their lives, and they still can't hide from it after all.
The most important thing is that the departure of the dean's grandmother made Ye Leiyang realize that since he came to this world again, he should still do something after all.
What do people live for?
Ye Leiyang asked himself more than once, when he was lying on the hospital bed in his previous life, he also regretted saving people, but in the end, the answer he got was that he did not regret it, because he made the most correct choice at that time.
Now Ye Leiyang just wants to live a comfortable life, although it sounds a little ridiculous, but after he has experienced the cycle of life and death, all the efforts he has made now are really just so that he can be a rich man with peace of mind after his foresight has lost its effect.
But now he found that he really should do something, not only to change his fate, but also to give back to the world, to the unknown existence who sent him back to this era.
And the Red Star Welfare Home was the beginning of a certain idea in Ye Leiyang's heart.
"Brother Yezi, where did grandma go?"
At this time, a childish voice sounded in Ye Leiyang's ears, and when he turned his head, he saw a little girl standing beside him.
Her name is Niuniu, she was picked up by the dean's grandmother at a nearby construction site, she is only five years old this year, I don't know why she was abandoned by her parents, she still doesn't understand at a young age, why the dean's grandmother would go to the hospital once, and then disappear.
The world of adults is undoubtedly too complicated for children.
Ye Leiyang gently stroked Niuniu's head and said softly: "Grandma Dean, she went to a foreign country. Because grandma is not in good health, foreign hospitals can cure her illness, and when Niuniu grows up, grandma will come back. ”
"Really?" Niuniu blinked her big good-looking eyes and asked Ye Leiyang happily: "I'm going to tell my sister about them." ”
Ye Leiyang watched the little girl bounce away and breathed a sigh of relief, it was time to start a new life. (To be continued.) )
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