Chapter Twenty-Four: Things Are Wrong
However, after the start of school, she was a sophomore, and Yang Sen went to A University, and they didn't contact each other for a while, and every time they called Yang Sen, they couldn't get through, and then they stopped directly. "Ke * Le * Yan * Love * First * Fa ()" Lu Yao was worried that something had happened to him, she and Fu Lianwei went to A University to find him, but there was no Yang Sen in the Department of Finance. Well, there was his name, but he didn't come to sign up, Lu Yao was very worried about him, he didn't think about tea and dinner, and frantically bought a ticket to go to his house.
Yang Sen and Fu Lianwei are fellow villagers, but Yang Sen's family is in the countryside, and after going to Z City, it took a few hours of bus ride to Yang Sen's house, he lost his father at an early age, and only his mother raised him.
Yang's mother told them that Yang Sen went abroad to study.
He didn't even leave a word for Lu Yao, and Yang's mother didn't have Yang Sen's phone, every time Yang Sen wrote back, Lu Yao asked for the address, she was still very optimistic, maybe Yang Sen was in a hurry, and she didn't have time to tell her, she wrote more than a dozen letters to Yang Sen, and the stone sank into the sea.
No response!!
She finally despaired, cried like a fool, that was the first time she was drunk, drank more than twenty bottles of wine, cried like a tearful person, vomited so darkly, and even thought about seeking death.
He left at the best of their relationship, and said goodbye.
The feelings of her youth, without hesitation, with the despair of ruining miè, she felt that she had nothing to love, that she was too pathetic, she began to become pessimistic and ...... Down.
Her grades have been declining, and she has been hovering at the bottom of her class for a whole year in her sophomore year.
Later, during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Fu Lianwei took her back to Z City, which can be regarded as a distraction, Lu Yao went to Yang Sen's house again, wanting to see Yang Sen's letter, Yang's mother saw her crying so sadly, and showed him the letter, Yang Sen's letter said that he was fine.
Later, when I returned to the city, an incident happened, a lovelorn woman jumped off the building by suicide, was lucky not to die, picked up a life, but lost her legs and couldn't walk for the rest of her life, but the negative man didn't even apologize and didn't come to see her.
Fu Lianwei said, you see, there are lovelorn men and women in the world every day, what's the use of jumping off the building, he doesn't want you when you have all your beards and tails, and if you lose two legs, he won't want you. Falling out of love is nothing more than a very common thing, and it would be quite stupid to punish yourself for a common event.
Fu Lianwei's mother said that girls have to go through at least three relationships in their lives, and finally they can really decide what kind of man you want and what kind of life you want. You have only been in love once, you have only experienced such a man, you think that men are like this, that is the frog at the bottom of the well.
Since then, she has gradually cheered up, ended a year of muddy gray days, and her grades have slowly improved, and she was admitted to A University, she is just out of love, and there is no need to give up her life.
Now, her first love, who said goodbye, appeared in front of her again.
The joys of the past, the despair of the past, the wounds that had already formed scars, were torn in front of her in blood, as if the most beautiful thing had broken in front of her in the blink of an eye, and all her beliefs, all her expectations, had become a joke.
Tears just fell from the slide, Lu Yao hurriedly wiped them away, she didn't want this man, she saw her tears, saw her fragility.
"Yaoyao ......" Yang Sen frowned deeply, reaching out to wipe away her tears, Lu Yao avoided it, those memories and despair were deeply pressed in the deepest part of her heart, and Lu Yao heard her quiet voice.
"Long time no see!"
She sometimes wondered what she would say if she met Janssen again. She thought, there is nothing to say, at most it is just one sentence, I haven't seen you for a long time, everyone is fine.
She has so much resentment against him, so much confusion, and it has settled in her heart over time, but she can only pretend to say a sentence, I haven't seen her for a long time.
When it was time to meet, she realized that she couldn't let go of it at all.
She can't forget this unforgettable memory.
Although in this memory, her pain occupies most of the time.
Yang Sen clenched his fists, his girl has grown up, slim, taller than the girl in his memory, and beautiful, the flower bones he guarded back then have been delicate and open, just blooming in front of his eyes, he can reach it, but it is so far away.
"When did you return home?"
"Just came back for a while."
Next, there was a long silence, Lu Yao thought sarcastically, he said goodbye back then, she didn't know, he quietly returned to China, she didn't know, if it wasn't for this chance meeting, perhaps, he didn't want to see her at all.
Back then, he left when their relationship was at its strongest, leaving her with a lifetime of regret.
Why?
Why was it so cruel to her?
Or did she do something wrong, she was so abandoned by him, she didn't even say let's break up, he didn't do it, she was so unbearable, didn't she deserve him to have a beginning and an end?
Also, she chased him backwards, perhaps, in his eyes, she was not important at all.
However, what is that strong relationship?
And what?
For so many years, she has never changed her mobile phone number, and for what? Why is she so stupid, and why, to this day, she still doesn't realize how wishful thinking she is.
"How are you doing all these years?" Janssen asked.
"Very good, thank you for your concern." Lu Yao smiled slightly, raising the brightest smile, as if he liked it back then.
Yang Sen's eyes ached, this was definitely not a suitable occasion, he and her should not be so reunited.
"I'm sorry, I went in first." Lu Yao held back her tears, no matter how many grievances she had, she swallowed them alone.
"Yaoyao ......" Yang Sen chased in, Peng Liya came to meet her, with a decent and dignified smile, Lu Yao instantly felt relaxed, and was about to speak, when she saw Peng Liya facing the man behind her, Lu Yao looked at Peng Liya blankly and hooked Yang Sen's arm, and Yang Sen looked at her strugglingly, wanting to speak and stopping, Lu Yao instantly understood everything.
My mind hurts like a pinprick in the face.
"Lu Yao, didn't you ask my fiancé just now? This is my fiancé Janssen, you remember him, I remember you used to admire him too. Peng Liya smiled very softly.
Lu Yao wanted to show a smile, but inadvertently saw his face reflected on the stone wall in the corridor, and his smile was even more ugly than crying.
When she fell in love with Yang Sen, she only told Fu Lianwei alone, her mouth was slightly tight, and she didn't tell Peng Liya, even if they were often together, and they met and ate together a few times, they were also as senior brothers. After Yang Sen said goodbye, Peng Liya was as anxious as they were, not knowing where he went, and later Peng Liya finished high school and also studied abroad.
Did they meet abroad?
"Asen, this is Lu Yao, my best friend in high school." Peng Liya said sweetly.
Lu Yao felt like a fool, this kind of introduction, she had in her dreams, in her sweetest dream, she married Yang Sen, she held Yang Sen and her best friend to introduce ......
Nowadays, things are not people.
Lu Yao smiled and said, "We met on the balcony, what a coincidence, I didn't know that your fiancé was our alumnus, congratulations, you are really talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven." ”
"Of course, my vision of choosing a man has always been the best." Peng Liya said with a smile, and said to Yang Sen, "Let's go, the ceremony is about to begin." Lu Yao, there are a lot of people today, if the hospitality is not good, please forgive me, we will invite you to dinner alone another day. ”
"It's okay." Lu Yao looked at their backs, gritted her teeth slightly, she saw Yang Sen looking back at her, she felt even more uncomfortable, she thought, it was best for them not to see each other again, Peng Liya didn't seem to know that she and Yang Sen had been in love.
"Peng Liya, why did you invite her here?" Yang Sen's face sank, he looked back and saw Lu Yao standing there alone, his heart was like a knife, she shouldn't be treated like this, she shouldn't cry like that, she shouldn't be here, he didn't want her to see this scene.
"Why can't you invite her here, Lu Yao is my best friend in high school, and we also said back then, whoever gets married first will be a bridesmaid." Peng Liya said with a smile, still very decent.
"Is it interesting for you to do this?"
"Of course it's interesting, I see that you haven't died for so many years, I just want you to die." Peng Liya said coldly, "Don't forget, this is our engagement ceremony, don't forget, this is your choice, you chose to work hard for 30 years and gave up Lu Yao." ”
In a word, Yang Sen was speechless.
The engagement ceremony was very beautiful, and the prospective newlyweds were exchanging engagement rings in everyone's blessings, Lu Yao thought in a daze, among the relatives and friends who came to bless her like this, she was the one who should not come. Because, she can't say blessings calmly. The first love boyfriend who said goodbye appeared in front of her as someone else's fiancé six years later, and her fiancée was still her good friend, and she felt like a fool.
A complete fool.
"Rong Liu, didn't you say that the groom was your high school classmate? Why didn't you know each other when you just said hello? What are you fooling me? Fu Yunteng asked with a smile, what kind of high school classmates, they don't know each other at all, and Rong Liu never mentioned that they are classmates.
It's a strange relationship.
That enemy, isn't it a joke? He always thought Rong Liu was joking.
Rong Liu said coldly, "After so many years, who still remembers each other." ”
"It's unreasonable." Fu Yunteng said, raising his eyebrows slightly, "I can't figure it out at all, since you said that he is your enemy, what are you doing here today?" The Peng family invited Rong Yuanli and Rong Yuanjie, are you full enough to come to the enemy's engagement banquet? ”
Rong Liu frowned, "You're so noisy!" ”
Fu Yunteng smiled and looked at the newcomer on the stage, "I found out, maybe you came here in person to see how uncomfortable your enemy is, you look at the groom, how can there be a little joy of engagement, it's like being forced to do something." ”