When unpacking, Yi Xiaoshi's hands were shaking, and the small puzzle box took several times to open it.

She couldn't tell what mood she was in at the moment, worried, entangled, and even a little scared. But deep down there is a faint trace of unconscious expectation.

Her mentality has become very complicated, she wants her own children, and she is very mindful that if she really has it, the child's father is someone she doesn't want to have anything to do with in her life.

"Perhaps, the situation is not so bad, maybe it is really just that it is cold these days, and there is always a fear of being found under pressure to cause menstrual disorders? It's okay, it's going to be okay. ”

Five minutes later.

The two red lines, although the psychological preparation for pregnancy or non-pregnancy has been silently done countless times, when she is really sure that there is indeed one, she is still stunned like a thunderbolt from the sky, and she doesn't know what to do for a while.

It turned out to be really...... Pregnant!

She and Du Yuheng have been together for a long time, although they have been doing defensive measures, they don't do it all the time.

Later, she didn't think about this problem, and the reason she could think of was only her own physical problem, plus there were too many drugs in her body when she was training, and it was not easy to get pregnant.

This is also the reason why she didn't actively contraception after she had a relationship with Du Yuheng last time, but things are always so coincidental.

But this time there is.

To stay or not to stay?

It became her most difficult choice question.

If she stays, Du Yuheng will always be the father of the child, and she will never want to break off with him in her life.

But if you don't stay...... She touched her lower abdomen, which was no different from before, and bit her lower lip...... She wanted a child too much, she wanted a loved one too much.

The taste of being inseparable...... She's had enough!

Every Mid-Autumn Festival, every New Year, when thousands of homes are lit up and laughter is heard everywhere, only she tastes loneliness in an empty room.

Around, there is no warmth, happiness is someone else's, and the excitement is someone else's.

She hid here, she was calm, compared to the past, life is indeed peaceful, but at the same time, she has gained too much loneliness and loneliness.

"Baby, if everyone else had a father and you didn't, would you hate me in the future?"

Yi Xiaoshi has not seen snowflakes in the north for four years, and this year's Chinese New Year's Eve actually dropped snowflakes for the first time.

The cannon fire on Chinese New Year's Eve has never stopped.

When it comes to the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, the countryside always seems to be much richer than the city.

At least, she had spent so many Chinese New Year's Eve before she hid in the countryside, and it had never been so lively.

The kind of life that licked blood from the knife in the past, now recalled, looks like the experience of a previous life. And the New Year in the previous life was nothing more than a dinner party with fragrant clothes and sideburns, or a KTV with singing and singing.

It was too lively, and I forgot my loneliness.

Only after arriving here, those loneliness that already existed in zài were savored by her.

The old people who are recuperating in the backyard of the clinic have been taken home for the New Year, and Lao Zhangtou strongly asked Yi Xiaoshi to go to his house before leaving, if it was before, she might still be able to join in the fun with peace of mind, but now she wants to re-plan, so she firmly refused.

She was the only one left in the health room, and the fireworks around her made her extremely deserted.

Bought ready-made dumplings and put them in the pot, turned her head to look at the fireworks outside that lit up half of the night sky, she didn't feel cold in a rare way, but bent her mouth and smiled, touched her lower abdomen with one hand, supported the door with the other, looked up at the sky, and said to herself, "Baby, this year's fireworks are exceptionally beautiful." ”

Scooped out the dumplings and was about to eat them, when there was a sudden knock on the door, Yi Xiaoshi looked at the time, and it was only ten minutes before the clock rang at zero o'clock

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