Chapter 14: Memories
Xu Fan suddenly reacted to one thing, why is he at home with the children, but where is his wife?
And after recalling it for a long time, it seems that none of it is a memory of his wife, which is indeed a very unexpected thing for me.
And things like taking care of children, it shouldn't be a big man to do, although he is an idle person, but he will never do such a thing, and according to his own habits, it is absolutely impossible to take care of children at home, but if this thing is done without a wife, it will definitely not be something that he can do.
When I think of this, I feel that there must be something that I don't know, because I have just integrated into the memory of another self, so there are many things that are missing.
At this time, I began to recall it again.
Because there are a lot of memories that I don't remember, and almost all of them are like one by one, so I may have neglected some important things.
When I thought of this, I suddenly felt that I had to re-remember it at this time, and this time I couldn't leave anything behind, because I didn't seem to remember anything about my wife.
Obviously, he has a very kind and gentle wife in his real life, but why didn't he see him at all when he was here, and he didn't seem to see anything about him in this room, not even a single piece of his clothes, which really surprised me.
At this time, he began to close his eyes again, and tried very hard to recall, and suddenly found that his very kind and sensible wife was no longer in this house, and the reason why he left was because of himself.
It turns out that he is such a person, and he will be like this in the second space, and even he will feel very annoyed, not to mention his own wife, it seems that his wife left for his own reasons.
Although there are two children left in the family, his wife must also be because there is nothing to do, so she can only choose to leave this home, it must be because there is no way to continue to survive in this family, if you don't leave, then you will definitely develop to an irreversible point in the future.
So I can only let two people feel some better life in this way, because I did do some more excessive things in the second space, because even my father can't get used to my own hands, let alone my wife.
And when I think about these situations, I even start to hate my current self.,I didn't expect the things I did to be so excessive.,I never thought it would be like this.,I used to hear that I was doing the same thing as myself every day in the second space.,But I didn't expect it to be the opposite of what I said.。
Because in real life, designers will never do such a thing, because in real life, their family life has always been very complete and very happy, and they have always been very careful and considerate when treating their children and wives.
But I didn't expect to come at all.,When I got to the second space,,It's going to be like this.,It seems that it's not a good thing to be able to do it again this time.,Because there are too many of my own regrets.。
Of course, there are some better things happening, and there are big gaps.
Suddenly, it was like entering another person's life, and he lived a completely different life, because although he didn't have much money before, his home was very happy, and the picture of his family was also very warm.
But after coming here, although he has become a child of a particularly rich family, and his father, including his brother, is also a particularly useful person, he has no opportunity to speak in this family, even if he says every word they say, they will not listen to it at all, because he is like a dispensable person in this family.
Although the wife has run away from this family, there are two lovely daughters, and these two children do look very similar to her mother.
And after so many years, it seems that I have seen what my children will look like when they grow up, so many things have pros and cons, of course, some good things will definitely be accompanied by some bad things, so this is everyone's life.
And everyone should be fair, it is impossible to put all the good things on one person's head, since there is some good luck on your head, then there will definitely be some bad things that will follow, and it will also follow.
For example, although I already have a very rich family and a very lovely daughter, my wife is no longer around, and I am an inconsequential person in this family, so I even feel a little regret when facing this situation.
I even feel as if I haven't come again, because I really want to come again, even if I have already started again, but the person I care about the most is no longer around, and all the people treat themselves so indifferently that I can't accept it at all.
Even when I think of the things I did in the second space, I feel very hated, and even think that there can be someone like him, but he did do such things, and he has a particularly bad habit, although he is at home with children, but it has never stopped him from going out often to party with those friends and so on.
And every time he came back, he was drunk, and he wasn't particularly friendly when he talked to anyone, but after he was sober, it was as if nothing had happened, because he was very annoying to everyone.
And when I was drunk, some of the things I did were particularly excessive, and they were all very rude, I believe everyone couldn't accept it, but I don't know why every time I came back, I couldn't control my state, and even when I recalled this kind of scene, I really wanted to go up and slap myself twice at that time.
Because when he recalls this kind of scene, he will make himself feel very angry, not to mention his own wife, he definitely can't stand his appearance, and every time he says it, it is very ugly, and no woman can withstand the stimulation of this kind of words.
So it's a matter of time before you leave this home, but since you can start over and come back to this home, you must change everything, because your current self is not your former self, and you won't do anything excessive like before, and since your wife has run away from home, the first thing you have to do next must be to coax him back.
Although the chance of success is not very great, but I have to try it myself, because the person I care about the most should be my wife's car, and I didn't expect to encounter such a thing when I started over, but no matter how much it cost, I must get him back, and I must tell him that it will never happen again.
Then I slowly learn to do some more serious things, such as my brother who takes care of the things in the unit every day, and is very careful to make some contributions to the family every day, I believe that it won't take too long, and all people will be impressed by themselves.
Of course, this is just an idea of my own, and I am not sure if I can succeed, of course, I hope that I can still succeed, because my ability is not very weak, but I am not sure if I can exert such an ability when I start over again this time, combined with the current self, but my potential consciousness, including my brain, has some very clear ideas.
As for whether it can be successful, you still have to try, because if you don't even dare to try, the final result can only be one, that is, failure, but if you try, maybe there will still be a chance to succeed.
Since I did it all over again, it proves that I can't get used to it again, and I can't get used to what I did in the second space, because what he did was really excessive, and I believe that all people can't see it, so I will give myself such a chance.
I'm not sure if everyone will get such an opportunity after they die, but at least I'm in the second dimension now, so I should change anyway, since I gave myself such a chance, then it is absolutely impossible to give myself in vain, I must want to make some contribution to it, or some other changes or something.
If that's the case, I will never let down those who value me.