173.Chapter 173
"Really? It turns out that your lord is indeed in the Temple of Mercy and Grace......" Wang Zimu smiled miserably, and his already somewhat dazed expression was a little more trance-like, "It turns out that she doesn't want to see me, it's because of this......" His voice became extremely low, and his eyes slowly turned red: "She's right, I'm too weak to even protect myself, let alone protect her." Anyone can kill me silently...... It's all my fault......"
When Lang Qiang, a young man who was only fourteen years old, hung his head in pain, his figure looked extremely thin and thin. The shoulder blades raised high were propped up, and the thin waist trembled slightly, so fragile that it seemed to break in the next moment, revealing Sensen's white bones and dripping flesh.
So much happened in late spring and early summer and April that it almost crushed him to the ground. He hadn't woken up from the shock of his parents, and in an instant, he lost the girl he loved. At this moment, he suddenly felt that he had nothing.
He once thought that the infinitely beautiful life was just an illusion, but after piercing it, he revealed an ugly truth that he could not accept; The girl who once thought she could protect chose to leave, in the final analysis, because he was too weak and could only watch her leave in tears, but he couldn't do anything.
"I should hold back...... Shouldn't have given her peach blossom branches...... Otherwise, she wouldn't be so painful...... "As long as he thought that Princess Changning had lived alone in the Temple of Mercy and Grace for more than half a month, looking at him from a distance almost every day, forcing himself to make a choice, he felt more and more painful.
What exactly was he doing at that time? For the sake of inner peace, he poured incense on those who died unjustly and his family, secretly prayed in front of the Buddha that his father and mother would change from evil to good, and that the eldest brother could get what he wanted. After discovering Princess Changning's maid, he vaguely noticed something, and went to the Temple of Mercy and Grace every day, eager to meet her occasionally......
However, he had no idea what had happened to her, no idea of the pain and sorrow in her heart at that time, and he could not do anything for her. If she asked him to take her away from Chang'an, with his ability, I am afraid he would not be able to take care of her all the way. He can't do anything but read, pick flowers for her, laugh with her!! He's just a complete underdog!!
Wang Zixian looked at him and sighed softly: "San Lang, it's pointless to only care about guilt and pain. If you want your lord to live happily, you have to work harder to get enough strength to protect her in the future. I understand that your mind has been unable to focus lately because of things at home. However, it's been so long, and it's time for you to take it easy. β
Wang Zimu stopped trembling, raised his eyes to look at him, and tears fell silently: "I have always wanted to ask, why can Brother be so indifferent? Don't you think it's scary? They are clearly our flesh and blood relatives, and they seem to be no different from many parents, but they can do such terrible things in private......"
"What else do you know?" Wang Zixian was slightly stunned. When the clan interrogated Wang Chang and Xiao Yang, he deliberately took this younger brother out halfway, feeling that it was unnecessary to let him know more dirty things. He was still too frank and kind at the moment to accept that his mother was such a vicious person - he had a premonition that the affairs of Xiao Yang would ruin him sooner or later.
Wang Zimu choked up and said, "I know, brother, you want to protect me." But the more you don't want me to know, the more speculation will arise in my mind. When the second brother was tried in the ancestral hall, I suddenly remembered my father and mother, so I asked Chang Ming's brother. He, he hesitated for a long time, but finally he didn't hide my ......"
"......" Prince Xian fell silent. He couldn't tell whether his deliberate concealment was right or wrong. Perhaps, going with the flow is the best way to protect this brotherhood.
"After I know the truth, I can hardly face you." Wang Zimu muttered, "In those days, I seemed to accompany my sister and sister to explain for them, but in fact, I was in a daze. I didn't know what to do, and I wanted to ask my mother why she did it, but I didn't want to see her. But thinking about what she has done, I am worried that you will be angry, big brother. β
"Although you are her children, you are also my brothers and sisters, and you have nothing to do with her." The prince dedicated.
Wang Zimu seemed to have fallen into his own uneasiness, and he couldn't hear any response: "I have lost my father, mother, and second brother, and now I have lost your lord, I can't lose you anymore...... He can't afford to lose anyone anymore...... "The one qiΔ he has now is too little, too precious.
Wang Zixian frowned, looked at the shadows under his eyes, and realized that he had not slept for some time. After the changes in the family, it is the changes of Princess Changning, maybe he will still have a period of tossing and turning and sleepless nights. If he didn't pay attention to it, he would be completely ill in two days. Of course, it should not be too late to force him to rest for a few days.
When he was thinking about whether to knock him out or force him to drink the soothing soup, Wang Zimu suddenly asked again: "Brother, if you lose the county king, will you be so indifferent?" His face was still stained with tears, his pale face was full of weakness that could not be concealed, and his eyes were wide open, as if this answer was incomparably precious and invaluable to him.
Wang Zixian narrowed his eyes and replied, "I won't lose Xuanqi." Even if he loses it for a while, he will be taken back in the future. Although he had always mentioned to Li Hui that if they could only retreat to the position of close friends, they would not have to see each other again in this life, otherwise it would only add to the pain - how could he endure such an end? No matter how much effort and means he takes, sooner or later he will make Li Hui promise him and stay with him.
He was never short of patience and never lacked scheming.
If you misjudge the opportunity now, then wait for a more suitable opportunity. If you are destined to miss out when you are young, it doesn't hurt to stay together at the right time. It's best if you don't have to waste precious time together. But when it was necessary to hibernate in order for the two of them to be together, he believed that he could do it too!
In his heart, it is very likely that he and his Xuanqi will encounter countless incidents, and perhaps a moment of mishandling will lead to different results. But this qiΔ doesn't matter, they will encounter more opportunities, and they have all kinds of possibilities. Once Xuan Qi had made his decision, he would tell him that he had thought about it countless times that they would encounter countless forks in the roadβbut sooner or later, they would be able to reach the end together.
"Take?" The prince repeated in a daze, "...... Can I do the same? β
"If you haven't tried, how do you know you can't?" The prince dedicated. In his opinion, the matter is not yet a foregone conclusion. Not to mention that Princess Changning has not yet declined, even if she is married to Yan Zhan, there are still decades left in her life, who knows what will happen in it? It is not uncommon for princesses to remarry and divorce.
Just as Wang Zimu's dark eyes gradually flashed with light, Cao Shilang's voice suddenly came from outside the study, with undisguised anxiety: "Ah Lang, Tuesday Lang asks to see you!" β
"Let him wait outside." Wang Zixian got up unhurriedly and instructed the prince, "You go back to the courtyard to rest, and after a while, when you calm down, I will plan with you again." I can't say it, but I can also let Xuan Qi think about it carefully. Because of this incident, even Li Hui has been depressed for a long time, and he should think of some way to get him out of those feelings.
If you just look at his expression and demeanor, you probably think that what Cao Shilang said is just an ordinary thing. But Wang Zimu clearly remembered that this Tuesday Lang was the name of the part that testified to Wang Chang and Xiao Yang's assassination of King Pu. This person has obeyed his brother's orders, and he can't say that it is his brother's compensation for him, but he still vaguely feels that something is wrong in his heart.
The prince offered his study, and Tuesday Lang was waiting in the octagonal pavilion in the courtyard. As soon as he came, he immediately knelt down and pleaded guilty: "Ah Lang, it's all a certain negligence - Erlang Jun took the opportunity of the two little ladies to visit the sick and escaped from the manor!" He also tricked the eldest lady and brought her with him!! Now the trilogy is looking around, and they have not been found! β
Hearing this, the prince's eyes shrank suddenly: "When did it happen?" "He put Zhou Erlang in charge of guarding the Zhuangzi where Wang Ziling and Wang Chang are located, which is a test and trust for him. Tuesday Lang has been following him for five years, and in terms of loyalty, he is not as good as those who have followed him since childhood, but in terms of ability, he is not bad at all. And he and Wang Chang have a hatred of killing his wife and children, and he will definitely do his best to guard them. It's just that I didn't expect that less than a month later, such a change occurred!!
Tuesday Lang was extremely ashamed, and kowtowed: "I found it last night!" A certain carefully inspected it, and the stables were well guarded, and no horses were lost. However, there is one less mule in the Zhuangzi, and it should be Erlangjun who left with the eldest lady riding a mule. However, there are many mountains and forests near Zhuangzi, and they don't know the road, so they should not go far. β
"Return to Shangzhou immediately." Wang Zixian tightened his eyebrows. Although he saw that the official examination was imminent, he didn't care about preparing for the examination. Moreover, just that Wang Ziling escaped, he didn't have to be in such a hurry, he would come to Chang'an sooner or later, just guard the city gate of Chang'an and catch him. After all, they fled in a hurry, with no money available and no place to go, so it was impossible for them to enter Chang'an City.
However, when it comes to Wang Luoniang, he has to pay attention to it. She is just a young lady of her age, and she is a woman from a family with strict etiquette rules, if the patriarch and other elders know that she is missing, she will at least be sent to the nunnery to avoid the limelight for a few years. What happens if something happens to you again...... Maybe it's not a green lantern ancient Buddha for a lifetime, or you can only marry thousands of miles away.
Just as the two of them hurriedly walked out, they saw Wang Zimu standing up from the mountain stone next to the pavilion with a stunned face: "Brother...... Is it true...... Second Brother...... The second brother took my sister away? β
Unexpectedly, he was hiding here quietly and eavesdropping, and Wang Zixian didn't care about reprimanding him for having no manners, and nodded: "You don't have to worry, I will deal with this matter." Hurry back to the yard to rest, if someone from the Yang family comes to look for you, you just have to tell the sick, you don't have to see anyone. "Come to think of it, even if Yang Qian wants to continue to inquire about the affairs of the Wang family, he will not rashly break into the vine garden.
"No......" Wang Zimu's eyes lit up with an astonishing light, as if it was the last obsession, "I also want to find my sister!" I also want to ask the second brother! When he tricked his sister into taking him away, did he ever think about how his sister would face other people in the future!! "He has only one sister, and he must never lose her again!
The Wang brothers then hurriedly returned to Shangzhou. When Li Hui learned the news, he couldn't help but sigh: "It's really eventful. β