Yesterday, I saw that the collection went up, and I was very happy, but this morning I looked at the subscription, and it was cold from head to toe, and I am not afraid to tell you that I only earned less than ten yuan from yesterday's collection of nearly two thousand! At this moment, I really feel like my heart is like ashes, I work hard for more than three hours a day, and I only have this little bit of silver? As the saying goes, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, that is,

In fact, Lian wrote the book at the beginning because of interest, but then I persevered because it also brought me an income, became a responsibility for me, everyone also saw that I registered very early, and the two books I wrote before also remembered to write a little, I didn't write when I was tired and busy, I wrote easily, and I also hope that readers who read my books are relaxed, after all, these two books are free,

But it's really different when I get into V, I want to be responsible for the people who subscribe to my book, I don't dare to ask for leave, I'm afraid that everyone will be disappointed, I don't want to hypocritically say that I write a book with what kind of ideological support, ideal support, that's all bullshit, who will unconditionally insist on a few months without asking for anything to get? Who would sacrifice all their downtime to rack their brains just for hobbies? Who would watch their baby babble and keep calling 'Mommy' to ignore them? If an author says that she insists on not wanting to make money without a purpose, well, I admire her!

I've always had a pro ask me to add more, for this, Lotus is really powerless, I'm very slow to code, it's not an excuse, it's really slow, and fantasy is harder to write than ancient sayings, it's easy for everyone to see a skill or a Warcraft, but I think the name has to be ten minutes, and the framework of the plot, and sometimes when I write, my son interrupts me with a cry, I don't look at him and I feel distressed, I don't write my guilt, it's really tangled,

I really want to thank my husband for supporting me, he said that when the dream becomes work, the fun is lost, and I really know it! My husband encouraged me to persevere, he said that one day I would succeed, when I could make a career out of writing books, I wouldn't be so tired, and I could work from home and have more time to play with my son, how nice! I really wanted that day, but now I feel like it's far away......

I know that many readers are reading pirated books, I have read them before, after all, the update is quite fast, and it doesn't cost money, it's just that some inexplicable websites have popped up, but I don't read it now, I know how difficult it is for me to write the inconspicuous 3,000 words a day, what I have to sacrifice, what to pay, I want to be respected!

When the paper we threw on the side of the road was swept up by the sanitation workers, we would say thank you, we would say thank you when we went to the supermarket to settle the bill, and we would say thank you if someone gave you a seat.

There were many author friends who said that she couldn't persevere, and the reason why she didn't write books was that the collection was very high, there were few subscriptions, and the author also had to live, so it was better to use this time to do something else, maybe the income was much more than this, and when we chatted together, everyone would also say, fantasy, the woman sees the most, subscribes the least, and I account for both......

I'm really not calm now, especially aggrieved, so now I put down the things at hand and wrote this paragraph, because I can't do anything, I want to be friends with each of my readers, watching you leave me a message I am in a good mood all day, this is the happiest thing for me in addition to income, seeing the warmth, I feel surging and want to laugh,

Don't say it, my eyes are uncomfortable, I don't want my colleagues to see it, go to the bathroom, some nagging, I don't want to listen, forgive me.

Thank you to all the pro who supported me, and subscribed to the genuine pro! Thank you! Lotus bows to you!

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Thank you for the above pro to the lotus has been supporting, thank you, there are a lot of pros I didn't send up, it's really a bit of an obstacle in sight, I can't hold on, thank you anyway, I know that today's collection of this paragraph will drop greatly, but this is my heart, at this moment, I don't say I'm uncomfortable, I can write it down without scruples after I say it, because those who stay are the ones who really like the lotus, and it's worth paying for the people who like me!