Chapter 233: The Thing I Regret the Most
"That man hugged you, as if he was negotiating terms with the queen mother, and Rong An and I were peeking outside the door at that time. Because the queen and prince of a country are not protected by anyone, we can only be vigilant all the time, and I already have the idea of becoming stronger at such a young age. ”
It was precisely because of this that his opinion of Murong Ling became worse and worse, so even if it was written in Xue Yin's suicide note to him later that the only person he believed in was Murong Ling, his heart resisted.
And when Murong Li said that Xue Yin died of poisoning, he actually thought that Murong Ling killed Xue Yin.
In this way, his heart became more and more resistant to Murong Ling, but after all, he was his father and the only person his mother had ever loved.
"Have we been together since we were kids?"
"It's useless for me to let you go, and at the cost of my miserable and lonely life for almost ten years."
Every day is like living in darkness and not seeing the light.
"How did I leave you?"
Looking at his frowning eyebrows, Yi Linger could actually feel his discomfort, and her heart seemed to be twisted.
"That man seems to be using you to threaten my mother, but I don't know why, in the end, there is still no negotiation. There was murderous intent in the man's eyes, and I still remember how terrifying the man's eyes were. ”
"I'm afraid the queen mother will leave me."
"At that time, you were young, you didn't seem to feel the breath of danger, and you were still smirking in that man's arms, and I was outside the door at that time, and I was a little envious of you, and a little disgusted."
"Why, why did I mess with you with my smirk?!"
Being said to be disgusted is unhappy, Yi Linger moved her body a little in, so that she could better see the expression of the man in front of her, and she could better express her anger!
"Ling'er, do you know how much I envy your beauty, you can laugh so pure and innocent, but I can't do it, my heart has been eroded by hatred. Seeing you will make me see how unbearable I am, and I can't help but think that I am an abandoned child, and even if I have a mother, I still feel unsatisfied. ”
Such a dirty idea, suddenly one day in front of the person he loves the most, actually made him feel a sense of relief.
Back then, it was because this girl was so beautiful that he didn't dare to approach, even if she followed him and called him brother, even if she liked to pester him in everything, even if she often cried in his arms, he still wanted to escape, he, a person who lived in the dark, could only be ashamed of himself when he saw her beauty.
Eventually, however, something happened that he regrets to this day.
"Since your queen mother is so good to you, why ......"
Will you still feel unhappy?
Yi Linger always felt that what the man in front of her said was just a drop in the bucket, because she found that the grief in his eyes was not as shallow as he said.
On the contrary, it is so thick that it can't be dissolved.
"Ling'er, do you know what I regretted the most at that time?"
Still doesn't want to mention it?
Seeing that he had changed the subject, Yi Ling'er didn't ask any more questions, since it was his pain, don't uncover his scars again.
"Does it have anything to do with me?"
"At that time, the man had already developed murderous intent, and it was useless for Rong An and I to rush in, but instead let him have two more hostages to threaten the queen mother."