Chapter 53
Falling in love with you, but not bringing you happiness! It's my fault. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Lu Chongqing's words brought tears to Chen Xiaoyu's eyes, and his heart seemed to be blocked with a ball of wet cotton, and he was uncomfortable.
It's not wrong to love someone, and she never blames the hardships and setbacks that Lu Chongqing has brought her, although she can only avoid this love at the beginning.
"Chongqing," she said softly, "you really don't have to think like that, you know I'm not a passive person. ”
"But you haven't taken the initiative either." Lu Chongqing smiled again. "Isn't it all my fault?"
"But it's obviously all about the project and it has nothing to do with you!"
"How could it not be." Lu Chongqing sighed lowly
It's not my fault, but it's all because of me.
If there is no right or wrong in emotional matters, the practice of putting others above others should not be a thing that can see the light.
He knew what his father would say to her? Everything has to be done in the interests of the family.
Maybe people in his father's generation feel that only profit is above all else, but don't use his feelings as bargaining chips.
That would be no room for negotiation.
But what could he do?
Lu Chongqing quietly looked at the leaves on the tree, and his deep eyes revealed a deep sadness, dazed and lonely.
Yes, it is enviable to be born into such a family, to have supreme power and convenient life access in the eyes of others. But that kind of loneliness is something that no one can understand, he has always been very, very lonely, and only in love with Chen Xiaoyu can he be cured.
After a while, his face showed a casual and indifferent expression again, as if he was talking about a gossip, "Oh, isn't it just money?" Are you concerned? Money is a bastard who can make more money if he has less, you are in a hurry to use it now, and I have no place to spend it, so I will use it for you first! ”
Chen Xiaoyu nodded lightly, "Then since that's the case, okay, I'm not welcome, I'll send you the account tomorrow, so that I can really solve my urgent needs." In terms of interest, it will be calculated according to the bank loan interest rate for the same period for the time being, as long as it can hold on to the opening. ”
The fragility and melancholy on her face were swept away, and she was shrewd and capable, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows exuded a kind of perseverance.
Chongqing looked at her, and thought in her heart that she was really a different girl, destined to endure different hardships.
He sighed deeply in his heart, there was no way, he had to compromise himself.
I don't know who said that love is tolerance and compromise, the most complete tolerance and the most thorough compromise together.
The noon sun is warm and brilliant, the unknown flowers planted in the street garden are quietly blooming, exuding a sweet fragrance, the shade of the trees covers the sky above the long shadow bench, like a sieve of the sun's little light and shadow, Chen Xiaoyu's delicate face looks vibrant under the light and shadow of the sun.
Lu Chongqing's heart pounded, and his gaze greedily caressed every inch of Chen Xiaoyu's skin, from her forehead to her neck, and finally landed on her cherry blossom-like pink lips.
He couldn't help but put his arm around her shoulders and pressed his face tightly against her soft face, the fragrance lingered on the tip of his nose, he closed his eyes and rubbed her cheeky skin, rubbing his chin against her chin, feeling her body tremble slightly.
He turned his face and kissed her lips, first in the water, then harder and harder, the tip of his tongue pried open her mouth, tossing and turning on her fragrance, swallowing her breath in small sips.
The arm he held around her waist became tighter and tighter, harder and harder, almost crushing her into his own body, the fingers of one hand lingered wantonly on her back, Chen Xiaoyu's breathing became more and more rapid, and his body was so soft that he couldn't sit still.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu." He muttered, holding her in his lap.
Through his pants, Chen Xiaoyu could already feel the heat under his crotch, and his face flushed.
"Don't ......," she murmured, swallowed by his kiss before she could finish her words, and then his fingers slipped from behind her and deftly unbuttoned her underwear upwards,
The slightly cool touch made Chen Xiaoyu smart, and he whispered a low voice, his eyes staring at her eyes tightly, capturing her most subtle expressions, and slowly increasing the strength of his palm.
Her abundance bloomed vigorously in the palm of his hand, and the sweetness and softness of the volume jumped out.
"No, ......" Chen Xiaoyu's face was as red as a ripe tomato, and her eyes were sparkling and full of shyness.
Lu Chongqing felt as if his heart was about to pop out of his mouth, and the blood in his whole body suddenly rushed to one part of his body, and his scalp was numb, almost out of control.
"Chongqing ......" seemed to be frightened by the warm and cruel expression in Lu Chongqing's eyes, Chen Xiaoyu pushed his arm hard, "Chongqing, don't be like this." ”
Lu Chongqing glanced at the surrounding environment, gritted his teeth, resolutely withdrew his hand from her clothes, leaned back on the back of the chair, sweating on his forehead, and let out a long breath.
"I'm sorry......" After a while, he whispered, his fingers gently brushing the hair around her ear.
"It's been a long time since I saw you, I really want to ......," Lu Chongqing said in a low voice. There was another wicked smirk on his face.
Chen Xiaoyu bit her lip and didn't say anything, why didn't she miss him.
Those who are ashamed to talk about their dreams, the people who hug themselves tightly are all his hot bodies.
"Alas, when will I be able to hold you every day......" Lu Chongqing sighed lowly, put his hands behind the back of his head, and closed his eyes on his back.
After a while, he suddenly said again: "Let's get married, so that you can join the army...... I can go back to the dormitory every day after work, and I can hold you every day, that taste, ......"
War?
Chen Xiaoyu was stunned, in her dictionary, there has never been such a word with the meaning of "subsidiary" as a family member of the army.
She couldn't help but frown.
"I'm teasing your ......" Lu Chongqing opened his eyes and squinted at her, "Hey, that's all I can think about...... You won't make me think about it, will you......"
There was an indescribable sense of pity and pleading in his tone.
Chen Xiaoyu's heart was sour, his eyes turned red again, and he silently leaned his face against his chest and gently closed his eyes.
Now, let them cherish this moment of getting along, everything is so difficult.
Lu Chongqing gently hugged her shoulders and sighed softly.