Chapter 180: For Her Alone

Lin Mubai and his mother finally broke up unhappily.

The two of them are obsessed with their own opinions, and they are unwilling to compromise and retreat, so naturally there is no way to talk about going together.

This is the first time that Lin Mubai has refuted his mother head-on.

It was also the first time in these years that Lin Mubai realized how deformed his growth trajectory was.

He has lived with his mother since he was a child.

My father was very busy, and he was not at home for a few days a year, and my mother stayed at home most of the time, except for some banquets, taking care of her precious flowers and plants, and was silent and quiet.

His mother had told him that there was not even a single person to speak to in this great castle.

Later, for a while, I dressed him as a girl, and subconsciously always hoped that he was a girl, so that my mother could dress her up beautifully, teach her to dance and play the piano, and make her the best and most caring daughter, and my father would love him a little more and would come back often.

Because after his mother gave birth to him, he could no longer have children.

And the father has always longed to have a daughter, and finally the father has a favorite daughter, but it is not born to the mother, which is undoubtedly a worse blow for the mother.

But no matter how much my mother longed, she couldn't change the fact that he was a boy, and the dress and education she had always wanted couldn't be used, and she couldn't win back her father's heart, and for a while she became depressed and desperate, and gradually began to drink heavily.

It was also during that time that he began to beat him, whipped with a whip, but not in the face.

It was also from that time that he began to become less talkative, and his mother did whatever she wanted him to do, please his mother, and reduce some of the pain.

Later, he gradually became numb, and no matter what his mother said, he did as he was told.

Until I saw a photo of Qingshan on my friend Zhao Jie.

Such a pair of smart eyes and such a bright smile were deeply imprinted in his mind.

He fell in love with her at first sight, and the idea of getting to know her became more and more urgent.

It was then that he realized that he could not live as a walking dead.

I should fight and work hard for the girl I like,

finally persuaded Zhao Jie to have a chance to get close to Qingshan, just as he imagined, Qingshan was so beautiful that he didn't dare to confess easily, just afraid of scaring her and scaring her away.

It took him a long time to get her to open up to him, but he quickly closed it again.

The despair that he had never felt before made him fall to the bottom all of a sudden.

He had to stop and rethink his future and that of Harusugi.

He went to Qingsugi's grandmother's house, stayed there, and learned a lot about Qingsugi from his elderly grandmother, and also understood many philosophies of life.

strengthened his heart, and in the future, he will not give up Qingshan because of anyone or anything.

Except for Qingsugi, no one can dictate his life.

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