141 Everyone has a dark side

Cui Yuyan had a face in her mouth, and helplessly turned her eyes outside, thinking about how to cut off Shen Zi'an's words. Chapters are updated the fastest

She wasn't interested in other people's stories, especially tragic stories.

Because she is not a flower that grows up in a greenhouse, if she wants to compare tragic stories, she can say a lot of them herself, so she can't do it, and she tears up when she hears a tragic story.

Well, even if Shen Zi'an is miserable, he has no father and no mother, and he is an orphan.

But after all, I have seen my parents and my sister as companions, at this point, I am much better than myself, how can I sympathize with her?

"When I was in the sixth grade, my sister was only in the third grade and was underage, so the pension was led by my uncle, and we were taken care of by my uncle."

When Shen Zi'an spoke, he always had a light ~ thin smile on his face.

It's good that he still has an uncle.

Cui Yuyan shrugged her shoulders indifferently and continued to focus on the braised eggs in her bowl, since she was not too sympathetic, then she should be regarded as a pastime reading material during meals.

"Because it was an industrial accident, the pension was very high, but my uncle only took care of us for three years and kicked us out for various reasons."

Shen Zi'an told this paragraph very simply, those sad words, a few lines passed hastily.

Cui Yuyan doesn't ask, happy people are roughly the same, unfortunate people are sad, even if the things they have experienced are comforted now, they can't make up for the pain of the past, she is not the kind of person who talks emptyly; Besides, she didn't think that Shen Zi'an suddenly said these words in order to get her comfort.

"And then."

In order to show that she was listening, she still asked.

"I was only a freshman in high school at the time, and my sister was only in her first year of junior high school. Luckily, we all had excellent grades, so the school was free of miscellaneous fees, so we didn't starve to death as long as we went to odd jobs. ”

Excellent grades, and then the university is a third-rate school?

In this regard, Cui Yuyan closed her mouth very interestingly. Absolutely not asked. Wait for him to continue.

"The cost of college is not low, so my sister decided to give up continuing her studies and go to work part-time for me to go to school. In fact, it stands to reason that I should take care of her, but I still have selfish intentions and want to continue studying. So I acquiesced to her dropping out. ”

Shen Zi'an said, raising his head. There was a cool hatred in her eyes, and Cui Yuyan's scalp was numb for a while.

Sure enough, it's a terrible smiling tiger.

"I'm a very hypocritical person, and I've always said I'm going to try and take care of her. Let her live a good life; But when she said she dropped out of school to keep me in college. In my heart, I felt happy and lucky. ”

His tone grew colder. With an eerie horror, Cui Yuyan slowly put down her chopsticks and swallowed her saliva, everyone has their own dark side, but this does not mean that person is a bad person; She also thought indignantly about why she couldn't get Xu Sixin's family and financial resources, if she and Xu Sixin had not competed on an equal footing from the beginning, they would definitely not have ended up like this.

"Everyone will think about themselves, the Absolute Virgin, who lives only in fiction."

Her words were not to comfort Shen Zi'an, but just to say what she thought.

"In the exam room, I thought that if I handed in a blank paper, I wouldn't have to go to college, and then I would work and let my sister continue her studies, but ...... After I handed in three blank papers for the seven exams, selfishness still occupied my reason, and I still filled in the answers for the remaining four. ”

As he spoke, he smiled wryly, holding his forehead with his hand, Cui Yuyan couldn't see his face under this wry smile.

In the nineties, the college entrance examination was still seven subjects, and it was not merged, and the three main subjects could still go to university, and his strength should not be underestimated.

"Aren't you doing well now, with a decent job and a good salary, it's easy to make up for your sister. Besides, from the beginning, she did it voluntarily, and there was nothing to blame. ”

She didn't think Shen Zi'an had done anything wrong, from the beginning it was the result of the voluntary choice of the two, and no one forced anyone, so it couldn't be said who owed anyone, or guilt; She was just curious about what the two siblings had to do with her.

Needy, I came here to tell her about this old past?

"Do you know how difficult it is for a girl with only a junior Chinese background to support herself in such a big city, as well as to support an escapist and selfish brother?"

Shen Zi'an suddenly raised his head and reached out to grab her arm, very hard, and it hurt her to pinch.

Cui Yuyan subconsciously wanted to shake off her hand, but after thinking about it for a while, she still held back.

"Four years, four full years, I didn't have a part-time job, all the sources of livelihood, all rely on her alone."

He said that his eyes were red, like an angry lion that had lost his mind, the kind that would pounce and bite at any moment.

"Mr. Shen, if you want to repent, say to your sister that it has nothing to do with me; Or is it that you can't say this kind of confession and want me to convey it? ”

Cui Yuyan frowned, she knew better than anyone how difficult it was to work and study, so it was impossible for her to say some sympathetic words; Shen Zi'an suddenly looked for the object of confiding, I am afraid that he found the wrong one.

Hearing her say this, Shen Zi looked at her steadily, and after a while, he let go of the hand holding her arm and lowered his head to show his usual smile.

"How could I let you convey it, it's completely unnecessary, isn't it?"

The lost reason was picked up little by little, he was still so deeply smiling tiger, in this regard, Cui Yuyan secretly sighed, it seems that there will be less contact in the future, anyway, her work is gradually on track, and she doesn't need to rely on Shen Zi'an's help.

"Today's dinner and story are very good, if nothing else, I want to go back first."

As she spoke, she immediately stood up, nodded towards Shen Zi'an, and wanted to leave.

What kind of brother and sister bonding this kind of plot, as long as it is saved in a movie or TV series, maybe it is a good material, if you sell it to a producer or director, maybe there will be a good price; I didn't get a dime for what I said to her.

"I'll send you back."

Shen Zi'an put down a picture of Grandpa Mao and strode out, he used to be very poor, as a big man, he couldn't even account for a dime or two, and now he doesn't need to live that kind of life anymore.

"No, you don't."

Cui Yuyan refused to do it simply.

"A girl, I'm not at ease."

"You're going to underestimate me."

"This is a third-rate school, and there are a lot of ruffians in the stream."

He came out here, and he knew very well how the student here was that a big beauty like Cui Yuyan would definitely be accosted if she walked alone~.

"Are you one of them?"

"I'm a little taller, and for the woman I like, when I talk to her, I will add at least a little material condition."

Regarding self-blackening, Shen Zi'an has always been very good.

"Disgusting guy who is not ashamed to speak, I hope your sister doesn't have the same virtue as you."

She originally planned to maintain an ordinary colleague relationship with Shen Zi'an, but the relationship between people is so strange, no matter how strange a person is, if she has talked openly, she will have a subtle sense of familiarity, and even talking is no longer strange.

So Cui Yuyan didn't understand why she was the object of opening her heart. (To be continued)

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