"When did you learn to smoke?" Lu Yao couldn't help but ask, she knew that Yang Sen didn't like this taste very much. "Co*Fun*Words*Love*First*Fa ()』

I was very reluctant to myself back then.

Yang Sen said, "In the first year of going to the United States, there was a lot of pressure, the teachers taught in English, I couldn't understand a lot of professional words, I had to work hard to tutor the language after class, and I had to go to work. ”

"Didn't the Peng family sponsor you to study abroad? Do you still need to go to work? Lu Yao thought to herself, a group as big as the Peng family, it wouldn't be like this, they all sent him to study abroad, and they would definitely pay for their living expenses.

"Well, Peng's living expenses for me are just enough, but I want to make a little more money, at least I can send money to my mother, so that her life is not so hard." Yang Sen said, "The life of international students abroad is very difficult, everywhere is blinded, everyone is equal, it is all nonsense, during that time, I miss you very much, I always can't sleep at night, and slowly learn to smoke." ”

"I don't like to smoke, however, those days made me feel that I didn't smoke at night, I was empty, I felt very uncomfortable, and smoking at least had something to do, so I became addicted to smoking."

White smoke curls up, rising a little lonely.

Lu Yao wanted to comfort him very much, after all, those days had passed, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't speak, in what capacity did she comfort him, if she comforted him and he misunderstood, then what should she do?

She didn't expect that the few words between her and Yang Sen would be so difficult.

Lu Yao's heart became a little uncomfortable.

"Yang Sen, actually, you are quite good now, you want to succeed, you got it." Lu Yao said, she felt that he could really be relieved, Yang Sen's goodbye, there are three places that men can't touch.

Career, reputation and family.

She wasn't his family back then, he abandoned her for the sake of his career, she can really let go, Lu Yao doesn't feel that she is such a compassionate person, what a kind person, but she doesn't want to be her burden in carrying this past.

In the past few years, Yang Sen's foreign country must have been quite difficult, what can't she let go?

"Yaoyao, if I hadn't thought about you, I wouldn't have been able to survive outside China in the past few years."

Lu Yao frowned, not quite liking to hear this kind of statement, "Don't you have Liya?" ”

"She's not like you."

"Yang Sen, you sue me, did she force you to have a relationship with her?" Lu Yao asked.

Yang Sen frowned, stopped talking, and finally shook his head, Lu Yao said, "Since she didn't force you to have a relationship with her, then you are willing to have a relationship with her, whether it is lonely or true, she has spent the past few years with you, this long night, this love is much deeper than what I gave you, you can't just veto it." In the past few years, the woman who has accompanied you through the lonely years is her, not me. There was a hint of melancholy in Lu Yao's words, although it had all passed. But it still made her feel uncomfortable to mention it.

"Yaoyao, there is no love between me and her." Janssen explained, "We're just ......"

"Whatever it is, she can't feed the dog in her company for a few years." Lu Yao said, "You can't blindly deny her dedication, it's very unfair to her, after all, you chose her in the first place." ”

"I don't love her at all, is that fair to me?"

"If you don't love her, why should you be with her, misleading others and yourself." Lu Yao said, very pertinent, "In the final analysis, you men are selfish, and they have never only thought about themselves, and have never considered what we women think." Why did you choose Peng Liya in the first place, I think you know very well in your heart, Yang Sen, I am no longer the ignorant little girl I was back then, there are some things, I don't want to think about it doesn't mean I don't know. ”

"When you chose Peng Liya, in addition to loneliness, touched, in fact, you also fancy her as the daughter of the Peng family, right, choose her, you can struggle for 30 years less, a man better than you, Peng Liya is not unable to find it, if you just stay abroad and come back, without the Peng family, can you have today's social status? I don't think so, so if you choose her and choose success, you can't deny her. ”

It's so ungrateful.

"You don't know anything about the matter between me and Peng Liya!" Yang Sen roared, looking at Lu Yao with blood-red eyes, if he wanted to see her through, Lu Yao was frightened, what was wrong?

Yang Sen wiped his face, and his anger dissipated a little, "Yaoyao, I'm sorry, I lost my temper." ”

"It's okay, I don't know what happened to you." Lu Yao sighed, maybe she was self-righteous, perhaps, she misunderstood, but she didn't believe that Yang Sen hadn't considered this aspect when he promised Peng Liya.

He didn't want to admit it.

He is so high-minded and arrogant, how can he admit this, so she understands.

Yang Sen said, "Yaoyao, one thought, I missed too much, if time can be turned back......"

"Janssen, don't say these meaningless words." Lu Yao looked at him steadily, "If time can be turned back, you will still choose to go abroad and choose to leave, the only difference is that you may say goodbye to me and let me wait for you so that we won't miss it, but have you thought about it?" Why do I have to wait for you for six years, all my youth is spent waiting for you, which flower girl do you think is willing? ”

"I know you too well, and your desire for success is much greater than mine." Lu Yao said softly, "You have succeeded now, look back and think about me, you feel regretful, so you are bent on me, if you didn't leave back then, who knows what we have become, maybe we will break up early." ”

When the love is the strongest, I leave and slowly get along with the two, and find that it is not suitable to break up, and the trauma is different.

"You never believed me, did you? I said I'd leave Peng Liya, and you don't believe it, do you? ”

"Yang Sen, we missed it, I have recognized this fact, when will you recognize it?" Lu Yao looked at him and smiled lightly, "You have not been able to succeed today, why do you want to give up?" ”

"I didn't give up, even if there is no Peng family, I can make a breakthrough myself."

"Yang Sen, you ......" Lu Yao frowned, "Back then, the Peng family sponsored you to study, just to ask you to work hard for the Peng family, you now have money and ability, cross the river and tear down the bridge, you have lost the basic principles of being a man, why do you talk about feelings, the man I like will never be this type." ”

Lu Yao's education from childhood to adulthood is to be pure, no matter what the trading conditions of Yang Sen and the Peng family were at the beginning, and what is unpleasant now, he must keep his promise, Peng Liya mentioned that Yang Sen and the Peng family have a seven-year contract, and since he graduated, it is only two years now, and there are still five years. He is treacherous and can only be regarded as a villain, and she prefers people who are above board.

Since Peng's helped you become famous, you have to show your value to Peng's.

This is the path he chose by himself, and he turned back halfway through, how could there be such a cheap thing.

There was no turning back from the bow.

Yang Sen was like a ball that had been punctured by someone, the whole person was wilted, Lu Yao even felt that he was very pitiful, she couldn't see Yang Sen so depressed, she couldn't see him so depressed.

He was such a gentle man.

"Yang Sen, I forgive you." Lu Yao said suddenly.

Yang Sen's tears fell like this, and his face flowed quietly, for so many years, he has always wanted to hear Lu Yao say, Yang Sen, I forgive you. For this sentence, even if he pays a qiē, he will not hesitate to do it.

When he was young, he thought that what he was pursuing was success, that he would become famous, no longer look at other people's eyes, and let his mother live a good life. The success of his career gave him confidence, but the loss of his lover made him live a lonely life.

What he wanted most, he lost.

Lu Yao's forgiveness is his salvation.

"Yaoyao ......" Yang Sen hugged her suddenly, Lu Yao gently patted his back, spoke softly, comforting the man she loved in the past, she didn't know if she still loved Yang Sen, but she knew that if Yang Sen left Peng Liya and returned to her, she would not accept it.

Because, this will make her ashamed of herself in front of Peng Liya forever.

Today's Yang Sen was single-handedly cast by Peng Liya.

Confident face, calm posture, handsome figure, career, reputation, all the qiē that attracts girls are all given by Peng Liya, if Yang Sen gives up Peng Liya and returns to her.

In this life, she couldn't raise her head in front of Peng Liya.

It's a sad miss.

Janssen has Janssen's helplessness, she has her principles.

There are some things that can be compromised, but we must not lose our principles.

"Yang Sen, let yourself go, I'm just a passerby in your life, and the person who will really accompany you for the rest of your life is not me." Lu Yao said softly, whether he admits it or not, Yang Sen has to slowly accept this.

"Yaoyao, I won't give up on you."

Lu Yao sighed, he really couldn't say anything about his attachment, what should he say?

It's a disaster.

Perhaps, their understanding is a disaster.

Peng Liya looked at their hugging figures from afar, clenched her fists, jealousy crawled all over her face, Chen Yunru told her, Yang Sen proposed to Lu Yao, she was skeptical, no one knew Yang Sen better than her, he would not give up his hard-won success.

She felt that Chen Yunru was just sowing discord, however, she didn't expect that this would be the truth.

They actually came to campus and hugged each other intimately.

She hated this school, she had a crush on Yang Sen back then, Tian shamelessly told Lu Yao that every time she pulled Lu Yao to see Yang Sen, she always looked for opportunities to be with Yang Sen, even if it was a school sports meeting, she was the first to appear in front of Yang Sen.