Zhu Wen saw me say so roughly, so he stood beside me and said nothing, I felt that my mood was so bad at this time that even alcohol could not soothe the restlessness in my heart, and after drinking a few bottles of wine one after another, I was slightly drunk. When he held the champagne-colored wine with small bubbles in his hand, the corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer and said, "Aurora? What's so beautiful about the aurora is just a broken light formed by the atmosphere, magnetic field, and high-energy charged particles, and it's really used as romance. ”

I poured down my glass and poured myself another glass of wine, I looked at the neon lights reflected on the glass, and smiled again and said, "It's good to marry her, I should bless it." ”

Zhu Wen stood aside and watched quietly, after I felt his gaze, I squinted and staggered up from the chair, but as soon as my body got out of the chair, my steps shook a little unsteadily, Zhu Wen saw this and immediately walked up to support me, and my hand hooked his neck. Stabilized his body.

I leaned into Zhu Wen's arms with a wine glass and said with a smile, "You know what? Women are sometimes quite contradictory, knowing that he doesn't love me, knowing that we can't do it, knowing that I have decided to forget him, but I don't know what's wrong, but my heart is like taking drugs, and I always think uncontrollably, maybe. Maybe one day he will fall in love with me, maybe one day we can be together, everything in this world can't be said to be too dead, I Liang Sheng don't believe in heaven or God in this life. I banged on my chest and said, "I only believe in myself, I thought this man could conquer him." "I was holding a wine glass, my footsteps were messy, and in the crowded bar, Assistant Zhu could only walk at my pace. Protect me from falling.

I laughed out loud and said, "But I failed, I didn't conquer him, I'm still not very smart, compared to him, I'll always be weak, I'm really not convinced." ”

Zhu Wen's eyes were slightly cold and he looked at me drunk, I saw him talking, so I grabbed the tie on his chest, looked at him drunken and asked: "Zhu Wen, do you say that women like me are only worthy of him to play, in fact, I also wanted a home since I was a child, when I was very young, I had no father, no mother, and was raised by my grandmother, but my grandmother also left me early." Do you know? What I fear the most is the Chinese New Year. ”

I turned my face up, stared straight at him and said, "Do you know why I'm afraid of the New Year? Because every Chinese New Year, I realize more clearly that I have no relatives, I am just an orphan, and they have fish and meat for the New Year. But what about me, a steamed bun, I have to support it for a day, if on the first day of the new year, I can eat a piece of hot cake slice, it will be quite perfect. ”

I said in frustration: "But I only remember that when I was a child, I only ate it once, and the aunt next door saw that I was pitiful to me, so I took a bite, and then I will never forget that taste, because Mrs. Mrs. is so delicious!" ”

My tongue was a little knotted, and I was talking too much nonsense, something I had almost forgotten about myself.

I didn't expect that I didn't remember those days before, but I was able to remember it clearly at this time, and I feel that it is a miracle that my former self has survived to the present.

I exhaled and said, "Do you know, after I was abducted and trafficked at the age of eighteen, I was taken into the Jiangnan Club, toyed with by men, and even beaten and scolded. ”

I was afraid that Zhu Wen wouldn't believe it, so I pushed him away, staggered and gestured to some parts of his body and said, "Shoulders, arms, body, all of them." I covered my face and said, "And the face, if you don't smile at the guests, they will hit you in the face until you laugh." ”

I shook my head and said, "In the beginning, I used to get off work, and when I came home, I hid in the bathroom and cried, crying, and while crying, I washed my body with boiling water over and over again until my skin was broken. ”

I said mockingly: "Maybe at that time, I was still too naïve, thinking that some things would be clean after washing, washed away, you are still a good child, a good person, not dirty, not disgusting, but now in retrospect, if you can wash things clean with your hands, then it is not called dirty, the real dirt is stuck to you, this life can not be washed off, and your future life will always be covered with dust to face the world." ”

I said: "But only Shen Boteng, he won't beat me, he will ask for my opinion, after he appeared, it seems that no one dares to bully me anymore, everyone is respectful and polite to me, at that time I felt that it was like to be a human being." ”

I leaned back on the table and drank the glass of wine in my hand, and then I said, "Why did I fall in love with him, I don't know what's going on, I always feel that the safest place in the world is in his arms, as long as I nest in his chest every night and every night, the nightmare will not come to me again, I like him to hug me, I like to be with him, I like the way he smiles." ”

I looked at Zhu Wen not far away and said, "You know what? Without him Shen Boteng, I, Liang Sheng, am estimated to still be in the clubhouse, being ravaged and tortured by all kinds of men, if there is no him, I am still a lowly prostitute who is lower than a dog, if there is no him, I ......" I paused, and then said: "Without him, where would I become the wife of the Shen family, without him, there would be no current Liang Sheng, although I know that he uses me, he hurts me, he tramples on me, but he is kind to me." ”

I leaned on the table, turned around and picked up a bottle of wine on the table and continued to pour myself a glass, just about to drink, Zhu Wen walked out of the shadows, arrived in front of me and pressed the wine glass in my hand, he said, "Madam, you are drunk." ”

I said, "I'm not drunk, I'm sober." ”

I wanted to push his hand away, but Assistant Zhu just held it down and didn't move, I was a little annoyed, and I raised my hand to push him away, but I found that I didn't have any strength in my hand at all, but instead turned into a soft stomach and hit him.

I couldn't push him away, so I said, "How about you help me drink this wine?" ”

Zhu Wen looked at me and didn't move.

As soon as I stood up straight, I found that my body was uncontrollable and leaned forward, Zhu Wen moved forward a little, and I reached his arms again, I continued to grab the tie of his neckline, raised the glass of wine in my hand and handed it to Zhu Wen's lips, and said with a smile: "You drink, you also come to drink a little with me, I'm happy." ”

Zhu Wen said: "After drinking this cup, I will send you back to Shen's house." ”

I nodded vigorously and said, "Okay...... I listen to you. ”

Zhu Wen saw my drunken appearance, he could only take the wine glass in my hand, and dried it down, after he finished drinking, he put the wine glass on the table, hugged me who had already been unstable, and beckoned to a dim place, a waiter walked out, Zhu Wen took out a few hundred yuan from the leather armor with one hand and put it on the table, and said to the waiter: "Don't look for it." He carried me out of the bar.

I could only jolt my body and follow his footsteps in the bright lights, full of people in the bar, after walking for a while, I covered my lips, Zhu Wen felt that I stopped moving, looked at me sideways and asked, "What's wrong?" "To see the sarcasm.

When he saw that I was just covering my lips and not speaking, he wanted to ask something.

The moment he spoke, I stood on tiptoe, wrapped my hands around his neck, and hung my whole body around him.

Zhu Wen's arm was placed on my waist to prevent me from falling backwards, and he looked at me with a frown and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I stared at his lips, and the slightly protruding Adam's apple at his neck, I felt funny, so I reached out and gently touched his sexy Adam's apple, Zhu Wen's body was shocked, and his face changed unpredictably, but I was still unconscious, looking at him with innocent eyes and asking, "Why do you men have this thing?" ”

After I finished asking, I touched my smooth neck with my hand again, and said strangely, "But I don't." ”

Zhu Wen breathed a sigh of relief, and he said, "Because you are a woman, there is none." He hugged me and walked on, saying, "Let's go." ”

I took his hand, he looked back at me, the man's angular lips in the shaking and confused light, exuding silent seduction, I stared at his lips for a long time, after a while, and said, "I want to kiss you." ”

Zhu Wen looked at me expressionlessly, he didn't answer me, and he didn't move.

I ignored him, and simply changed the hand around his neck to hold his face, and put my face close to him and asked, "Is that okay?" ”

Zhu Wen said, "Madam, you are drunk. ”

I said, "I'm not drunk." ”

Zhu Wen said: "Let's go ......" Before he finished speaking, I opened my mouth and kissed him on the lips.