Chapter 20: Kwon Yoo-li's Thoughts (1)

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The clock was a quarter past nine o'clock in the evening, and a beautiful melody came from the central square. Around the large flower bed, there are about 1,500 people in the dark, most of whom are here to listen to songs, and some people are actually visiting the park. The length of the Hangang Park around the Han River should not be underestimated, and the residents came to watch Taeyeon play and sing on the streets, which was a spectacle for more than 1,000 people.

"Yuli is nervous in the crowd and you don't dare to sing loudly, which is your biggest obstacle now." Taeyeon looked at Kwon Yoo-ri who was emptying beside her: "So I'm going to give you a song called "Sing If You Want to Sing", I hope you can find your way again." ”

It is not difficult for Taeyeon, who is fluent in both Korean and Chinese, to translate this song, this song sung by Zhang Hanyun has been used as the theme song of Happy Girl, and has been sung by countless stars such as Lee Woo-chun and Zhou Bichang, but I don't know if anyone has sung it in Korean.

"Thank you Taeyeon!" Kwon Yoo-ri pursed her lips and smiled.

After a piece of soothing music, Taeyeon sings softly: "Push open the skylight of the night and say wishes to the pop, give me a pair of wings to be able to get close to the sun, I learn to grow alone, love gives me energy, dreams are the nourishment of God that urges me to open up, I can sing as loudly as I want, even if no one applauds me......"

Taeyeon's penetrating voice touched everyone at the scene, and the group of people was slowly being moved. In fact, there are already Taeyeon's fans at the scene, although the number of people is only about 100, which is not comparable to the more than 1,000 people at the scene, but this also proves that Taeyeon's efforts are not in vain.

When Taeyeon sings for too long, some fans will bring throat lozenges, while others will send pastries and water. And Taeyeon always keeps bowing and thanking, once upon a time, Taeyeon never thought that when girls still have low back pain, this cheating father's God Taeyeon can't help but give her middle finger.

Nervousness has always been Kwon Yoo-ri's second major heart disease, related to her future career and dreams, successfully overcoming tension Kwon Yo-ri is one step closer to her dream, if she fails, all the efforts she made before will be in vain. At this time, hearing Taeyeon sing the chorus "Sing if you want to", Kwon Yoo-ri finally couldn't hold back her tears, and at the same time hummed softly along with Taeyeon: "Sing loudly if you want to, even if no one applauds me......"

Seeing Kwon Yoo-ri's firm determination to chase her dreams, the corners of Taeyeon's mouth turned up slightly to reveal a bright smile, and at that moment, she remembered Kwon Yoo-ri who was shining in the spotlight, and Kwon Yoo-ri after Nirvana in the sea of pink balloons, but I don't know if Kwon Yo-ri still remembers herself now at that time.

Looking at the encouraging eyes of the crowd around her, Kwon Yoori gradually became more confident, and at the same time, her singing voice became louder and louder. Taeyeon brings the microphone stand close to Kwon Yoo-ri while she quietly closes her mouth, and the whole square becomes Kwon Yoo-ri's home field.

Taeyeon did this because of his childhood experience of learning to ride, remembering that his father quietly let go when Taeyeon was at his most stable riding, although his father was also worried that Taeyeon would fall, but only in this way could Taeyeon really learn to ride, and when Taeyeon found out that his father could still be stable when he let go, Taeyeon really learned to ride.

"Yuli, why did you stop suddenly, haven't you already overcome the obstacles, I just saw you sing very well." Taeyeon looked at Kwon Yoo-ri and was anxious: "If you give up easily after experiencing a little difficulty, you will live up to the expectations of those who care about you!" ”

"Taeyeon, don't get too excited, I don't sing because I can't sing, how can I sing this song before I have heard it?" Kwon Yoo-ri looked at Taeyeon with a teasing expression: "I know you want to overcome my obstacles, but you also have to use your head to do things, so I'm really worried about how you will face society when you grow up." ”

It is true that Kwon Yoo-ri's tension is gradually weakening, and Taeyeon's approach makes Kwon Yoo-ri very grateful, deepening some unknown feelings. But looking at Taeyeon who is preoccupied, Kwon Yoo-ri is full of distress and helplessness, shouldn't youth be carefree, so why is Taeyeon's youth gone?

"Quan Yuli, you dare to challenge the majesty of my Ernie, aren't you afraid of my broken bones?" Taeyeon stood up and frantically pounced, but because the ground was covered with wires, Taeyeon died before she could get out of the way, and she got in close contact with the ground with one foot on the wheat thread.

So the people around broke out into laughter, and they all thought that this petite girl was stupid and cute, and among them, Kwon Yoori laughed the most: "It turns out that Taeyeon has also prepared a variety show, I really envy your sense of artistry, don't forget me when you become popular." ”

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As the night deepened, the two women also closed their stalls, and the street lamps were installed on the broken tile street to warm the hearts of the two women, and the two women carried things all the way to rest, and it was already more than ten o'clock when they arrived in the basement, but there was no way to lift the guitar and the amplifier to make the hands of the two women sore, and none of the two women were superwomen.

"Now that you've settled one of your concerns, let's settle the second one." Taeyeon sat on the sofa and prepared to talk in detail all night: "This matter is about your **, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, but if you decide to say it, I will solve it with you." ”

"I know what you want to ask, it's the thing I like about girls, I can tell you clearly, I really like girls, and the girl I like is you." Kwon Yoo-ri shrugged her head appointingly: "I know you may stay away from me, and you may even think I'm sick, but I just can't control myself." I don't expect too much now, I just want to be friends with you for life, I don't know if you are willing to give me this opportunity. ”

Looking at Taeyeon's still calm face, a glimmer of hope rose in Kwon Yoo-ri's heart, but at the same time, it was extinguished by a fire, in Kwon Yoo-ri's heart, Taeyeon is a normal girl, and how can a normal girl like a girl. But Taeyeon does like girls, and Taeyeon is not a girl, so these Kwon Yoo-ri don't know.

After a moment of silence, Taeyeon suddenly spoke, "Can I know why you like girls?" ”

"I liked girls when I was very young, and as I grew up I understood that it wasn't normal, but I just didn't call boys." Quan Yuli didn't dare to hide it in the slightest: "I have read the information about Lily, and I know that Lily will eventually marry, for the sake of the family and the future, these people have no choice." And I will slowly change myself, just think of it as a dream of youth, and in the future I will find a man who I don't hate......"

Kwon Yoo-ri cried as she spoke, but at this point she couldn't cry anymore, and Taeyeon could only hold Kwon Yo-ri and pat her back with her hand to comfort her. In fact, Taeyeon is not worried, Taeyeon also wants to marry a girl, it is better if it is a girl in the bombardment group, but Taeyeon has to think more and does not dare to say love to these girls easily.

"In the future, we may make our debut, and then we will be public figures, and then we will live in front of everyone's eyes." Taeyeon couldn't help but sigh deeply, "If your secret is dug up, your life will be a mess, and your family may be disgraced because of you, so I agree with your decision." ”

"I know Taeyeon, I'll do what you say." Kwon Yoo-ri grabbed Taeyeon's hand like a life-saving straw: "Taeyeon Ernie, can you give me a chance to confess, I don't want my love to be stillborn, so let's put an end to my childish love." ”

Seeing Taeyeon nodding her head, Kwon Yoo-ri cried, "Taeyeon Oni, I really like you and I hope you give me the opportunity to pursue you." ”