Go to the countryside to exercise ...... at the grassroots level. Lewen

Zhang Cui suddenly closed her eyes, remembering the most bitter days of her life.

At that time, it coincided with the rising period of Leng Guoyi's work, and in order to develop in the future, it was necessary to go to the grassroots level to train for a few years. She was raised rich and noble, but she gritted her teeth and went with him to the most remote township in the mountain nest.

During the day, Leng Guoyi went to work in the office building, and she learned to cook with a big pot cooker at home, making her face dirty, but she didn't dare to let him know that she used mountain spring water to wash her face, and she felt trembling all over her body, but there was no heating, so she could only wear an extra cotton jacket.

I am afraid that the villagers will think that they are "gold-plated", and they have not brought any belongings, let alone food.

In the mountain col, it is not easy to eat meat dishes, and the most she eats every day are vegetables, but during that time, she didn't find out that she was pregnant.

Once, when I was cooking at home, I fainted and was taken to the nearest town hospital, where I was diagnosed with a diagnosis that I was in poor health and needed supplemental nutrition.

When Leng Guoyi rushed to the hospital with one foot in a shallow foot, when he heard the doctor say this, he didn't have time to congratulate himself on becoming a father immediately, looked at her slender hands, his eyes were sour, he hugged her head, and said softly: "Go home, go home and take care of it." ”

At that time, she threw herself into his arms and asked about the smell of grass on his clothes, with a faint smell of earth, only to feel warm all over her body, and even her heart was warm, "It's okay, I'll ask my parents to send more supplements, I'm not by your side, you must not eat well, I don't worry." ”

At that moment, she only felt that God had given her the last bit of missing in this world.

Concerned by her parents and pampered by her husband, now, this small family will add a new member, and the son or daughter she is looking forward to will definitely be the loveliest child in the world.

In the world, parents want to witness the growth of their children, and after talking to the doctor, Leng Guoyi determined that she was just malnourished and only needed to pay attention to her diet, but it was not a big deal.

The due date was late summer, and they counted them almost day by day on a wall calendar on the wall.

Seeing that her belly was gradually getting bigger, Leng Guoyi didn't even want her to cook, and usually brought some food from the unit canteen, but it really didn't work, so he got rid of the neighbors around him to help take care of it.

At that time, people's hearts were far less distant than they are now, and the villagers were willing to help, so she sent him out in the morning with a smile, and in the evening, the two of them lay on the bed, carefully flipped through the dictionary, and named the future baby. Hearing the baby's heartbeat every day, he went from overwhelmed to ecstatic.

Now that I think about it, at that time, the bitterness was a little bitter, but the heart was all sweet.

And now, her heart is as if it has been cut by a knife!

Zhang Cui looked at Leng Guoyi in a daze, but saw that he suddenly covered his face with his hands, wiped his face for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "When you gave birth, it was a full week earlier than the expected delivery date, and when I was called back to the house that day, your amniotic water broke." After seeing it, the doctors at the township hospital changed their faces, "Hurry up and send it to the big hospital!" This, this is afraid to have a caesarean section. We don't have the ability to do this at all. ”

More than 20 years ago, in the mountain pass, there was no private car, except for an old-fashioned car in the unit, and if you wanted to go out of the mountain, you had to take a donkey cart. He didn't care about anything else, so he went directly to drive the old-fashioned car, and when he put Zhang Cui in the back seat, it suddenly rained heavily.

The road was muddy, muddy, the car skidd, not to mention, it couldn't drive at speed. She was sweating profusely in the back seat, but she didn't shout or cry, just gritted her teeth, afraid that she would distract him and drive dangerously.

The wipers swayed violently, but the rain seemed to be pouring down in front of him, and he was so anxious that he went crazy, but he didn't dare to look back, for fear that if he looked at it, he would no longer be able to concentrate.

The provincial hospital was too far away, so he could only drive to the nearest county seat.

The voice in the back seat suddenly became quieter and quieter, and his heart became more and more panicked until he was silent ...... no more.

He was so frightened that he immediately braked, and when he looked back, Zhang Cui had completely fainted.

His head was covered with dense beads of sweat, his hair was wet, and his lips were already white and transparent.

The rain was so heavy, and when the wind came, with a strange and cold breath, he only felt cold, and turned his head to touch her breath, and found that there was still a faint breath, and his heart must be.

He immediately called 120 to explain his current position as clearly as possible, and then, gritting his teeth, he opened the door and got out of the car, and after a while in the rain, he completely calmed down.

The moment he opened the back seat, the oncoming bloody aura almost scared him to the point of cold hands and feet.

He closed the car door and gently stroked the top of Zhang Cui's head: "Hold on, think about the child, you must be strong." ”

Zhang Cui was already unconscious, and when he heard him speak, he moved subconsciously, and the painful expression on his face tore at his heart. He took off her pants calmly, recalled all kinds of midwifery knowledge he had read in books before, and slowly helped her hold her belly, the child had not yet shown his head, but the amniotic fluid had already flowed a lot, even if he was not studying medicine, he knew that if he waited any longer, it would be difficult to give birth.

However, he didn't have any tools in his hands at all, let alone cutting the umbilical cord, even how to deliver the child, he was helpless.

Watching time go by, the unbearable feeling can almost drive people crazy.

Finally, he took off his coat directly and put it under Zhang Cui: "Wife, whether you can hear it or not, you must persevere." Think about the baby, think about me, you can't just give up. ”

He tried to cheer her up, even if she couldn't necessarily hear her, but when he said it, it was as if he had suddenly gained some ......courage.

The later memories were so confusing that he almost didn't know what he had done, but he felt that after a long time, the child's head was finally revealed.

It's just that after he used a lighter to burn and disinfect the Swiss Army knife he was carrying and cut the umbilical cord, he looked at Zhang Cui, who was breathing weakly, and suddenly couldn't hold back his tears.

The child in his arms was covered in bruises, as if he was born with a lack of oxygen.

If it was stillborn, how could she stand it?

If it is a stillborn child, the heartbeat they heard that night and night, and they think of it at midnight, does the sound fall in their ears?

The rain gradually faded, and he looked up to see that the lights were so close and so far away.

There was no time to hurt, wrapped Zhang Cui all over, he started the car directly and continued to drive to the hospital.

It's just that, this time, it didn't go well.

Just as he was about to arrive at the county seat, he suddenly heard a burst of heart-rending cry.

The voice, like that of a child, turned his head sideways and looked at his daughter, his eyes flashed with sadness, and finally, he turned his head to look.

At this glance, it was clear that under an old tree with a crooked neck, there was a red basin, and in it, there was a child, wrapped in pure white cloth!

About the reason for the fact that it was placed under the tree, most of the rain was blocked, but it still poured a lot into the basin, almost flooding the children's ears.

Who is so cruel as to abandon the baby on the side of the road!

He looked at his daughter's almost breathing appearance, his heart ached, and he was moved by compassion, quickly got out of the car and picked up the child, and drove all the way to the hospital.

When he arrived, he was so cold that he was unconscious, Zhang Cui fell into a coma, and the child did not know whether he was alive or dead, only the baby picked up on the side of the road pouted his fingers, quietly who was in his arms.

Even the medical staff felt strange, such a heavy rain, cold, this child is fine?

"Why don't you check it out too?" The doctor stretched out his hand, Leng Guoyi subconsciously handed the child over, and when he reacted, he was already standing alone at the door of the operating room.

That night was the hardest night of his life......

"You mean, my daughter was born dead!" Zhang Cui screamed, impossible, impossible, she clearly remembered, clearly remembered ....... When she woke up, she was really in the provincial hospital, her parents were there, and even her best friend, Yuan Chun, was there.

Yuan Chun......

Zhang Cui was suddenly silent, and the whole person sat on the hospital bed in a daze, silent.

"You fell into shock several times at that time, through Uncle Leng's relationship, Leng Guoyi helped you transfer to the provincial hospital as soon as possible, and when you woke up, in fact, it was already the third day after giving birth." At the door, a female voice suddenly sounded.

Yuan Chun stood there with a tired face, looking at the appearance of his best friend now, only to feel that his heart sank completely.

"Why?" Zhang Cui looked at her, only to feel that her teeth were trembling slightly.

Why, deliberately concealed those two days, for so many years, no one told her, no one hid it from her!

"When the child was transferred to the provincial hospital, he already had a heart and lung failure." Yuan Chun walked to the side of the bed and hugged her whole person, "Those expert doctors in the province invited them one by one, and they all said that they were helpless. Whether it is Leng Guoyi or your parents, including me, no one wants to tell you this result, for fear that you will not be able to stand it at all. "She already has congenital heart disease, in fact, she is desperate to give birth to this daughter, if you tell her that the daughter she is looking forward to day and night, night and night, is just born with heart and lung failure, how can she survive?

"No, no, impossible!" Zhang Cui suddenly grabbed the photo, "It's obviously good, she's obviously good." ”

Yuan Chun shook her head, "You look at her fetal hair, according to time, it is impossible for a newborn baby to have such long hair." This photo was taken after you were discharged from the hospital when your aunt came to the hospital. ”

"You mean, later, she was saved?" Zhang Cui cried with joy, holding Yuan Chun's hand tightly, looking at her with both eyes, just hoping to get that positive answer.

"I lived in an incubator for almost a month before I could keep it." She pulled her lips slightly, wanting to comfort her friend, but she felt that the rest of the words were even more cruel and ruthless, but the reality was like this: "However, doctors say that heart and pulse weakness is congenital, and children are too young to operate, so they have no choice but to do their best to obey God's fate." ”

Back then, Leng Zhuan was standing outside the incubator, looking at her skinny, watching her not cry or make trouble, I just felt that this granddaughter was about to have no fate ......in this life.

What can be done, the hospital has done it. Even if it was for the sake of slapping the horse, those legendary "miracle doctors" invited a lot, but none of them could give him a positive answer. But on the contrary, the child that Leng Guoyi picked up on the side of the road that day, after being drenched in the rain for so long, there was nothing to do, and he smiled at him when he woke up.

When Zhang Cui woke up, she nervously and worriedly pulled him to see her daughter.

Everyone turned their eyes, but no one wanted to tell the truth in front of her, so the nurse sent the laughing child to her, and from then on, her name, as they had been meditating on night and night, was as light as a cloud, as clear as a stream, as clear as a stream, and since then, she has become a ......knot in the hearts of all of them.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!