Hi, hello, beautiful senior sister, why are you standing here alone, not going inside to have a drink with everyone?

Hehe, forget it, I like to be quiet, everyone inside is too hilarious, too noisy, I'd better be quiet here for a while.

Oh, that's right, senior sister, you just hosted a good one, super good, it would be great if I had such good speech skills, but it's a pity that my expression skills are too poor, and I learned super bad Chinese in high school, and my mother said I had no talent for languages.

How is it possible, just practice more, there is a process.

Cheng Ning looked at the lonely woman in front of her, and felt pity in her heart, always feeling that although she was very good today, she was not very happy. But I didn't know where I was unhappy, so I said, Senior Sister, how about I invite you to the bar downstairs for a drink? Of course, I promise, it's drinking, we don't drink, we're good boys.

Okay, it's better to be respectful, let's go, girl.

Walking, the two of them cheered and walked down, and after a while, they arrived at the bar downstairs, the bar was decorated with a very literary atmosphere, very quiet, the music was very soft, not as harsh as the noisy sound in the nightclub, downstairs next to the bar there were still a few people sitting quietly reading books, and there were a few people on the other side contemplating the notebook, probably doing something designing, Cheng Ning thought to herself.

After sitting down, he skillfully ordered a cup of red bean smoothie, and asked the senior sister what to drink, but the senior sister still said lightly, give me a cup of lemon black tea.

Chen Mengya found Cheng Ning staring at herself and said, What's the matter, girl, is there something on my face that makes you look so fascinated?

Finding out about her gaffe, Cheng Ning hurriedly apologized, no, senior sister, I think you don't feel very happy? Today you are super invincible, good, but there are a lot of handsome guys whistling for you, I heard it.

Oh, it's not about the speech, it's that I personally didn't handle some things well, and I am sorry that it affected your mood.

No, I'm fine, I just think that my senior sister is so beautiful, she is also gentle and kind, her speech skills are strong, her academic performance is outstanding, she has won a national scholarship for two consecutive years, and she is also a leader in the eyes of teachers and classmates, but why are you not happy? Senior sister, can I be curious, of course, if it's inconvenient to say, then forget it, no matter what, I still hope that senior sister can be happy, after all, life is your own, no matter how big the storm or how big the difficulties you encounter in the future or now, it will pass, and you will find in the future that these things you encounter now are really nothing, they are too small for the whole life, and when the time comes, you may also find out how naïve you are now. Of course, I'm sure I'll be able to adjust it soon.

Chen Mengya looked up at the kind and lovely girl in front of her, smiled, and after a while, said, I fell out of love.

Ah......, Cheng Ning opened her big mouth and didn't close it for 15 seconds, how could it be possible, I saw it a few days ago......

Senior sister smiled faintly and said, I like him for eight years, eight years, are you willing to listen to me?

Okay, if the senior sister wants to say it, I'll listen to it, of course, I won't tell anyone else, if the senior sister doesn't want to say it, don't force it.

It's okay, it's all over, and it's an end. Me and him, let's call him k for the time being, we have known each other since childhood, but I found out that I liked him, it was in the first year of junior high school, the two of us were destined to be in the same class, but at that time it was not the same table, he was in a row in front of my desk, but it was just convenient to chat and talk Kan Dashan, at that time I felt that the days were so beautiful, so beautiful. Studying every day is not so boring, every day looking forward to the arrival of this school time, during that time, I get up early every morning, eat early and run to school, my mother thinks that I am not normal during that time, and then I think maybe I want to be angry and strong, so I didn't care. But only I know that I want to see Kuang Peng early, so I get up so early every day to go to school and see K's figure floating to the classroom, and I feel so happy. I've always felt that he liked me, even though he never said it, but I think I understand him, I know what he thinks......

Senior sister took a sip of water and continued, do you think I'm indifferent now, I wasn't like this before, I used to laugh very much, sometimes I laughed for an hour or two, and I love to cover my mouth when I laugh, so my face will be suffocated. Every time K sees me covering my mouth and laughing, he will have a very strict expression, and then tell me, I said Chen Mengya, how many times have I told you, you can't cover your mouth when you laugh, it will be bad airflow, and then you will blush, which is not good for your health...... I talked a lot, but in my opinion, it was all about me, and I gradually didn't cover my mouth when I laughed in the future, and slowly, I found that I really quit the bad habit of covering my mouth when laughing.

Then, the days are still so orderly, and my friends have good academic performance, and they are the best in the eyes of the teacher, and I, hehe, my academic performance is not good, it can be said that it is very bad, and I am generally in the middle and lower reaches of the class, but I see him who is so serious about learning, I think if I mess around like this again, there is really no result. During that time, I also worked very hard to make up for the lessons, and I would ask him if I didn't understand, but more often, when I explained patiently, I just looked at him stupidly, I didn't know what he was talking about, and every time he looked at his stupidity, he would express helplessness. But I love to see the look on his expression of helplessness.

His family conditions are not good, his parents are both primary school teachers, and they are also my primary school teachers, and there is a younger sister at home, but he and his sister are both students with excellent academic performance, which also makes their family worry less about the two children. I am an only child, my family is good, my parents hope that I can go abroad to study in the future, seeing my current academic performance, I feel that there is no hope of studying in a university in China, so I have been crazy to make up English since I was a child, I am now very good in English, there is no barrier to communication. When I was in junior high school, I didn't like to eat breakfast, but in the last two classes, I would be very hungry, sometimes gurgling, and I felt very embarrassed every time. Maybe the stomach screams too much, I don't know when he learned that I don't eat breakfast, every morning when I go to the classroom, I will carry breakfast, and definitely more than one person's breakfast, and every time I say that it is not easy to see the aunt who sells breakfast downstairs for the child to go to school, so I buy more breakfast every time, and then ask me to help eat some for various reasons, saving waste, at the beginning, I really believed what he said, thinking that it was really his kindness to buy more breakfast, and brought it to me by the way. But every day, I began to be suspicious, and then I secretly went to their aunt downstairs who sold breakfast. The aunt's answer surprised me, the aunt said, oh, you are a classmate of Kuang Peng, I know you, is he in love, I see that he buys two people's meals early and brings them to school every time, every time I say, don't buy so much if you can't finish eating, every day I am here, and the rest is not delicious, but he will always say, it's okay, I bought it for two people. Such a good child, it would be a pity if he fell in love early, and it would affect his learning......

It was at that time that I knew that the so-called unfinished breakfast was not actually unfinished, but deliberately bought more, just like that, we had been in the same class for three years, and he also brought me three years of breakfast. I'm very grateful, of course, I'm smarter, and my academic performance has improved a lot after three years of catching up, and all of this is thanks to him. Although he never said he liked me, I always felt that he liked me, otherwise why did he insist on bringing me breakfast for three years, and every time I invited him to dinner as a thank you?

And then there's high school, and in high school we're not so lucky, we're not in the same class anymore, but it's not far away, just a wall, and when I'm fine, I like to float past their classrooms to see if he's in his seat, and sometimes he'll sneak up to the edge of our classroom and see what I'm doing through the window. Sometimes we look at each other once in a while, and we both have big expressions, and then pretend that nothing happened. At that time, both of us were timid, we were both afraid of becoming the focus of everyone, afraid of becoming public figures because of early love, we were both afraid of early love, so we enjoyed this ambiguous and warm affection in private.

High school is also very fast, occasionally, he will invite me to go to the junior high school campus to walk, to see the road we have walked, once, when running in the playground, I feel very uncomfortable, think about it, maybe the aunt is here, glance back, pants dirty, is thinking about what to do, from here to home has to walk for a while. Perhaps he noticed something strange about me, and looked down at me, blushing, and said take off his coat and tie it around my waist, and then said go home...... At that moment, I was stunned, I knew that he had a slight cleanliness habit, he actually took off his coat and asked me to tie it, not afraid of staining his clothes, at that moment, I was also moved, blushing, he saw that I was not leaving, thinking that he was not feeling well, so he asked, what's wrong, is it very uncomfortable, so what should I do? He looked at the playground, and there were few people running.

Otherwise, if you feel uncomfortable, I'll carry you back, seeing that you are so thin, I should be able to carry it.

Seeing that I was still standing still, he took my hand and let me lie on his back, and walked away with me, looking at the way he walked with me on his back steadily, I felt that I didn't know what was broken, in fact, I could walk, but I was very greedy for this kind of warmth, so I let him carry me...... I leaned on his back, didn't speak, smelled the scent of shampoo from his hair and shirt, wiped his sweat with the palm of my hand, leaned on his neck and kissed him, and then put my arm around his neck, maybe it was because I felt the warmth, he trembled, I could feel the sound of his heart pounding, and so did I......

I was finally sent home, looking at the soiled coat, I said sorry, I'll wash it and then return it, he said it's okay, I insisted, he said, okay, you wash it and help me take it to school, pay more attention to keep warm, don't eat cold things. After saying that, he ran away with a bang.

Of course, I didn't wash the coat, so I bought him a new coat that was exactly the same, and he was surprised to see the clothes with tags still hanging on them. I explained, I know you have a habit of cleanliness, your clothes are dirty, don't ask for them, the same clothes, new. What he didn't know was that I didn't want to throw away his coat, and I kept it in the closet after washing it......

And then, the days are still not salty, he has already occupied my heart, no one else can come in, I don't know if I also occupy his heart, he has never said that he likes me, he has never said anything about liking such a thing, but I, I think he likes me.

After the college entrance examination, we were both admitted to the school in Beijing, because the school was relatively far away, we contacted once or twice a month, so the school rarely saw the two of us together. Once, at the beginning of the freshman year, a good friend of his, Ah Dong, asked me on QQ, saying, hey, I said girl, do you like the friends in our class?

I was surprised why he asked that, Ah Dong is also a good friend of mine, a classmate in junior high school and high school, and he is still in the same class as me in high school. I said, we're good friends.

Ah Dong asked, is it just a good friend?

Thinking that Guo Peng had never said that he liked himself, I said, yes, it's just a good friend relationship.

Later, Ah Dong chatted casually for a few more words and went offline. Until later, I always wondered if Ah Dong was entrusted to ask so much. Or, his answer hurt his friend. Although these are all unintentional by themselves.

Then, Lin Ruonan, a mutual friend of mine and I, came to Beijing to play, a boy, and I had a good relationship with him. When he contacted me, the two of us were chatting in the café, he suddenly said, I called him, and then beeped a few times, after the phone was answered, he said, hey, old classmate, it's been okay lately, I heard that you are also in Beijing, do you know who I am with now? I solemnly tell you, sitting across from me is Miss Chen Mengya from our class, what's the matter, do you want to come over and get together? I'm short on time, only tonight, if you're free, come over, I'm waiting for you, but it's not buddy......

Well, I'll see you in the evening.

In the evening, we met at the school's newly opened Sichuan restaurant, and Guo Peng took a two-hour drive over, but his face exuded excitement. A few good friends chatted about the gossip of the class, and later, the two of them went to the bathroom together, leaving me to sit in my seat.

In the bathroom, Lin Ruonan asked Guo Peng, have you not done it yet? How many years, why are you so reserved, didn't I sue you, buddy, men have to take the initiative, are you still waiting for other girls to chase you? Don't be stupid, I can tell you, such a good girl, don't regret if you don't work hard, you are chased away.

Guo Peng said, I just don't know what she thinks, the relationship between the two of us is very good now, but I'm afraid of going further, she doesn't like me, we ordinary good friends can't do it, how embarrassing, I don't want to lose her, she is very important to me, even if I accompany her as a good friend, I am also happy, I don't want to be faded out of her life circle, do you know how I feel?

I'll go, when are you doing something so mother-in-law and mother dragged the mud and water, I sue you, I don't understand, anyway, I put down my words, believe it or not, when the time comes, I was really chased away, you cry yourself, don't blame me for not suing you in advance.

After speaking, he shook his hand to Guo Peng's face, came out and sat down, and then followed Guo Peng.

I still didn't tell him that I liked me, and I didn't know what he thought, I just felt that he liked me and I had confidence.

Later, both of us were sophomores, and one day, Lin Ruonan called me and asked me if I knew that something had happened to K, and I said I didn't know, so Lin Ruonan said, oh, let's do it first.

Hearing that Guo Peng had an accident, it was not long after, Guo Peng ran over and invited me to the school's Luoxue Lake, as soon as they met, he hugged me fiercely, not letting go, I thought something bad had happened, all kinds of speculation, what happened to his family or what, otherwise why is he so uncomfortable?

Later, I was shocked by what I heard for a long time, and I didn't come to my senses for a long time, until he lowered his head and kissed me, this was the first time he kissed me, and it was the last time, I just stood there dumbfounded, and there was only one sentence left in my head that he said that he loved me, and he loved me very much, but I don't know how this happened, wine is the root of all evil, and he begged me to forgive him, but how can I forgive, even if I forgive him, he made the girl pregnant, what should the girl do? Do you want to have an abortion? That's also a life, I can't bear it, and I can't bear to give up on him.

After standing like this for a long time, I said, "Friend, tell me what happened, I want to hear your explanation......

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