I said, "But you're not worth being trusted." ”

Shen Bowen said: "Do you still have a choice? ”

I didn't speak, I just laughed.

Because only when you laugh can you get the best disguise, and others can't see what you're thinking in your heart.

Shen Bowen and I finished the meal quietly, and after eating, he pulled the chair away for me very gentlemanly. I pulled my coat from the hanger and handed it to me, I was really a little unaccustomed to seeing him so gentlemanly, but after a pause of two seconds, I naturally reached out and took the clothes in his hand.

He kept sending me to the door of this private restaurant and said to me, "Don't worry, you have thought it through." ”

I said, "Okay, I'll give you the answer." ”

The two of us looked at each other and smiled, I stopped a car, and after returning home, I sat on the bed and pondered, after a few seconds of contemplation. He stretched out his hand and pushed the things on the bedside table down as if venting, and the remote control ornaments of the table lamp fell to the ground.

The table lamp was shattered on the ground, and after seeing the thin fragments splashing all over the ground, I felt inexplicably happy, and a bitter smile pulled out from the corner of my mouth, Shen Ting, Shen Boteng. Shen Bowen, these three people really let me see what it means to be involuntarily.

Now I am like a seedling floating in a pond, and when the water jumps a little, I can only follow the flow and walk in the direction of the surge. The water to the west was rippling. I had to drive in the direction of the west, and the water level in the east jumped a little higher, and I had to use all my strength to fight for my life to force myself to adapt to the height.

Every step, every step must be walked according to the route they have arranged.

I used to be Shen Boteng's puppet, but now I have become the puppet of the entire Shen family, Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng, since when did your position become so dangerous.

I covered my face with my hands. Another indescribable feeling of exhaustion enveloped me, this kind of life is not what I want, let others control it, it will only turn me into a ridiculous cannon fodder, is this my Liang Sheng's fate?

What is the difference between such Liang Sheng and the previous one in the club? In the past, I could at least choose what I loved to do, but now, I have to rely on their faces to act, if this is my life, I have been at the mercy of others, so it is better to choose to die than to live, and I will not have such a nest when I die.

But what should I do? I definitely can't rely on Shen Boteng, but now if I agree to Shen Bowen, it means that I have betrayed Shen Boteng, and he will definitely make me understand what is called the consequences.

But if I reject Shen Bowen, I really don't dare to imagine what kind of turmoil this matter will set off in society, I can't even grasp it, Shen Boteng will really protect me when he arrives.

Because the human heart is separated by a layer of belly, no one will know what he is thinking.

No, I can't take myself to Bo, Shen Boteng is not worth believing at all, he is not worthy of believing from the beginning, if that thing is spread by the outside world, then my whole life will be ruined, prostitute, immoral, disgusting, shameless and other labels are attached to me, and they will never be washed away.

Since I tried so hard to break free from being a prostitute, I would never let myself go back, no matter what, I don't want to, I can only move forward, move forward regardless of the consequences, yes, must move forward.

In the few days after meeting Shen Bowen, I was in a state of restlessness, often eating and eating, and this situation was maintained until the news from the hospital, Shen Ting summoned me, and I remembered that the two of us had been in a cold war for quite a long time, because of what I said last time.

It's not a good thing for me to have a stiff relationship with Shen Ting now, staying in this huge Shen family, I have to rely on one person to be able to stabilize myself in this wandering tip, and now I am not qualified to play a little temper or indulge myself.

After getting the news from the hospital, I went to the hospital to see Shen Ting that afternoon, and also brought my own stewed chicken soup, thinking that a few more soft and kind words with him would be able to ease the relationship between us.

But when he arrived at the door of his ward, Shen Ting's ward was not the only one, but also Shen Boteng, the two of them seemed to be chatting about business, I stood at the door and watched for a while, and for a while I didn't know whether to go in or not, and finally thought about it, such a sensitive period, it is better to avoid it first, and it is not too late to wait for Shen Boteng to leave and then go in, I just wanted to turn around, but who knows, Shen Ting on the bed in the room suddenly said to me who was about to leave: "Come, why don't you come in." ”

I paused, my body stiffened, and I had to turn around to look at Shen Ting, who was looking at me, and Shen Boteng, who was sitting next to Shen Ting's bed, naturally moved his eyes to me.

I was stunned for three seconds, then said to Shen Ting with a smile: "I'm afraid of disturbing you to talk about things, so I ......"

Shen Ting closed the text in his hand, took off the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose and said, "It's okay, come in." ”

Hearing him say this, I could only push the door and walk in, placing the thermos in my hand on his bedside table.

Shen Ting saw the thermos cup on the bedside table and asked me, "Did you stew soup today?" ”

I smiled and said, "Yes, chicken soup is for the body." ”

Shen Ting said, "Hmm. He said, "I'm a little thirsty and need two cups of coffee." ”

I immediately said, "Okay." ”

Shen Ting rarely drinks coffee, almost never drinks, he usually only drinks tea and health tea, I am thinking in my heart, whether he is transgender in a short time, but when the coffee is brewed, I was about to go out with it, but after hesitating for two seconds, I turned around and came back, went to the glass table to pick up a small can of sugar, and added a piece to both cups of coffee.

After I finished, I went out with my coffee, brought a cup to Shen Ting, and then brought another cup to Shen Boteng.

Shen Ting took a sip of the coffee in his hand, felt the sweetness, he frowned, and then, he looked at Shen Boteng, and saw that he was not slightly wrinkled, I saw that the expressions of the two were subtle, and he asked a little hesitantly: "Does it taste bad?" ”

Shen Ting put down the coffee cup in his hand and asked me with a smile: "Don't you know that Patten coffee doesn't need to add sugar?" ”

I said, "Doesn't Patten Coffee like sugar?" ”

Shen Ting asked again: "Don't you know?" ”

I was dazed and said, "I don't know." "Jay's order.

The atmosphere was a little weird, because the question asked by Shen Ting was a little weird, Shen Boteng also put down the coffee cup in his hand, and said with a light smile to Shen Ting: "Generally, normal people like coffee with sugar, but I drink coffee with a bitter taste, thanks to your memory." ”

Shen Ting said: "You are my son, I naturally remember your preferences clearly." ”

Shen Boteng just smiled at this sentence and didn't speak.

While the two of them were talking, I was relieved, but fortunately, I didn't get hit, and if there was no sugar in the two cups of coffee just now, then the matter would be a big deal.

Although Shen Ting is so old, his mind is extremely cunning and sharp.

I was pondering when Shen Ting suddenly said, "Liang Sheng, come over and help me pinch my shoulder." ”

Hearing his words, I immediately raised my face in response, and walked towards him, I just put my hand on his shoulder, and Shen Ting, who was sitting on the bed, said, "Rub your legs." ”

I froze for a moment, and then I could only lower my head and rub his legs according to his words.

But as soon as his hand fell on his thigh, Shen Ting looked at me expressionlessly, and was a little overwhelmed by his eyes, Shen Ting said, "Kneel and rub." ”

I looked at Shen Ting's face, I could only take off my shoes, go to bed and kneel to rub Shen Ting's legs, he groaned with satisfaction and comfort, and leaned on the bed to enjoy, and did not forget to say to Shen Boteng: "Continue to talk about the shipyard." ”

Shen Boteng heard Shen Ting say this, so he continued to open the text and report to him, but when he just said a short section of the design concept of the new transport ship, Shen Ting, who was originally closing his eyes, suddenly raised his leg and kicked me in the chest, and I was kicked directly from the bed to the bottom of the bed by him, I didn't notice it, and I didn't have time to prevent it at all, I only heard Shen Ting pointing to me who fell to the ground and said angrily: "Do you know how to rub it?" Don't you know that my leg hurts? ”

I didn't know where my head hit, and there was a sharp pain in the back of my head, but I couldn't care about it so much, I could only get up quickly from the ground, and just when I wanted to stand up, Shen Ting pointed at me and roared angrily: "Kneel!" ”

As soon as he said this, I paused at my feet, and looked at Shen Ting in disbelief, but he didn't seem to be joking, he said again clearly: "Kneel." ”

I stood there straight, and it took me a long time before I did as he instructed me to bend down and kneel on the ground.

Shen Ting sat there and admired it for a while, then he leaned back on the bed with a proud smile, and smiled at Shen Boteng, who was sitting on the side and always watched calmly, and said, "Go on." ”

Although there was no emotion on Shen Boteng's face, it was obvious that he had changed his posture and sat on the chair, he glanced at me, a trace of coldness flashed in his eyes, but soon, he regained his calmness, and he said to Shen Ting: "If it is inconvenient today, the affairs of the shipyard will be the same as you explain to you another day." ”

Shen Ting said: "There is nothing inconvenient, continue to say." ”

Shen Ting insisted on asking Shen Boteng to speak, but Shen Boteng was silent for a few seconds, and then finally lowered his eyes and opened the partial map of the ship's structure in his hand.

After that, I knelt on the ground, and Shen Boteng kept explaining the current operation mode of the shipyard to Shen Ting in a steady voice, and Shen Ting listened carefully.

I knelt for as long as he said, until I knelt until my legs were numb, Shen Boteng closed the text in his hand and said to Shen Ting: "This is the current situation, if you are well, you can go to the shipyard to inspect." ”

Shen Ting said unexpectedly: "It's over?" ”

Shen Boteng replied lightly: "Yes." ”

Shen Ting suddenly sneered at me kneeling on the ground, and he asked Shen Boteng: "I have a dinner tonight, but I can't participate due to physical reasons, so let Liang Sheng go instead of me, that dinner is the bureau of Chunguang Real Estate Ma Zong." ”