248. Miscarriage
After I went back, I kept thinking about whether Shen Boteng would really misunderstand me and Shen Bowen joining forces to rectify him? I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly it occurred to me that it was impossible for him to believe this qiē according to his IQ.
Although I revealed the news to Shen Bowen at the beginning, I didn't expect Shen Bowen to cause such a big storm.
I pondered about this matter until the middle of the night, and the next day I was still going to talk to Shen Boteng, but how should I go to him? Go to his and Yuan Zi's house?
I thought about it, don't care about it for now, although it is a break, but I can't be a complete enemy of him for the time being, compared to Shen Boteng, Shen Bowen is more terrible to me, I won't forget the way he looked at me when Mrs. Jì died, this time it was too bad for Qu Minmin.
I tossed and turned until the next morning, Assistant Zhu came to my room with breakfast, I washed up from the bathroom, and asked him, "Do you know where Shen Boteng lives now?" ”
Assistant Zhu asked to take the milk and sandwiches out of the tray one by one and put them on the table, and he asked, "Is he and Yuan Zi newly married?" ”
I said, "Yes." ”
Zhu Wen asked, "What do you want to do?" ”
I said, "I have something to look for him." ”
Zhu Wen said: "He may not want to see you. ”
I said, "Whether he sees me or not is his problem, and whether I go to see him or not is my problem." ”
I sat down at the table, and Zhu Wen handed me the milk and said, "Okay, I'll check it later." ”
Arriving in the afternoon, Zhu Wen and I went to Shen Boteng's residence, the home she and Yuan Zi shared, when we arrived there, we saw the villa, but this villa and the Yuan family and the Shen family are not the same, this villa is small, the area is not large, but small and exquisite, just from the outside, you can see the special, many rich people's gardens, either precious flowers and plants, or rockery fountains, but Shen Boteng and Yuan Zi's home is different, there is a metasequoia, lush and lush, from a distance, You can only see the European-style buildings in the corners and corners.
I heard that Yuan Zi loves metasequoia very much.
I sat in the car and laughed mockingly, and Assistant Zhu, who was sitting next to me, asked, "Are you still going?" ”
I said, "Go, why don't you go, don't you think the metasequoia here looks so beautiful?" ”
Assistant Zhu said: "I don't like metasequoia, so I don't think anyone is special. ”
I said, "Go in." ”
Assistant Zhu nodded and said to the driver, "Drive in." ”
However, when our car entered the gate, it was stopped by the security guard, and the security guard asked us who we were, Assistant Zhu stretched out his face from the car and said to the security guard: "Just say Miss Liang Shengliang, look for you Mr. Shen." ”
The security guard said suspiciously: "Liang Sheng? Miss Leung? ”
Assistant Zhu nodded and said, "Yes." ”
The security guard nodded, and immediately entered the villa to report, waited for a while, the car was allowed to drive in, after arriving at the villa, I got out of the car, a servant led me into the house, arranged me on the sofa, Assistant Zhu did not follow in, he waited for me outside the door.
The servant poured me a cup of tea, smiled at me, and said, "Madame, I'll go and ask the gentleman to come down." ”
I held the tea in my hand, nodded, and as she turned around, I asked, "By the way, what about your wife?" ”
The servant said, "Our wife went out early in the morning. She thought for a moment and replied affirmatively, "It seems that she went to the hospital to see her brother." ”
I said, "Okay, thank you." ”
After the servant left, I looked around in this villa, and there were traces of Shen Boteng and Yuan Zi's lives everywhere, the slippers of men and women at the entrance, the tea table, the teacups of men and women, the clothes of men and women on the hangers, the snacks on the table and the men's writings, which were really revealed all the time, the happy life of the owner of this villa who was married.
Just when I was in a daze, I suddenly felt that my trouser leg was being pulled by a force, I looked down, and saw a pit bull at my feet was biting my trouser leg with fierce teeth and constantly pulling back, I was so frightened that I immediately kicked it, its bulky body was kicked to the ground by me, the dog's screams hovered in this house, frightened the servants who were busy in the kitchen rushed out, she saw the pit bull that fell to the ground and screamed, so she quickly rushed over and held it in her arms, and kept patting the dog's back with her hand to coax.
The servant coaxed the dog for a long time, but the pit bull seemed to remember my revenge for kicking him, and he actually leaned on the servant's shoulder and barked at me, and warned me to expel him, and it was declaring sovereignty to me.
In my impression, Shen Boteng has always hated small animals, and the two of us are very similar in this regard, but why do we have pit bulls at home?
I remembered that the Yuan family also had a Garfield, and suddenly it was not surprising, because Yuan Zi liked it.
Sure enough, the next second, the servant smiled at me embarrassedly and said, "I'm sorry for this young lady, Millie has been spoiled by our lady since she was a child, and she especially hates people coming to the house. ”
I hummed lukewarmly and said, "It's fine." Just wanted to ask her when Shen Boteng would come down, the servant holding the bulldog in his arms suddenly looked upstairs and called out loudly: "Sir." ”
Shen Boteng happened to come down from the second floor.
I stood up and looked over.
He asked the servant, "What about Madame?" ”
The servant smiled and said, "Madame went to the hospital early this morning. ”
Shen Boteng listened, sat on the sofa and said, "Call and ask her to pay attention on the road." ”
The servant smiled and said, "Yes, sir." ”
The servant put down the bulldog Millie in his hand.
After the pit bull was put down, he yelled at me fiercely, Shen Boteng took a sip of coffee on the table slowly, and said to me who was still standing there looking at the pit bull, "Sit." ”
I sat across from him and forced myself to ignore the dog's malice towards me.
Shen Boteng didn't seem to have the slightest intention of stopping it.
I opened my mouth and said, "I came here to sue you ......."
Shen Boteng put down the coffee in his hand, leaned back on the sofa and looked at me and said, "Do you want to say that you have nothing to do with this matter?" ”
I wanted to explain something, but suddenly I realized, why should I explain? I'm not here to explain anything, I'm not here to confess to him, and I don't need to explain anything to him at all.
I said in a calm voice, "Well, this matter does have something to do with me, but you were the artist who grabbed me first, so I don't feel sorry." ”
Shen Boteng said: "So what is your intention to come today?" ”
I said, "The day you went to see Shen Bowen, I was in that box. ”
He said lightly, "I know." ”
I said: "That day, he forcibly invited me to meet with him, and compulsorily asked our company to cooperate with him to send a statement, the content of this statement does not need me to say that you should know, of course I did not agree, Shen Bowen compared with you, to be honest, I am more afraid of Shen Bowen." ”
Shen Boteng chuckled, his laughter dragged on for a long time, inexplicably making people hear a trace of coldness, he said: "Do you think I will still believe you now?" ”
I said: "It doesn't matter to me whether you believe me or not, I came here today to sue you, I hope you don't fall for his scheme, although the relationship between us has been terrible, but it has not yet reached the point where I expect you to be ruined, although I hate you, but compared to making you miserable, I hope you can stand high, only if you stand on a high place, will I have a sense of urgency, I will be afraid of you, and try to keep myself away from you, farther away." ”
Shen Boteng said: "This is what you want to say to me today?" ”
I said, "Yes." ”
Shen Boteng said: "Well, I know. ”
A light sentence froze my tirade instantly, he was not speaking, this silence seemed to expel me, the dog was still barking at me, I suddenly felt a little ridiculous that I had come to him today, so much.
I looked at the dog and I said, "I think your dog is very rude." ”
Shen Boteng said: "It is divided into good and evil, and knows good and evil." He whispered, "Miri." The bulldog barking at me heard his voice, immediately jumped to the sofa, ran into his arms, Shen Boteng hand on the bulldog's head gently stroked, he said: "The more important thing is to be familiar, no matter how petted, but also always understand, what is your identity." ”
I said, "That's why I think this dog is annoying." ”
Shen Boteng smiled and said, "I'll let the servant send you." ”
I said, "No, my assistant is waiting for me outside." ”
He looked down at the pit bull in his arms and snorted.
I went out the door with my bag, and when I got to the door, I turned to look at him and said, "I forgot to say a word to you, congratulations on becoming a father." ”
Shen Boteng said: "If you were really pregnant, our child would have been born. ”
I said, "Today, it's just the full moon." ”
He said, "Oh, it's all that big. ”
I said: "Actually, I conceived a child for you a long time ago, it was two months when we were together, that time you came back from a party, drank a lot of wine, we all forgot to sit and do protective measures, and had a relationship, but you seem to forget that time, and I found out that I was pregnant two months later, but I didn't ask you, I didn't tell you, I secretly went to the hospital to beat the child, it was my first child, I lay on the operating table while crying, and said sorry in my heart. I won't tell you about it, and you'll probably never know about it. ”
I took a deep breath and said, "However, it's also good now, because the person who conceived a child for you is Yuan Zi, and the child will be born with a sound family, a rich environment, a good education, and parents who love him, and I have never regretted my decision until now, because I know that the person who is qualified to give birth to a child for you will never be me." The reason why I want to say it today is just that I feel very sorry for the dead child, because he was also fortunate to have this qiē, but unfortunately, his mother was too incompetent to give it to him, so she ended his life early, and only by letting him never get it, he would not be hurt, and there would be no sadness, and the only thing I could do for him was to sue his biological father that he had saved it. ”
With that, I walked out the door.
Shen Boteng kept holding the bulldog in his arms, maintaining a sitting posture and sitting there expressionlessly.
Our car happened to collide with Yuan Zi's car coming back at the gate of the big iron, but no one stopped, and after passing by, they drove away.
I looked out the window at the metasequoia in the mirror and got farther and farther away, laughed, and touched the corner of my eye.
It turns out that it hurts to dig up the scar in person.
The reason why I didn't sue him is because I know the answer, rather than being cruelly said no to him, or going to the hospital to take it away, it is better to keep the last bit of dignity for this child and me, at least he doesn't have to leave with the disgust and unexpected words of his own father.
But now that I think about it after such a long time, the pain of lying on the operating table at that time is still fresh in my memory.
I directly asked Assistant Zhu to take me to the hospital to take care of Yuan Changming, and when I got there, he was lying on the bed reading a magazine, and I didn't know what magazine he was reading.