Chapter 143: Self-righteousness
An Jing was in a window position in the cafΓ© where An Ying met according to Ji Chendong's request, under the cover of the big tree across the street, a Lamborghini was hidden under the shade of the tree, and Ji Chendong could see the movements of the two from a long distance when he sat in the driver's seat.
It's not that Ji Chendong wants to beware of An Ying, but he has to beware, thinking of a woman like An Ying who likes to play tricks, Ji Chendong can't wait for An Jing to never see her for the rest of his life, or send her to a place where An Jing can't find it, out of sight and out of mind.
Even if An Ying did these outrageous things, Ji Chendong had to get An Jing's permission to punish her in advance, otherwise he wouldn't be able to fight or scold, which would make him feel so aggrieved.
The cafΓ© has two floors, An Jing went before An Ying, An Jing sat down at a table by the window on the second floor, his eyes fell on the silver Lamborghini not far from the glass, the distance between the two was a street, and when her eyes looked over, the eyes of the two seemed to be able to meet unexpectedly.
An Jing pursed her lips, with a faint smile in her eyes, her eyes stared softly in the direction of Ji Chendong, while Ji Chendong called the car window and smiled softly at her.
It didn't take long for An Ying to wear an army green windbreaker and a pair of short boots, compared to An Ying who walked in a sweet style before, now she is more inclined to dress in British style, and her black and bright hair in the past has also been replaced by brown curls at this time, and the previous quiet and gentle appearance has now changed, wild, disdainful, and even a little cold and alienated.
Looking at An Ying who came over, for a moment, An Jing was a little unfamiliar with the person in front of her, the face that seemed to be a little different from the face in her memory, whether she was too simple, or that An Ying hid too deeply in front of her, or directly blamed herself for being too stupid and naΓ―ve.
In her opinion, there is one emotion in the world that will not be surpassed, and that is family affection.
The family affection that is most valued in her eyes has refreshed her perception of it again and again, the first time is An Zhicheng's betrayal, the second time is An Ying's betrayal and framing, An Zhicheng's appearance or An Jing can accept a little bit, after all, since An Ying has a memory, she has never experienced fatherly love in An Zhicheng, more panic and disgust.
But An Ying is different, since childhood, the three of their mother and daughter have depended on each other, and they have taken good care of An Ying, and since she has the ability, she is useless and selfless to dedicate herself to her, all the good will be given to her, and all the bad will be borne by herself.
What did she get in exchange for her efforts? She is a little diffuse now, could it be that a few years of life abroad have changed her temperament, or is she like this from beginning to end.
An Jing raised her eyes, her eyes stared at the person sitting opposite without blinking, for now, An Jing did not see a trace of remorse or worry on her face, but more disgust and irritability, and impatience.
Seeing this, An Jing's lips couldn't help but cross a touch of ridicule, or self-deprecation, mocking his ignorance.
Under the gaze of An Jing's eyes, in the quiet atmosphere, An Ying was the first to break the calm, and there was no intimacy in her tone, there was only a faint alienation, and indifference, as if such a cold An Ying was still the real her.
An Ying asked knowingly, "What are you looking for me?" β
After the incident at the hotel, An Ying was not ready to disguise in front of her, and her disdain and complaints about her were presented in front of her without embellishment.
An Ying didn't shoot what An Jing would do to herself, because she understood An Jing's temperament, even if she did something sorry for her, she would endure it in the end. Just like seeing himself and Ji Chendong sleeping in the same bed at that time, even if An Jing has more resentment against Ji Chendong, no matter how much hatred he has, An Jing will not pass it on to himself.
To put it bluntly, she is actually taking advantage of An Jing's love for her dearest, and having this love also happens to pay for An Ying's vexatious trouble.
Originally, as long as she was pushing more, maybe An Jing and Ji Chendong would have divorced now, but what she never expected was that An Jing was actually pregnant!
In An Ying's heart, since he can't get it, he can only destroy it.
It's just that I didn't expect An Jing's luck to be so good, and she got her out of danger again and again, and even made the relationship between the two of them more harmonious. As long as he thought of this, the haze in An Ying's eyes deepened.
An Jing's face was calm, and with a frank expression, An Ying's current expression and current look were contained in his eyes, the corners of An Jing's lips pulled slightly, and asked softly, "What do you want to drink?" β
Looking at An Jing's face and disapproving look, An Ying had an irrepressible anger in her heart, she just couldn't get used to seeing things outside on the other side of An Jing, she always looked light-hearted, as if everyone was under her control.
An Ying casually put the bag resting on his lap on the chair next to him, leaned back slightly, leaned back on the leather chair, and said in an indifferent tone: "Do you think we still need to be together and have coffee now?" β
Hearing this, An Jing picked up the small ceramic cup in front of her, which was filled with warm milk, lowered her eyes and took a sip, at this time she unconsciously showed An Jing's unfazed behavior, although she was disappointed in An Ying now, but she still did not show her anger on her face like An Ying.
With a calm expression, he asked lightly, "Why don't we have to drink coffee together?" We're still sisters, aren't we? The only sister. β
Hearing this, An Ying sneered, his face was full of disdain, his face was impatient, and he replied vaguely: "Maybe." β
Listening to An Ying's answer, An Jing was not ready to let it go, but continued to ask, her red lips opened lightly, and she asked softly: "Xiaoying, have you ever treated me as your own sister one day, just like I regarded you as my dearest sister." β
The words were loud, An Ying was meaningful, and a trace of inexplicability and indescribability flashed on his face, and he paused for a moment, and then responded: "Is it necessary to ask this?" β
An Jing bowed his head and said softly: "It is necessary." β
After finishing speaking, An Ying sneered and immediately replied: "It doesn't matter to me anymore, you just need to know that I hate it now, and I hate everything about you, including my face that looks a little similar to you, I also hate it." β
I thought that in the face of the betrayal and framing of her relatives again and again, she had developed a very strong heart and defense system, but she didn't expect that she was still not strong enough, she was still not ruthless enough, An Ying's words were still very good at making her internal organs pull up together, so that she temporarily lost her breathing function.
An Jing stared at the little girl who he had cared for since he was a child, at this moment, in the face of her unreserved dislike and disgust for herself, seeing the eyes in her eyes, An Jing was almost disgusted with herself for a moment, as if the person who did bad things was not An Ying, but her.
An Jing said: "Is there anything I am sorry for you since I was a child?" β
An Ying replied: "Do you need a reason to dislike someone?" β
Hearing this, An Jing's eyes stared at her for a moment, her tentacles tugged lightly, and she asked rhetorically: "It turns out that I have always been the object of your disgust in your heart, not the object of your liking?" It seems that everything I do to you is self-inflicted and self-righteous, right? β
An Ying said, "Do you know what I hate about you the most? β
Hearing this, An Jing pursed her lips and remained silent, waiting for her to continue.
An Ying said straight up: "It's your self-righteous attitude, obviously you get the love of so many people, so many people's like, and you always show that this is not what I want, you forcibly stuffed it to me, I didn't do it voluntarily." β
Saying that, An Ying paused for a moment, and then continued: "You keep saying that your father sold you to the Tang family, and exchanged your happiness for our reluctance, and I think it was all up to you to reverse our predicament at that time, so ask yourself, is all this really forced by your father?" And not that you volunteered? β
"Okay, even if they forced you, but to tell you the truth, when you followed Tang Shaoyuan, you didn't enjoy the sense of wealth that Brother Shaoyuan brought you? Let you experience the pleasure you have never experienced? Don't think of yourself as so tall, magnificent, you're vulgar, don't always show yourself as a great sister in front of me, it makes me feel disgusting to look at it like that. β
Hanging the curtain, An Jing chuckled, which was obviously mixed with a hint of self-deprecation, secretly inhaled, raised his eyes to look at An Ying who was staring at him coldly, and asked without answering: "It turns out that I am such an image in your heart?" Yes, as you said, I did marry voluntarily, so do you know that I married Tang Shaoyuan, who am I for? In your thinking, you must say that I am for myself, for myself to live a better life, or that I am for myself to enter the circle of high society. β
An Jing sneered and said, "Then do you know who the gift money was given to Tang Shaoyuan after I got engaged?" It is to pay off your debts, pay medical expenses, and provide you with study abroad, I spend every penny of this money on you, every money Tang Shaoyuan gave me is very little on me, if it weren't for you, do you think I would marry Tang Shaoyuan? Do you think I'm willing to trade with people like more items? And you? Now you want me to die? β
After finishing speaking, An Ying's eyes seemed to flash a trace of shame, but he didn't even notice it so quickly, and responded in a loud voice: "I never wanted you to die." β
An Jing sighed lightly, and then said loudly: "Don't you know that I'm pregnant?" Didn't you do something like that to me to kill me? β
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