Chapter 15: The Dead Knot
??“ When does the program start? ”
??“ You know, we're just cooperating, not interfering with each other. I don't have the patience you have,"
??“ Rest assured, you deal with your goals first, my goals still need to wait. I'm going to give them a deadly gift when they're at their happiest. ”
?? After the two men in black talked, they disappeared into the night with a tacit understanding.
?? And the eldest princess Shuxian because of the little red envelope. I didn't dare to sleep with Zhang Chenyi for a few days. But in a few days, the skin seems to be getting better. It also made her happy for a while. Mu Bo and Zhang Chenyi released their suspicions. Occasionally, Zhang Chenyi and Xiao Junmo would visit late at night.
"Master Pony, why do you have time to come to me today?" Xiao Junmo sat on the edge of the verandah with a wine jug in his hand.
"Junmo~ Drink less, hurt your body" Zhang Chenyi took the wine jug in his hand and put it aside. She moved Xiao Junmo's cocked legs down, and patted herself and did it.
"Hurt? My heart is so broken, why bother with this shell" Xiao Junmo said with a smile.
"Junmo, I really can't help you with anything about feelings, why don't you tell me like this, why do you miss her so much, can't you forget her?"
"I don't dare to say anything, but when I think about it in my head, I will suddenly be confused" Xiao Junmo paused and smiled bitterly.
"Oh, our family's Junmo is really seven souls and six spirits have been hooked away, isn't it Junmo?" Zhang Chenyi quipped.
"How can I have a friend like you? Forget about it, don't go to the Three Treasures Palace, let's talk about something important."
Zhang Chenyi didn't joke with him anymore, and said silently: "My father did give birth to a child outside that year, but it was a boy. It seems like I was born a few years later. The child's mother is the young lady of Tianyin Villa,"
"I really didn't expect Uncle Zhang to have this ability?" Xiao Jun smiled and kicked Zhang Chenyi's feet a few times.
"Go, go, don't make trouble, with what I know about my father, he can't be this kind of person"
"That's not right, with what I know about you, you don't want to be such a bad person with such a bad ability to control," Xiao Junmo's meaningful smile was evident.
"Yes, this is also the key point that I am not clear about my investigation. After all, both parties are dead. Zhang Chenyi sighed and said helplessly,
"That woman is dead? You know why? Xiao Junmo's expression suddenly became solemn.
"I don't know yet," Zhang Chenyi sighed.
"The clue is broken again?"
"To be precise, the people in the shadows are slowly telling me the whole story. Since that's the case, I'll wait patiently," Zhang Chenyi raised the corners of his mouth.
Xiao Junmo also pondered for a while, and before he could draw conclusions, he heard that Ling Xuan, who had returned to Yizhou earlier, rushed in in a hurry. The smell of dust. As soon as you enter the door, you don't care about anything, and you shout.
"Young master, it's not good, the emperor has died, and now the court is in a mess."
Xiao Junmo saw that he was out of breath, he must have come overnight, and asked in a panic, "What?" What about my father and mother?"
"Old lady, there is no one, they just asked you to go back quickly," Ling Xuan said breathlessly.
"Chenyi, me" Xiao Junmo glanced at Zhang Chenyi in embarrassment. He always felt that what Zhang Chenyi said was too strange, and he was afraid that after he left this time, the kind of thing that happened last time would happen again.
Zhang Chenyi seemed to have a perspective eye, and when he saw Xiao Junmo's appearance, he knew what he was thinking. He held the back of Xiao Junmo's hand, patted it lightly a few times, and said with a smile, "Junmo." Be careful all the way, don't worry about me. I can protect myself now, I'm more worried about you. Got it? ”
"Well, Chenyi, I'll look for you when I'm done. Don't worry, if anything happens, come to Yizhou to find me. You know? Xiao Junmo still glanced at Zhang Chenyi uneasily, and saw Zhang Chenyi nodding. In the end, he hugged Zhang Chenyi, and then couldn't bear to let go. Turn around and want to walk out the door.
"Jun Mo ~ today rixiao is separated from you, I hope I don't smile at you." Zhang Chenyi stood under the verandah and smiled softly.
??? After Xiao Junmo got on the horse, he took a deep look at the eaves corridor inside the door. This depressed sourness is a sadness that cannot be shaken off. The two looked at each other for a moment, but they still couldn't hold back their hurried footsteps. And parting can always weaken the shallow feelings, and it can make the deep feelings deeper because of the parting.
?? Zhang Chenyi always kept a smile and stood still. Until the sound of horses' hooves could not be heard. He lowered his eyes and slowly walked to the middle of the courtyard. Raised his head and looked at the house quietly. I still remember when I first moved in.
??“ Chenyi, I'll tell you! This house was carefully selected by me. The scenery is called a good one. Zhang Chenyi couldn't help but laugh when he thought of Xiao Junmo's complacent appearance.
??“ Chenyi, let's give this house a name? ”
??“ Xiao House? Zhang Chenyi raised his eyebrows and asked.
??“ It's not good, let's take a special one" Xiao Junmo scratched his head thoughtfully.
?? But after a lot of time. What exactly this house is called, it is still not decided. But suddenly Tian Lingxuan was carrying a plaque, and he was tired and half dead, so he immediately installed this plaque because of the willfulness of his master.
Afterwards, Xiao Junmo smiled and pulled him who was still reading a book, and went straight to the door. The whole time, he felt as if his feet weren't touching the ground.
Knowing that after seeing this so-called special name, he also had to admit that it was really a special name. Because there is only one word "otaku". According to Junmo's own meaning, it feels unsatisfactory to take anything anyway, so it is better to take nothing. In the future, if you think of a good one, just add it.
Immerse yourself in the evocative memories of the past.
Zhang Chenyi suddenly turned around, behind him was dusk, the sunset was about to pull down the night, and he felt a sense of loneliness. Perhaps, Junmo at dusk. Just like him, he heard the footsteps of the night, and gradually drew closer, adding a touch of melancholy sadness to the parting of their appearance. When they were young, they liked to go out to play at such a time, and the two people from the bottom of the mountain reached the mountainside first. The sunset at that moment. With just the right amount of sun. It didn't feel glaring. Some are just sweating happily,
??? But in the end, Jun Mo's influence on people is nothing more than a graceful and suave young master. In everyone's eyes, he seemed to have no heart and no lungs. Even Junmo himself said that he was a person with a good nature. But Zhang Chenyi, he has always known that Xiao Junmo, who has known him since his mother's womb, is kinder than anyone else.
??? He grieved for the pain of others, and grieved for the troubles of others. For the sake of his light, he did not hesitate to travel and work outside all year round. But he never complained. It was only later that the environment in which his identity was located shaped him into what he is today.
?? It is precisely because of this that he willfully let Xiao Junmo stay by his side, so that he can let go of himself. But later he also discovered that Xiao Junmo, who had grown up in an environment that everyone was expecting for a long time, even if he wanted to be his truest self. But even I forgot what my true self was like.
?? Zhang Chenyi let out a long sigh. The world is helpless, and it is difficult for anyone's heart to be the same, let alone a perfect person. There are certain things in their lives that can only be made clearer by banishment. And some people are not because they are attached, but because they deserve to be treated like this.
?? Zhang Chenyi sighed helplessly in his heart, and he didn't know if the path he chose would change.
?? The night was getting darker and darker, and Zhang Chenyi took this parting in his heart. He suddenly realized that sometimes not being able to see is really not necessarily a bad thing. He gently closed the door of the house, and reluctantly glanced at it again.
He stopped before he reached the end of the alley, for she stood quietly in the light of the alley. And his doting eyes met hers' undisguised expression. None of them are taking a step forward.
This knot in his heart. Not only did it not dissipate because of these years, but it became tighter. Her farewell, her affection. Eventually, the knot is tied into a dead knot. No matter how absurd this life is, no matter how resentful and sorrowful, it seems that it can no longer be unraveled.