Chapter 194: I can't help myself
Indeed, Nie Lingzhuo was disappointed, extremely disappointed. Sister-in-law Suo Ke Er said the Internet, look at the most terrible Yan Qing girl Er said Bayi Middle School?? Wenwang?? ww?w.81zw.com
I had roughly learned about Cheng Yu before, knowing that he was not dead, Nie Lingzhuo hated him and was happy in his heart, at least he was not dead.
At that time, Nie Lingzhuo's own physical condition had a problem, and whether he would survive or not was uncertain and unpredictable.
Later, he married Chu Chen, and then she became pregnant, a series of things made him almost forget that he had such a disappointing friend.
But when Xiaoice appeared, Nie Ling Zhuo clearly saw that she was trapped by love, and her great sadness made him hate Cheng Yu so much!
He shouldn't have responded to Xiaoice like this.
How true Ying Xiaoice's feelings for him were, and how open-minded she was to Cheng Dù, who was serious about her feelings, was in the eyes of Nie Lingzhuo and Xiao Chu at that time.
It is precisely because he loves so deeply, loves so sincerely, and loves so deeply that this will make Ying Xiaoice live worse than death, and he himself, during the time of Chengyu's "death", Nie Lingzhuo also lived an inhuman life, deeply blaming himself for killing his good friend.
Nie Lingzhuo didn't think of seeing Cheng Yu, after all, that kind of person was just like what he said to Ying Xiaoice before, it was not worth crying, it was not worth being sad, and it was not worth them to spend a little more time on him.
But Nie Lingzhuo had the heart to beat him......
He knew that before Cheng Yu carried out the organizational task, he would come to the pool room to practice his hands first, and Nie Lingzhuo also successfully met him in the pool room.
He was alone, aiming at his target so calmly, and one ball after another was skillfully knocked into the net by Cheng Yu.
"I wonder if you were just as leisurely playing with the ball before that crash as you are now?"
Nie Lingzhuo approached Cheng Yu step by step, and there was incomparably fierceness in his inquiring voice.
A few years later, he and Cheng Yu met for the first time, the first time they were face-to-face like this, and there was not much change in each other's faces, the only thing that changed was each other's hearts.
Cheng Yu was silent, still holding the pool cue in his hand, hitting the ball with extreme patience, he bent over and raised his eyes with a calm face, almost ignoring Nie Lingzhuo.
Nie Lingzhuo couldn't tolerate anyone ignoring him, and suddenly grabbed Cheng Yu's club, and the force seemed to be enough to smash the club.
"I, Nie Lingzhuo, have never regretted everything I did, but helping you elope with Ying Xiaoice is the most regrettable thing in my life, and it is also the most hated thing, my most trusted friend, Ying Xiaoice's most beloved man, actually deceived us so ruthlessly and hypocritically!" Xiaoice can't forgive you, and I'm even more! ”
After finishing speaking, Nie Lingzhuo couldn't control his feelings, and his fist had already swung towards Cheng Yu, and the force of that punch was ruthless and powerful, as if he wanted to put Cheng Yu to death. The initials of the new domain name Kele Novel Network (k1xsw), the largest free romance Chinese website, hurry up.
Cheng Yu didn't look back, and let Nie Lingzhuo swing his fist.
"Aren't you very good, back to your hand! Bastard, you give me back. ”
Nie Lingzhuo was dissatisfied with Cheng Yu's immobility, and his voice continued to rise in decibels.
"Bastard, get back!"
"At least give us an explanation!"
"Don't you know how bad you are! Ying Xiaoice knows what she does to you, even if she wants her life, she is desperate to be with you. But what about you, what do you do to her! ”
"Whether it's a lover or a friend, you don't deserve these two identities!"
"Hear no, you're not worthy!"
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Nie Lingzhuo was really angry, he didn't want to make himself angry before, he didn't want to think about anything about Cheng Yu, just take it, he never had this friend, but he was always a friend, and a friend in distress couldn't just ignore it.
"Damn it, you speak to me!"
From beginning to end, no matter how Nie Lingzhuo treated him, Cheng Yu just didn't resist, didn't say anything, and endured Nie Lingzhuo's fists one by one, the corners of Cheng Yu's lips were covered with dazzling red blood, and there was no shortage of Nie Lingzhuo's fists on his body, but this qiē was what he deserved, he deserved it, as long as Nie Lingzhuo could let go of his heart, as long as he could be happy, he would suffer as many punches as he wanted, and it was worth it.
"You have never really treated me as a friend, treat Ying Xiaoice as a lover, I am not worth it for Ying Xiaoice, people like you deserve to lose Ying Xiaoice, you are not worthy of her, Ying Xiaoice a woman can do that kind of open-mindedness, but what about you, what have you done for her!"
Nie Lingzhuo was too unconvinced in his heart, and there was too much discomfort condensed in his heart.
When Cheng Yu heard Nie Lingzhuo's words "deserve to lose Ying Xiaoice", violent discomfort and anger burst out, and he finally returned his fist, "If you don't understand the situation, don't talk nonsense!" I don't want to lose her, I never want to lose her, even, I look forward to being with her day and night, every minute, but there are some things I have to do, either I die, or she dies, how can I watch Xiaoice have any mistakes. ”
"It was I who hid from you, it was I who designed the car accident to make you think that I was dead, but the truth is that if I don't die, the people who died are you and Ying Xiaoice, one of you is the one I love, the other is my best friend, how can I let you die." If you want to blame, blame me for not knowing you, I shouldn't have been moved by Xiaoice in the first place, and I shouldn't have made friends with you. ”
Cheng Yu was angry and annoyed at this time, full of indignation and discomfort, the fist swung at Nie Lingzhuo was not light, Nie Lingzhuo did not fight back as expected, allowing Cheng Yu's fist to be presumptuous, from Cheng Yu's heavy fists one by one, he saw the deep pain in Cheng Yu's heart, and the tears sprouting from his eyes made Nie Lingzhuo know how painful he was, at least over the years, he was no better than him and Ying Xiaoice.
The pool room was filled with the smell of blood, and the blood was also shockingly sprinkled on the floor, and after a long time, the two of them finally stopped, whether it was Cheng Yu or Nie Lingzhuo, their faces were colored, their bodies were exhausted, and they leaned against the wall in frustration, and when the two sat side by side on the ground, they thought of their days in the United States.
At that time, I was young and frivolous, I was young and immature at that time, but that time was undoubtedly happy, maybe there were many regrets, but those would not make people regret, everything that happened during that time, maybe how ridiculous I was at that time, even useless, and when I look back, I was very happy and satisfied.
Nie Lingzhuo seemed to have exhausted the anger in his heart after venting, and when he was facing Cheng Yu with his fists and feet, he really felt that he really had a last resort, and when there were all kinds of difficulties, Nie Lingzhuo seemed to have relieved himself from the bottom of his heart.
"Xiaoice is married, since you can never give her happiness, you don't bother her again, Xia Yue is a good person, the strength of the Xia family is not small, will not let Xiaoice live a hard life, if you really have her in your heart, stay away from her." Nie Lingzhuo stood up, but the pain all over his body was gone, but his body was heavy when he came.
Perhaps, it is time for him to let go.
After all, after so many years, it is better for Cheng Yu to be alive than dead.
"The strength of the Xia family is not small, Xia Yue is a very decent man, and Xiaoice is the right person, unlike me, I do unsightly things, even the life is someone else's, when to die is not expected at all, give her to Xia Yue, I don't worry."
Cheng Yu said "rest assured", but his face was unwilling, so unwilling.
But Nie Lingzhuo was annoyed again by this, "You are not qualified to say rest assured!" If you really don't feel at ease, a few years ago, you should have been honest about all things in Xiaoice. ”
Cheng Yu was silent again.
In fact, neither Nie Lingzhuo nor Ying Xiaoice knew how difficult it was for him to make such a choice in the first place. He didn't think that Cheng Jin would be recognized by Ying Xiaoice in that action many years later and mistaken for him, perhaps without Cheng Jin's "stimulation", Ying Xiaoice would not marry Xia Yue so casually and hastily decide her marriage.
As long as he waits, really just wait a little longer, after waiting for so many years, there are only the last three months left, and when the three months are about to expire, when he can leave the organization, Ying Xiaoice actually married Xia Yue......
Cheng Yu had a wry smile in his heart, and his smile was full of sadness and regret.
In order to break away from the organization, in order to be able to be with Ying Xiaoice, in the past few years, who knows how much he has endured, the reason why he does not tell Ying Xiaoice all the qiē, after all, is afraid that she will wait in hopelessness, in case in these years, he has any mistakes, it will make Ying Xiaoice frightened, and it will also make her desperate in waiting.
After Nie Lingzhuo left, Cheng Yu burst into tears, in the past few years, he was born and died while performing tasks, and he almost died several times, but he never cried, and every time he was about to die, as long as he thought of Ying Xiaoice, it was enough for him to desperately persevere, although He Ying Xiaoice may be fruitless, but only by desperately persevering will he see hope, however, at this moment, so the hope and expectation are completely gone......
When Nie Lingzhuo's steps turned back, he happened to bump into Cheng Yu's painful crying, his heartache and discomfort poured out of his crying, he was actually sure that Cheng Yu still loved Ying Xiaoice very much, but Ying Xiaoice her current life, whether happy or not, she should have no way back......
Xia Yue is a good person, she shouldn't want to hurt him.
Even if Nie Lingzhuo always hoped to see Ying Xiaoice and Cheng Yu have a result, but when it came to feelings, he couldn't even control the affairs of himself and Chu Chen, so how could he have the ability to control other people's affairs.
Since Li Qianxun sent someone to beat Nie Yu, more than a month has passed, and in the past month, the relationship between him and Chu Chen has reached an unprecedented deadlock, and they both have knots, especially Chu Chen's hatred for him seems to never disappear one day, even if there is no divorce, their current situation is no different from divorce and separation......