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Meng Struck knew full well that he was coming to the end of his life and that he would soon die, to be exact, he was feeling death. The things that once made me feel real, the lights, the smells, and the friction of the palm touching the futon are still there, but they are becoming more and more alienated, as if the once living world is shrinking and shrinking into a picture on a movie screen. The screen is also constantly getting smaller and farther away from itself. Beyond the picture, there is only endless nothingness.

In the hospital bed, the symptoms of high fever suddenly intensified. He hears the footsteps of the god of death, it's not a metaphor, he sees it, he affirms that the god of death is existing.

He was neither in a hurry nor frightened, but rather in a strange lightness that was difficult to describe. I don't know if it's because my body has become lighter, or if the burden of my whole life has been let go.

It turns out that death is how it feels.

Everyone is afraid of death. People are afraid of loss, of the end, of the unknown. When the First Sino-Japanese War broke out, Meng Zheng thought that he might die on the battlefield. What soldier did not consider dying in battle, and he once considered the second Battle of Okinawa to be the closest he came to death. However, this idea did not appear in the battle, whether it was to support the aircraft carrier Liaoning task force or to carry out a saturation assault on the destroyer King Kong, he did not take death to heart. The Grim Reaper really came to the door when the battle was long over and the King Kong was on the verge of capsizing. At that moment, he had almost exhausted his counterweight fuel, and the vast sea was no different from a sulfuric acid pool for a 6-base pilot who lacked self-rescue equipment. The W'W'W-.-F-Q-X-SW fuel alarm signal flashed, counting down his life. Outside the cockpit, each wave will witness its own death, and it will also dissolve in this endless sea.

He didn't die that time, and his heart really thought about the meaning of life and existence in his near-death experience. When a person lives in search of the meaning of life, he does not care about death. Meng Struck used to think so. And what is his own life for? The young man felt lost and couldn't see where the road lay ahead. If he wants to escape this annoying and disturbing NDE, he has to find out what makes his life meaningful.

After the Second Battle of Okinawa, Mengzhu changed, and he began to think about the meaning of his life.

He didn't have any idea of winning battles, winning battles, or being promoted to an official. The battle also did not bring him the satisfaction of survival. This young man is constantly thinking about his life and the purpose of survival, what it is to live. He searches for books and thinks to himself in between battles, and he wants to get rid of this confused sense of aimlessness.

The more he thinks about the meaning of life, the more disgusted he is with the secular society around him. The more I thought about it, the more I felt helpless about the future.

Why fight, why sacrifice.

The warrior seemed destined to die, and for whom he died.

He pondered these questions over and over again, and the war seemed to make the process of searching more painful. ☆ □ Tomato Small ☆ ○△ Say Net w'w'w-.-F-Q-X-SW Although the Great War did not evolve into a self-destructive nuclear decisive battle for mankind, it made the death of the victim extremely painful and miserable. As the battle progressed and the fighting on the Goguryeo Peninsula and the Ribang Islands became more and more intense, the entire first island chain front became a living meat grinder. Countless living people were torn apart and drifted to pieces. Bleached human stumps can be found everywhere in the eastern Pacific Ocean. The excitement and joy of winning the battle slowly turned into a sense of numbness for surviving.

The most pitiful thing about a soldier who survived the battle is that he has to witness the expressions and the process of death of countless comrades.

Meng Struck saw countless people die. Some of them had their bases blown off half of their bodies after being bombed by air raids, and they could only wait for death in pain and panic; Some planes entered the missile inescapable zone, struggling and wailing senselessly; Some of them were entangled in a parachute after a parachute jump, and their limbs were torn off by the wind when they fell, and they could only fall into the flesh with their eyes open.

The NDE was terrifying.

I have felt it and witnessed it.

At that time, as a young warrior, he gradually recognized the meaning of his existence in battle, that is, to no longer let others feel the fear of death. He wants to fight, he wants to fight back, he wants to win this war. That's what he thinks, simple and pure. As for the fact that he will also die in battle, he has already been indifferent: die and die, no one cares anyway.

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Maybe the Grim Reaper thinks this kind of person is funny, maybe it wants to play tricks on this kind of person.

Meng Struck felt like he had fallen into some kind of death vortex, unable to die, unable to escape, just spinning in circles in the whirlpool, fully experiencing the near-death experience.

The Grim Reaper is like a spectator in the center of the first row of the stage of his life. It admired the performance of its own life, neither stepped forward nor raised its sickle, but just watched itself from its seat, its miserable white skeletal face always smiling silently. The Grim Reaper may have thought it ridiculous that he had sat in front of the stage and watched with relish for so many years. Later, the Grim Reaper actually stepped on the stage of his own life and planned to perform on the same stage.

Its incarnation on its own stage is the Hundred Day Ghost.

Meng Zhu once held the illusion of ending the war as much as possible, believing that the hundred day ghosts were the meaning of his life; Later, destroying it became the meaning of his own life. Although this kind of weapon ended the war, it plunged everyone into fear. Everyone lives in the shadow of death, and every day feels like a near-death experience. You will die when you fall asleep, you will die when you wake up, and you will die at any time. What's even more sad is that the more people are like this, the more afraid they are of death.

If you are wrong, you have to correct it, and if you make a mistake, you have to eliminate it. With this in mind, Meng Struck began an endless journey after the war. The Hundred Day Ghost is the embodiment of death in the world, and he has come to play tricks on himself. The more Meng Zheng took the elimination of the Hundred Days as the meaning of his life, the more he became an accessory of the Grim Reaper.

He wanted to die with the Hundred Days Ghost countless times, in order to end this tragic cycle once and for all. Anyway, all people care about is the death of the Hundred Days Ghost, not whether they are sacrificed or not.

But suddenly there was a special night that changed this qiē and changed him.

It was on the aircraft carrier Novominsk, to be exact, inside the news broadcast van in the hangar. For the first time, Meng Struck felt that there was a person who cared so much about himself. A girl from a foreign land, who spares no effort to search for anything related to herself, weaves her own story in her heart.

That night, Meng Strike broke into her inner world. In the small broadcast truck, the girl arranged it into a small planet, a planet with only a hit.

Meng was a young man, and at the time he was just surprised, thinking it was like a museum about him. However, he soon saw that his world had changed with it. The girl followed him on his journeys and adventures, and was not afraid of anything. More importantly, the girl cared about him. Her life and work are all about him. She even said that she lived only for him.

It's a pity that he didn't realize her preciousness, and still blindly felt that the meaning of his life was to die with the Hundred Day Ghost. In order to chase the Hundred Day Ghost, he entered Osteria incognito, making the outside world think that he was dead.

However, there is someone who cares about him, and she has been waiting for his return.

It was only later that the struck appeared, and a girl had become old, haggard, and no longer energetic because of herself. At the Francis College in Osteria, he didn't even recognize who the girl was.

She's Chloe. Her cheek pressed against her chest, her platinum blonde head tickling her jaw. Her clothes were wet with tears, but she didn't have the slightest resentment, just joy, excitement, and complete bliss. As long as she doesn't die, as long as she can see herself again, it's enough for her.

A woman's love flowed into his heart with tears in this way.

He began to feel the reality of life, which he loved. The joys, worries, thoughts, and happiness that were lost in the war, all the good feelings have returned. Whether or not you are really alive and what the meaning of being alive is no longer a question.

Unfortunately, the Grim Reaper didn't think so.

Its incarnation in the human world, the Hundred Day Ghost, was completely furious. It will not allow its playthings to escape, nor will it let Meng Struck leave the stage of killing. It also has to see the performance of killing and being killed, perishing and perishing again. However, Meng is becoming an independent person, and he sees Chloe as the meaning and goal of his existence; He told Chloe that he would live with her after destroying the Hundred Day Oni.

Playing with the Grim Reaper, the consequences are unimaginable.

The fever was getting worse at the moment, and he was sure that he had seen death.

Enraged, the Grim Reaper stopped this pointless play. However, the truly evil does not turn anger into murderous fire, and it is the most stupid and ridiculous to turn anger into anger. Its human avatar turned, and instead of letting the struck chase after him, it met him. It wants to let the struck into itself, into the body of the Grim Reaper, so that he can experience the pleasure of manipulating the Grim Reaper, and then hold on to it firmly.

Meng Struck didn't know the terrible thoughts of the Grim Reaper, he just saw the Hundred Days Ghost appear inexplicably and become his own car for no reason.

It was a contest between life and death, a battle between the life represented by Chloe and the killing that the Hundred Days were in charge of. There is no doubt that the Centurion has the upper hand, and it has managed to catch the attack, while Chloe is still waiting for the return of the person he misses.

Maybe there will never be that day again.

Meng Struck realizes that he is dying. Although he began to value his life, the so-called life is love and life. He reminisced about the short, warm and sweet days he spent with Chloe. In those days, every time I woke up, Chloe was by my side. He is filled with happiness every day.

But the Grim Reaper was already standing in front of the hospital bed, and it was finally time to go.

He saw death.

Inadvertently, a glimmer of light suddenly flashed in the corner of his eye, as if the door had been opened and someone had walked in.

Who's coming, could it be Chloe?

The fever became more intense, and he couldn't see anything clearly.