Chapter 167: Interlude (2)
In fact, this photography exhibition, I didn't want to come, I learned from a small person, you want to participate, you know that although I like photography in the past, but, for these competitions, I have always disdained to participate, photography, only for their own interests, just for their own like, not to get everyone's recognition, everyone is an independent individual, like different people, things, things, so, you like, or you love, maybe not others like, or love, therefore, There's no need to go through these games and kill your time......
But you're still here for the competition, huh? Cheng Ning said lightly.
I heard that you came to participate, I just came, just to be able to see you in Nanjing one more time, and by the way to learn about your recent situation, I actually didn't plan to tell you that I like you at this time, but I see that you are not doing well, I feel sad, from the words you muttered after you got drunk last night, I know that you are not happy. I don't want you to be unhappy, I hope that Cheng Ning, who I know, will bounce up and down every day like before, without any sadness.
However, sadness is something that everyone has to experience. Cheng Ning replied.
I know, but I just don't want my Cheng Ning to be sad......
Han Yuan almost stood up, although he didn't look back, but at this time he could guess that Meng Xu was holding Cheng Ning's hands. This made him feel uncomfortable, yes, it was uncomfortable, a feeling of suffocation came to him, which made him have the urge to beat Meng Xu in the past, of course, in order not to lose face in front of Cheng Ning, he endured it. Just when he was about to lose it anymore, he heard Cheng Ning say,
However, Meng Xu. I know that you are good to me, your liking for me is just a childhood friendship, not the love between men and women, your liking for me is just like me at that time, and you like yourself who liked me at that time. Loved the good times we had together without any worries. What you miss is just the beauty of that time, the carefree of that time. The naïve harmony of that time......
But, Meng Xu, those are not really me, do you know my joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Do you know my arrogance, do you know my unreasonableness? You don't know. What you know is just me at the time, although we didn't get together a few times in the future, but. At that time, all you saw was a one-sided me. Not a whole me, as you see. What you remember is not the me I am now......
What you like is not really me, what you like is just a bubble, just a shadow I left for you back then......
After a while, Cheng Ning looked at Meng Xu, who was looking at him blankly, and continued,
Perhaps, one day, even if you and I come together, however, you will find that you will eventually be disappointed, you will feel that your persistence over the years is not worth it, some things, some people, perhaps, will be better in memory......
But how do you know that I don't like you now? Meng Xu asked unwillingly.
So, what do you like about me now? Is it well-behaved and sensible? Or pretty? Still is......
Meng Xu paused, not knowing how to answer this question, yes, I haven't seen Cheng Ning often for so many years, it seems that I am really unfamiliar, in the past, such a question was not to be considered, but now, when I really have the opportunity to say what I like her, I really don't know what to say......
Looking at Meng Xu, who was speechless, Cheng Ning smiled slightly and said,
I've always regarded you as my good friend, you say this today, I believe it's really your words from the bottom of your heart that you have seen our friendship for many years, I also collected it, and then sealed it, these words, I should have never heard it, let's continue to be good friends, although I don't contact you all the year round, but I don't feel alienated from you, otherwise, I wouldn't have been drunk last night, I don't worry when Li Mo is around, when you're around, I'm also at ease, you are all my family, but, It's not my lover......
Oh, Li Mo, after all these years, is it still so good to you?
When Meng Xu heard Cheng Ning talk about Li Mo, he was very curious about whether Li Mo had confessed.
Yes, he has always been very good to me, now he is studying at Peking University, his grades are as outstanding as ever, and I am a lucky girl, the college entrance examination is just extraordinary, I also felt that Beijing has his care, so I applied for the school in Beijing, and you insisted on going to Zhejiang University, otherwise, if you are also in Beijing, a few of us can also get together......
Back then, Meng Xu wanted to tell Cheng Ning the truth, in fact, the college entrance examination volunteer filled in by Meng Xu back then was written by Peking University, but later his father felt that Peking University was too risky, so he privately changed his college entrance examination volunteer to Zhejiang University......
If my father hadn't changed his will, and if he had also gone to Beijing to study with Li Mo and Cheng Ning, it would have been great, but how could the years have given people the opportunity to regret it...... Whenever he thought of this, Meng Xu was resentful of his father, complaining that his father had modified his wishes back then, and that he had missed his loved ones......
However, every time he thinks about it, he knows that his father is for his own good, and he doesn't want him to fail in the college entrance examination, although he has a lot of scores, but after all, filling in the volunteer is a sloppy thing, and it is related to whether his years of study can achieve results.
Perhaps, life is full of gains and losses, and what is gained and what is lost is balanced in a certain way......
Looking at Meng Xu, who didn't speak, Cheng Ning said,
Hey, what the hell are you thinking?
Oh, it's nothing, I just thought of the time we spent playing together when we were children, so you mean just now, you don't want to give me a chance to take good care of you? Meng Xu asked seriously.
However, even if I give you a chance, can you take care of me if you are in Hangzhou, Zhejiang? Cheng Ning teased, unwilling to make Meng Xu feel too embarrassed.
Well, if you have to say that, then I really have nothing to say, it is true that there is a south, a north, and I really can't take care of you...... Meng Xu's brows could not hide his sadness.
Okay, don't think about it so much, continue to be good friends, although they don't often contact, but they are all friends, isn't it good, I think it's also good, after all, good friends will never be separated, and boyfriend and girlfriend, how many people don't get along with each other after breaking up, I think that's it, it's too miserable, it's not a stranger, but after separation, after all, I have loved, but I have to act as the most familiar stranger. (To be continued...... )。
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