It's okay, I know that you're all doing well, I'm at ease, even if it's not in a city, it's okay, I hurriedly adjusted the atmosphere, but for some reason, when I heard her say that she was dedicated, I suddenly thought of a person, that is, m, that is, for a moment, the mind was back on track.

When I pushed the door in, I saw m in the living room, and I forgot to close my mouth in surprise, looked at H, and asked,

This......

Seeing that I was also full of surprise, m hurriedly stood up and said,

Just now h also said to pick up a friend, but I don't know it's you, if you know, you will go together, come and sit down here, it's freezing, Shanghai is very cold in winter, I'm not used to a southerner, and you're not used to a girl in Guangzhou, right?

I still couldn't hide the surprise on my face, so I sat down at the nearest place and chatted politely, because it was too late, and there were more work tasks scheduled the next day, so I washed up early and went to bed.

H, why did you and M share a house, don't you sue me, you gave up such a good job in Beijing just for this person? We're all adults, and if that's the case, is it worth it for you to give up so much? The question is, does he love you?

When he heard me ask her, he buried his head under my arm, and said,

It's too late today, I'll tell you in detail tomorrow after you get off work, go to bed early, dear Fei'er, I'm so happy to see you again.

Hearing H say this, I was no longer reluctant, and just waited for her to truthfully explain the various situations that happened in the middle the next day.

The next day, I got off work a little early, and the two of us met at the café outside and told me the ins and outs of the matter:

After graduating, I stayed in Beijing for a few months, and I found it at home. It's very good, many friends envy me, saying that I have taken shit luck, only I know that my family has entrusted a lot of relationships. M went to Shanghai after graduating, and his girlfriend, oh, his ex-girlfriend went back to her hometown. The two broke up peacefully. At that time, M had just started his career. I can't do a lot of things well, and I am often scolded, and it is common to work overtime until late. Click on his WeChat once. I saw the state: Shanghai at night is very beautiful and desolate, a city, there is not a warm lamp to illuminate my way home. No one was waiting for me to come home.

At that time, I felt so pitiful. And I enjoyed the care given by my family with peace of mind, but he was alone in Shanghai, he was not a native of Shanghai, and Shanghai itself was somewhat xenophobic. I don't know how well he did during that time. But what I'm sure of is that he's certainly not doing as well as I am. And maybe I'm overflowing with love, wanting to be his savior, even if it's to turn on a light and light his way home, at least, he won't feel that he is a lonely person in a huge city.

Later, for the sake of resignation for work, my parents and I gave an ultimatum, saying that if I dare to resign, I will be kicked out of the house, although you know that I have always been more rebellious, and I don't play cards according to common sense, but this time I am serious, to be honest, I think my father is really angry, I am afraid that they will leave me and don't want me, but I am more afraid, I let go of the most precious feelings, during that time, my hair fell out a lot, perhaps, my parents still feel more sorry for me, see my state, Just don't push me.

At that time, I remember my dad saying the saddest thing to me was, baby, since you think he is more important than your mom and dad, then you go to him.

At that time, I wanted to say that you are more important than him, but when the words came to my lips, I suddenly felt that I was so hypocritical.

M and I, in fact, are not that familiar, but every time we chat, I feel very talkative, but never ambiguous, even if sometimes a little joke, he will suddenly burst out with an angry expression, say a little, and then the chat content ends there. We're like buddies and confidants, at least that's how I feel.

And then, you really went to Shanghai? I asked.

Well, because M sent me an address before, I found a house in their community very lightly, where the house is very expensive, but fortunately close to the company, later, M shared roommate sent abroad, but before paying a year's rent, so I sublet out, when I saw the news, I jumped up happily, and always felt that God favored me.

When M saw me walking to the living room with my luggage, my teeth fell out in surprise, and I almost stuttered and said, you, why are you? Are you my new roommate?

Well, yes, the job transfer, the first arrival, take care of me, and then it is logical to become a roommate. After that, it will be five years, but soon, I will move out, you came just in time, otherwise, maybe you won't be able to see me again in Shanghai this time.

Oh, where are you going? I asked.

United States. h said firmly.

Is there a job transfer?

No, I submitted my resignation a few days ago, and the president didn't let him go, saying that he had spent five years here, and how many people dreamed of achieving the current position that made people blush, give him a few days to think about it, but you know, what I decided, ten cows can't pull it back. I'm going to study at Harvard this time, and I wanted to go before, but I didn't have such an opportunity, and I just received an invitation from a foreign director over there.

This is known.,H has strongly expressed the regret of missing out on Harvard University before.,And now,This time has passed.,Is it really good? I was silent, and after a while, said,

However, I see that you and M get along quite well, why did you suddenly decide to leave? Did something happen?

Fortunately, nothing big happened, when I first came to Shanghai, there was no family cover, and it was a foreign company, there were many things, busy work, and I was often scolded for not doing well, and I was scolded for being a mess at one time, all kinds of denials, I carried two bottles of red wine and some cooked food to the room to drink by myself. Seeing me like this, M silently drank with me.

I said, I regret coming here, I am not familiar with life, I have to re-study my work, and I have to be scolded, I have not been scolded much since I was a child. Later, he asked me, "So, didn't you have a job transfer, you resigned and came here?" Well, why do you come here to suffer? You should find a boyfriend to take care of you, instead of working so hard alone.

I don't think I can find a boyfriend, I said.

Nonsense, there are many good boys in the world, you can order it casually, how can you not find it, M said.

But I think I really can't find it, otherwise, I'll look for you, h said jokingly.

There was a moment of silence, and then he joked again, "I'm joking," and continued to drink. (To be continued...... ）

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