When the child was eight months old, I saw Yuan Changming again, and that day Shen Boteng took me to the restaurant for dinner, because the child was getting bigger and bigger in my belly, and my taste became very strange, although he was not qualified as a man I loved in my eyes. But as a father, he is still very qualified.

As long as I want to eat, he will find it for me without affecting my health.

I just wanted to eat porridge that day, but in the huge city center, there are more than 200 porridge shops, but none of them have an appetite for me, I suddenly remembered that when I first met Yuan Changming, the first meal I invited him to eat was the preserved egg and lean porridge that I invited him to drink in a small town, so I brought it up to Shen Boteng on a whim.

Shen boteng but when he heard my request, he was sitting on the sofa reading the documents, although he said a very far away, but. In order to be in time for lunch, he didn't take care of his business, but drove me to the porridge shop for two hours.

After arriving at the porridge shop, Shen Boteng naturally frowned when he saw the decoration in the house, but he didn't say anything out of concern for my mood.

After we went in, I ordered a green vegetable porridge for two with the hostess, and I ate a lot. Shen Boteng sat opposite me and kept looking at me, and told me to slow down.

I just raised my face to answer him something, but this time, I happened to see a familiar figure behind Shen Boteng, this person was Yuan Changming, who accidentally appeared here.

He was still dressed modestly, and the stubble on his face had not been shaved. I think if Shen Boteng was sitting in my place now, he might not have recognized it as Yuan Changming.

When I recognized it as Yuan Changming, my first reaction was to go to see Shen Boteng, and Shen Boteng found that a trace of panic flashed on my face, what kind of person is he? Naturally, he could see that he asked me what was wrong.

I reacted and was afraid that Shen Boteng would look sideways, so I quickly lowered my head and drank porridge to attract his attention, and said with some confidence: "I suddenly feel a little pain in my stomach." ”

When Shen Boteng heard my words, he snatched the bowl from my hand, frowned and said, "You are not allowed to come to this kind of small restaurant in the future, and the hygiene quality is not up to standard." I ate more than anyone else just now, and now I know that my stomach hurts and I deserve it. ”

I retorted in a whisper, "It's just that the kid kicked me suddenly, why do you blame someone else's small restaurant?" ”

Shen Boteng glared at me when he saw that I dared to speak back, and I thought that I would have to rely on him to eat delicious food in the future, so I shrank my body. He whispered in a soft voice: "Okay, it's really okay, don't worry." Afraid that he would be angry, he pulled his sleeve with his hand again and whispered, "Don't be angry." ”

Shen Boteng saw that I was rarely soft, and suddenly stood up from the opposite side, when I thought he was going to go behind, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, but fortunately Shen Boteng just walked towards me and pulled a chair beside me, he sat down, touched my towering belly with his hand, and asked me softly where I hurt just now, I immediately pointed to a place, he stroked my stomach with his hand, and said: "It may be a stagnant food, and you are not allowed to eat too much tonight." ”

I was reluctant to say, "Good ......"

Shen Boteng saw that I dragged my tone so long, so he raised his face and looked at me with a smile: "I'm doing this for your good, but I'm all fat as a little fat pig, don't blame me for not reminding you." ”

When I heard his words, I really asked seriously: "What if I really get fat like a pig after giving birth to a child?" "Yuba Yuba.

Shen Boteng said: "What else can I do? I can only continue to keep it. ”

We stayed in the small restaurant until two o'clock before leaving, just after it came out of the heavy rain, after Shen Boteng and I got in the car, he started the car and drove out of here.

Just when his work phone rang, he answered it with a Bluetooth phone, and his eyes were seriously staring at the front of the car.

I looked behind the car through the perspective mirror while he wasn't paying attention to me, and I was relieved to see only a small black dot inside, which was getting farther and farther away from us until I couldn't see it anymore.

When I got home, it was exactly three o'clock, and Shen Boteng wanted to go to an urgent meeting, so naturally he didn't stay long, and after telling me a few words, he was sent away by the driver.

Not long after he went out, I went upstairs to rest, and slept for almost an hour, with nightmares in my dreams, and over and over again, Yuan Changming's figure in the mirror was getting farther and farther away.

I screamed in fright and sat up from my bed, only to find that the room was empty and that I was safe.

I sat there in a daze for a while, then wiped the cold sweat off my forehead, and continued to lie on the bed and force myself to sleep, but this time, it was another nightmare, all the dreams were all the words that Sister Xu said to me when she was still alive, and the appearance of her struggling on the operating table when she died, the urgent death of Ruo Jiao, the inhuman torture I had suffered.

That long-lost despair slashed at my heart like a poisonous blade.

I felt a sharp pain in my heart, and I woke up from my dream again, and this time, I clutched my head and cried in the dark room, until my voice was hoarse, and I stopped.

After I calmed down, I looked at the darkness in front of me in a daze, and then the answer in my heart was getting clearer and clearer, and my reason finally struggled out of those gentle swamps, this is my only chance, I can't miss it, I can't forget so many lives for my own selfishness over and over again.

I must seek justice for all the humiliation I have suffered, I ...... It's just impossible.

Thinking of this, I was relieved again.

This world is like this, all the sins I have done are to be repaid, I love Shen Boteng, this is undeniable, but this kind of love can't offset all the suffering I have suffered, this kind of love can't be compared with human life, this kind of love, after all, it is difficult to escape reason.

Love should be intellectual, not blind, yes, not blind, this is not a reason to blind.

After I thought about it myself, I suddenly became very relaxed.

When Shen Boteng came back, I was completely awake, and he thought I was asleep, so the movement of coming in was very light, and even the movement of taking a bath in the bathroom was much lighter than usual.

After he came out of the bathroom, he seemed to be a little tired from working for so long, and he didn't move for a while while lying next to me, but after a while, he hugged my body in his arms, and his fingers stroked my face, and touched the tears, and he paused in the movement of his fingertips, and didn't say anything, just wiped all the tears off my face, stroked the cold sweat on my forehead, patted my back and said, "I'm back." ”

I almost burst into tears when I heard him, but fortunately, I held back and continued to look like I was asleep.

After the night passed, Shen Boteng went to the company early the next morning to deal with things.

After breakfast, I went out and took a taxi straight to yesterday's porridge shop, where the small restaurant was empty, except for a man sitting in the corner, who was eating with his head down.

After I saw his back, I walked in without thinking, the proprietress seemed to be busy in the kitchen, so no one came out to greet me, but there was a reminder collar hanging at the door, as long as someone came in, it would automatically announce the welcome.

Sure enough, as soon as I walked in, the wooden female voice sounded as promised, and the man who was sitting there eating was alarmed, and turned his head to look at the door, and when he saw that it was me, he was not surprised at all, but put down the spoon in his hand.

I walked over to him, sat down across from him, and saw that the food on the table was very simple, so I asked, "Didn't you order meat dishes?" ”

Yuan Changming said with a smile: "I used to eat too much meat, but now it's quite comfortable to eat some vegetarian dishes." ”

I said, "I want to eat meat." ”

I called the lady in the kitchen and ordered a few meat dishes.

After the food came up, I put a lot of meat and fish into Yuan Changming's bowl, and he sat opposite me and looked at me for a long time, his eyes a little sad.

He said, "Do you think I'm out of money?" ”

I said, "That's not what I meant, I just want you to eat more." ”

Yuan Changming said: "Your belly is so big, it's really not suitable to go far away." ”

I raised my face to look at Yuan Changming and said, "Didn't you already know that I would come to you?" ”

He put down his chopsticks and said, "Didn't you already know that I would be here?" ”

I smiled and said, "It's good that we're all about the same." ”

Yuan Changming asked, "Have you thought about it?" ”

I said, "Think about it." ”

Yuan Changming was a little surprised, but this accident was replaced by relief, he said: "Actually, I knew your answer early on, you love him so much, how could you hurt him, I shouldn't have come to you, and I shouldn't have come to bother you." ”

I said, "No, you're wrong, what you just said is the opposite of my answer." ”

When Yuan Changming heard my words, he raised his eyes and looked at me with some surprise.

I said: "I don't deny it, I do love him, and I can't see him in trouble, but Changming, I am a person who separates public and private very much, and loving a person is not to love all his shortcomings, on the contrary, you should help him correct his shortcomings, now Shen Boteng has embarked on a wrong path, I can't condone him to keep going like this, let alone shield him, if he enters the prison this time, he is really in trouble, I will not feel guilty at all, I will not worry at all, because Liang Sheng will take my life to accompany him for the rest of his life, Wait for him all his life, until he recognizes his mistakes and corrects his shortcomings. ”

Yuan Changming said: "Liang Sheng, it's useless, no one will admit his mistakes, in your eyes it is a mistake, but in his eyes, this is his capital and his means." ”

I said: "It's okay if he doesn't understand, anyway, I have decided, if he really goes to prison this time, I Liang Sheng will compensate him with this life." ”