Ladies and gentlemen, please allow me to apologize to you here.

I'm sorry that I haven't been able to update it in time because I've been too busy lately, and I'm sorry for various physical reasons. Writing a book has always been a dream of mine, and I don't want that to happen either. But it was really forced by the situation, forced by the situation. I ask for your pardon for taking a three-day leave.

But to be honest, there is indeed a psychological blow, and I have recently faced a very important test in my life. And since the writing of the book, the bottom of the various indicators, some are not enough. Not facing his own story and writing creates great doubts. I even thought about giving up.

However, after careful consideration. I decided that I would definitely try to write it well. Even if the judges think the storyline and writing are really ridiculous. I'm sure I'll stick to it.

But to be honest, I'd love to hear you about my shortcomings. What I fear the most is that I will exhaust my energy and end up not being recognized. I don't even know what the problem is, it's really scary.

I'm a fragile and sensitive person, and I even wonder if I really should roll up the keyboard and fuck off early. Ladies and gentlemen, please forgive me for breaking off in the past few days, really, really sorry.

I know that my absence in the past few days will not affect anyone, but I wish you all a good day. And those who, like me, have no air conditioner or fan and are struggling in hardships, please pay attention to your body and don't get sick from heat stroke.