Chapter 47: Showing Your Heart (2)
Yun Xuan was overwhelmed by her gentle movements and cautious expression, and bent down slightly to let Yuexin rub the medicine for him, and he also took the medicine bottle and poured it on his fingers, and gently wiped it on Yuexin's forehead, and the light through the window was shining on them, making the whole room full of happiness.
When Yuexin's eyes moved away from Yun Xuan's chin, she finally felt the ambiguous move between the two, and her face suddenly became hot, and she wanted to push Yun Xuan away, but Yun Xuan took the opportunity to hug her tightly into his arms.
"Xin'er, don't move, let me hug for a while, okay? I have something to say to you. ”
Yun Xuan said with some pleading.
"What do you have to say?"
Yue Xin guessed what Yun Xuan would say next, and her heart also beat faster.
"Xin'er, I don't know when it started, maybe it was the first time we met, at that time, my eyes only like to follow your figure, as I get older, I have a stronger and stronger impression of you, and I always want you to laugh happily, play as you like, at that time, I didn't know that this was like, four years ago after returning to the capital, my thoughts about you are increasing day by day, in addition to crazy things, I often take the jade flute to a far away quiet place to play those tunes you teach in the dead of night, in order to comfort the feelings of longing. I know you don't have confidence in the marriage of this world, but Xin'er, please rest assured, I have the same idea as you, I just want to be a couple for the rest of my life, in this life, I only want to be monogamous with Xin'er, grow old together, give me this opportunity, okay? ”
Yue Xin was close to Yun Xuan's chest, and she could clearly hear his accelerated heartbeat, knowing that he was also very nervous at this time, but she still said such a long confession, Yue Xin gritted her teeth and decided to tell Yun Xuan about her concerns.
"Yun Xuan, I don't doubt your feelings for me, the main reason why I don't dare to accept it is the deep-rooted feudal ideology and the concept of male superiority and inferiority of women in this world, I also believe that you can only love me alone, but there is no guarantee that your family can accept your thinking and practice, at that time, if you are under pressure from all sides, can you still love me alone and marry me only as always? This is a difficult road, blocking thousands of mountains and rivers, and you are the son of the palace, the burden and responsibility on your shoulders will be overwhelming, I dare not gamble, and I can't afford the result of failure, rather than the final painful life, it is better to extinguish the flame of love now. ”
Yun Xuan listened to Yuexin's words and gently pushed her away from his arms, but his arms were still tightly wrapped around her waist.
He lowered his head, affectionately imprinted a kiss on Yuexin's forehead, hugged her slightly into his arms, and said softly but firmly in her ear: "Xin'er, these concerns of yours are not a problem, our affairs may encounter a lot of obstacles, this is what I expected, in the past four years, I have also made full preparations, as long as Xin'er gives me this opportunity to take care of you and care for you for a lifetime, I Feng Yunxuan will not let my Xin'er suffer any grievances, promise me, no matter what difficulties I encounter, I will believe in me, let alone abandon me, Let's figure it out together, shall we? ”
Listening to Yun Xuan's almost begging words, Yuexin really couldn't bear it, so should she take a gamble?