Chapter 213: The Final Confession
Delicate facial features, handsome face, looking at the past from this side, that kind of delicacy is like a tree blooming in the sun...... Extraordinarily handsome!
Qin Mo listened to his words, raised his head to look at him, and then, quickly put away the jade pendant without missing a trace, and then put it into the cuffs.
Looking up at him again, I wanted to pretend to care but said in a faint tone, "It's nothing!" ”
Suddenly, he glanced up at Murong Zhuang today, and suddenly felt that this person was a little different when he came in today, compared to the past, what was the difference, Qin Mo didn't feel it......
It may be that there was a faint smile in his eyes......
It seems that compared to the man who always treated him coldly in the past, he has a little more treatment for Qin Mo today......
"What were you looking at-!" He asked, and sat down at the table next to Qin Mo in a very casual posture. Seems random.
Qin Mo thought about it and didn't answer him
"What are you doing today?"
She pulled the topic away......
Listening to her question, he paused, his black eyes glanced at her knowingly, meaningful, for a moment, the delicate side face, bowed his head, and took out something from the cuffs of his brocade robe and ink bamboo pattern......
Qin Mo paused, it was a small golden box.
The small box is exquisitely made, after all, it is really rare in this dynasty. This kind of handwork, what is even more gratifying is that there is a lock in front of the small box, a delicate and small lock, which looks so delicate and chic, ingenious.
And the outer layer of fine light was shining, Qin Mo knew at a glance that it was made of pure gold, and it was still the best gold, this color.
Definitely the best of the best.
"Do you like it?"
The body of the small box was polished with a tool to polish the pattern of the passionflower, Qin Mo looked at it over and over again.
This gold is just that, but the workmanship is so small......
"For me?!" Qin Mo looked at it, and then looked at Murong Zhuang with a smile, since when did they start to coexist peacefully and naturally......
"Uh-huh!" The man said 'um', and his voice was very low, as if he was doing something that he was extremely unwilling to admit Yes, "It was delivered from a foreign country, and then I received this thing, and I thought it was okay, so I wondered if your girl's family prefers this kind of small utensils, and then brought it to you—!" ”
"Thank you for helping me take care of my mother's illness.
It seems to be an explanation, but it is not an explanation......
"Oh-" Qin Mo nodded, looked at him, looked at his side face for a long time, and suddenly realized that Murong Zhuang today really seemed to have a strange expression and demeanor that was different from the past......
If it was usual, he would have quarreled with Qin Mo a long time ago, but today, after he came, his every move was a little twisted and pinched.
"And ...... One more thing......! ”
After a long time, Qin Mo looked at him again and saw that he kept his gaze on the teacup in front of him.
It seems that there is some hesitation and reluctance, whether it should be said or not.
Qin Mo was stunned for a moment, looking at him, "What's the matter!" ”
"Uh...... Be...... Be...... Do you hate me? ”
The teacup in his hand rotated uneasily, and the man didn't know that he had made a lot of perseverance to finish speaking, and then he looked up at Qin Mo again, and immediately looked at the teacup in his hand again.
"Uh-?!" Qin Mo's eyes were like crystal glass at the moment, transparent and clear inside, and when he glanced at the man again, he felt that he was not embarrassed to look at himself, so Qin Mo looked away by himself......
"Uh...... Well......! Actually, after muttering for a long time, the cuffs rubbed and rubbed between Qin Mo's fingers, and she also pretended to have nothing to do and rubbed the patterns on her sleeves to delay time.
Relieve yourself of embarrassment......
It's strange again, today's Murong Zhuang is really abnormal......
She suddenly gasped without a trace, and then thought of what Qing'er said to herself in the morning, could it be that this Murong Zhuang suddenly behaved like this in front of her, did she really like herself?!
After thinking about it, she shook her head again, it was impossible, and besides, she didn't want to......
This dead man, if he really likes himself, then he still has to find a lot of trouble for himself, and then he will be asking for his own hardship......
"I don't know ......!"
When he asked, she thought for a quarter of an hour before returning.
For a long time, without hearing him speak again, Qin Mo paused, and didn't look at him, the two of them were at the same table, but they didn't dare to look at each other awkwardly......
"Perhaps...... Maybe I don't hate it, after all, I've caused you a lot of trouble, haven't I-! ”
She is also sorry for him, this is a fact, so even if the previous grievances and grievances of the two people have been written off......
"Uh-huh......!" After a long time, I heard his low, whispering voice......
"I don't want you to hate me-!"
After a moment, Qin Mo Yuguang saw him look up, raised the tea in the cup and took a sip, but he still saw that he didn't look away......
"I don't hate you, all the qiē in this world is like this, why hate-!"
This latter sentence is her truth, in fact, Qin Mo, from the bottom of his heart, will not hate a person at all, because he has seen through the world, understands the various states in the world, and understands that people have their own actions in life, since they all pursue their own pursuits, why hate them......
If she can't get used to it, she will directly retaliate, and she will fight back directly, and hate, the word is too tiring and heavy......
"Thank you...... Thank you for not hating me......! ”
After a long time, he stood up, Qin Mo listened to his voice, there seemed to be a touch of desolation in the grace, in short, there were indeed some places in Murong Zhuang today that Qin Mo was puzzled.
He wasn't like that before......
The man walked out, strode out, and walked out of this courtyard, which was originally where he lived in the palace, and because she came, he handed it over to her to live......
He originally thought that the person who could tie her up with an iron chain, even if he didn't know her heart, it would be good to have a love tied up for a lifetime.
However, she was so smart and free, after all, he was reluctant to imprison her for the rest of his life.
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When the princess returned to the capital, Qin Mo had nothing to do in the palace, according to the agreement between her and Murong Zhuang, if she cured the princess's illness, Murong Zhuang would let her leave the palace alive, and see that she would not be entangled in the future, and Murong Zhuang also agreed......
The chains in her hands had long since been untied, but only on her feet,
On this day, after packing up her baggage and leaving the palace, Qing'er heard the news that Qin Mo was leaving, and she didn't know where to run out, so she sent Qin Mo two boxes of glutinous rice snacks made by the palace, saying that the master outside was far from having this taste, so Qin Mo also accepted it.
Qin Mo made two other pairs of medicines, and asked Qing'er to send this medicine to the princess, which is considered the third course of treatment, as long as this medicine is eaten, the princess's damp heat and stagnation should also be cured.
"Girl, some of the things I said to you that day, don't take them out to others, let's get acquainted, I recognize you as my half sister, so I told you about these things in the palace, otherwise, ordinary people will never know, this is a taboo in the mouth of the people in the palace, I am now half of the princess's daughter-in-law, so she told me everything, before, the girl kept asking me what prince has a good title why he went to Suizhou to open such a gambling house! In fact, the girl will understand if you think about it, the prince, he is also one of the people who help fight for power, in the palace, the girl, you are a small people, you don't know how powerful it is, I have been with the prince since I was a child, and I have followed the prince for so many years, in fact, I really don't want the prince to be involved in this, but, he has no way, the concubine is his own aunt, Concubine Hui is also his distant cousin, and the Zhaorui palace is in front of the saint, so he always has to help in it, the prince may not be good, But there is nothing to say to my relatives, I know that I can't persuade the prince, if one day, the girl knows the prince's distress, please forgive him, and, help me persuade the prince, so that he doesn't fall too into this, I'm afraid that I won't be able to extricate myself in the end! ”
On this day, Qin Mo was about to leave, and then, before leaving, he was asked out by Qing'er again, gave these two boxes of pastries, and said these words seriously.
Today's Qing'er is becoming more and more like a woman, with a sad look, a fallen horse bun at one end, and the cloud temples seem to be pressed down, Qin Mo only sees four words from her - virtuous and virtuous, sure enough, a woman who is a woman is not ordinary, so she wants to focus on her husband's business in everything, and her husband is worried about her heart.
She is a supporter of her husband's business.
I think that at the beginning, Qing'er was only a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, just like Qin Mo, she was innocent and lively......
Qing'er pulled Qin Mo and talked for a long time, Qin Mo didn't know where the focus of her words was, so she listened to her and finished speaking......
Then, he took the two boxes of pastries, carried the baggage, and went out from the gate of the county king's mansion generously......
As soon as he walked a few zhang away from the red Zhumen, he saw a rockery lotus pond, and then, dressed in white, the people standing there, white clothes like snow, black hair like ink, jade crown like Qinghui, Qin Mo put the burden on his shoulders, bowed his head, and walked quickly from there......
It was just a moment, and the person who caught up from behind, before Qin Mo could raise his head, he was pulled back by a force pinching his shoulder......
In an instant, he was hugged into a strong embrace......
Smelling the faint aroma on the white clothes, the fragrance on this guy's body is a rich gardenia fragrance, as if he has it all year round, as if he is hanging a sachet, and it seems that it is not......
Qin Mo was hugged tightly by him, very tight, she wanted to struggle, but with a lot of force, she didn't even break out of the gap in his arms.
The body he hugged her was so tight, so tight that she could feel his heartbeat with her chest, and so tight that she could feel the chaotic breath he was emanating from her nose at the moment......
Qin Mo had never been held so deeply by such a person, and held into such a clear memory.
"Do you know the pain I have always thought I had, since you are so capable of healing, then why didn't you check my pulse in your free time to see what disease I had, my heart has always been painful for you, and I have been anxious for you to toss me, I am afraid that you will not understand if you don't tell you. I'm afraid that if I don't tell you, you'll always be such a fool, and I know why I'm going to catch you again and again, not because I really want to torture you, but because I have feelings for you! ”
Hearing his words, Qin Mo was stunned.
Her body, straight and stiff in his arms, was so obvious......
"You know you once, in the villa, I asked the maids to wash you out, you are surrounded by beads, at that time, I was stunned. I admit that your side face is similar to part of the charm of my mother's concubine, I have relied on my mother since I was a child, at that time, you walked from the door step by step to my table, as if you also walked step by step to my heart, I understand your rebelliousness, I was tricked by you, but I still don't want to, or unwilling, I would rather cut off your hands and feet, let you spread out on my bed, so that you can never leave me again in this life, but, I know, what you have been thinking in your heart is - how to leave, the first time, you let go of the slave I caught, Then I wounded my horseman, and the second time, I took you in and beat you badly, but I couldn't bear to hurt your life, but as long as I couldn't bear to hurt your life, even if I beat you to a serious injury, you could still heal slowly, hurt your body, but it hurt my heart, and the second time, you drugged my diet, and my handmaid did it, I know, then I knew that I had done nothing to you, and you must wonder why I knew where you lived, but I didn't take any revenge, I dug out your bottom, but I can't destroy your roots...... That's what I can't bear! ”
"But, what a ridiculous fate, as a result, you came in by mistake again, this time, you came to my mansion, or came with my childhood friend, this is the chance, the ridiculous meeting, and then I still made up my mind not to let you go, I think, I like you, but I can't control you, then, I use a chain, always tie you, and then let you be chained to me for a lifetime, I always want to force your thoughts, let you become my woman after you will never leave, but that night, your tears, I stopped from the heart, I thought, I still gave up ......! ”
He hugged her, tightly, Qin Mo struggled from the beginning to not struggle now, she quieted down, and when he hugged her, her slender jade fingers gently unfolded from behind the fabric that was gripping his vest, and finally hugged him gently.
I don't know why, listening to him, such a hoarse voice, the timbre is so gloomy and hoarse, like a demand, so lost and so lost words and tone.
"I'm sorry......!" Her head rested on his shoulder, it turned out that he had endured so much in his heart, but she was still like a stupid child, and she didn't understand anything......
Indeed, before this, Qin Mo had always thought that he hated her, no, it should be said that he hated her......
"I'm sorry!" She didn't know if he was in tears, but Qin Mo was in tears, she said softly, even she didn't know where the sadness came from, but she slowly wet a large piece of his shoulders......
If he could have told her these words earlier, he wouldn't have let her misunderstand for so long......
If he had stopped doing those things to her sooner, they might have ...... Maybe the relationship won't be at least like it is now, not even as good as friends, but now, there is no such thing.
"I'm sorry...... If you can meet me earlier and say these things to me, maybe we can get along with each other, but not now......! ”
She had already promised others, and he had also said that she would wait for him......
She can't be so half-hearted-
"Do you have someone in your heart, do you already have another person in your heart-!"
Suddenly, listening to her words, he was about to open up, but he still hugged her shoulders, Qin Mo felt that his violent temper was all on the rise, and then, his eyes, his whole expression, had a tendency to change extremely, which made Qin Mo a little scared.
She wondered if he was coming back again......
The rough, the angry, the cold, the terrible him is coming back.
"Who is that person...... You sue me, who is that ......! ”
Murong Zhuang's big palm was pinched on Qin Mo's arms, he was a man, he had a lot of strength, and his fingers were even more powerful, and those fingers were pressed down from the flesh and strangulated into the flesh.
He seemed excited, nervous all at once.
Qin Mo was caught in pain. It hurts...... Now she is grinning at the pain, and tears are about to fall out.
"Nope. Let go, you let go, you hurt me......! ”
He grabbed her hard, but Qin Mo struggled to let him go......
In the end, the man saw Qin Mo's expression, and in the end, he was still embarrassed, he let go first......
"So, will I ever see you again?"
Qin Mo decided, at this moment, in June, Jiujiang is still full of dark clouds, this wind, cold and cold, willow branches in the distance, lotus pond nearby, I am afraid that the big river in Jiujiang City is going to flood again......
She looked at the sky lightly and said lightly
"Who knows, these things, look at the will of heaven and fate-!"
Then, he looked down at him again, and saw that Murong Zhuang's eyes were gloomy at this moment, like a crowded cloud of sorrow.
Qin Mo sighed softly in his heart, then tied the burden on his body and twisted the knotted place again.
"If there is fate, we will always meet again-!"
After saying this, he turned his head......
"Don't go!" Suddenly, he didn't take two steps, and suddenly the entire right half of his body was suddenly pulled back from behind by a force......
Qin Mo only felt the sound of the wind whirring in his ears, and his body was once again embraced into that solid embrace.
This time, he didn't hold it so tightly, it seemed that he was afraid that the strength under him would be too heavy.
It will strangle the person in the bosom......
And at this moment, Qin Mo sighed in his arms......
People who are always careless on the surface and pretend not to care about it don't know in their hearts that the fire has been lit thousands of times......
And Murong Zhuang seems to be such a person, this is probably the case with people who have lacked love since childhood......
We always feel that we once gave a qiē for someone, and in the end, we look back and find that in fact, the person we loved the most at the beginning may still be ourselves......
Perhaps, Murong Zhuang's love for himself is true......
However, what Qin Mo needed was a solid and warm embrace, although Murong Zhuang's chest was solid and he felt very secure, but after all, there was no warmth......
She's still making good on a promise to another person......
Farewell, Zhaorui Palace, farewell, Murong Zhuang......
Qin Mo also walked for a long time before returning to the house he bought in Jiujiang. The house was empty......
Xiao Tao didn't know where to go.
It is estimated that she can't find herself, and she has no way to ask for help, Qin Mo guessed that she went back to Qinzhou......
As a result, after inquiring, this girl really went back to Qinzhou.
Qin Mo lived alone in Jiujiang City for a long time......
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